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[ramblesofacollegestudent]

i crave love, but at the same time i’m repulsed by it. sun up to sun down spent in bed, getting up for nothing but coffee. waking up the next morning to see their sleepy eyes open and a grin spread across their face as soon as they lay eyes on you. having someone choose your side over a billion other places in this world. it honestly terrifies me. how can you be so vulnerable with someone? this hole in my heart wants to be filled but my mind says fill it with something else. anything but that.

[ramblesofacollegestudent]

1000 years later

I realize I haven't been on here in a while, but I'm reading book titled “The upside of unrequited” and it has reasonated so well with me that I feel like I need to use this platform as an outlet. I am so similar to Molly the main character that it kind of scares me. Her 26 crushes. Never been rejected because she doesn't put herself out there to risk the possibility. The thinking of “what’s my glitch”. It truly haunts me why I am at the age that I am, and have had zero experience in relationships. Why? I know its not because I'm “fat” or “ugly”, because I'm not those things, but I just don't understand what is so wrong with me that I just have never had a boyfriend. One thing you need to know about me is that I have this huge personality. Not to toot my own horn but I’m actually really funny, people tell me that all the time. Am I too funny for my own good? Is it so intimidating?

[ramblesofacollegestudent]

Welcome

Hello to anyone who stumbles upon this small, insignificant blog. *insert waving emoji* I plan on using this account to anonymously ramble on about some of the things going on in my life at the time. Maybe some of you guys can relate to what I’m speaking about and can maybe enlighten me on some topics or even give me some advice. I don’t expect many followers on this tumblr account, and I’m completely fine with that (I know I usually hate reading peoples texts post on my personal tumblr account). I wont even bother stressing about reblogs or favorites or anything like that. If you find my posts entertaining, please feel free to follow or even respond. If you don’t like my post, don’t mind me, I’m just another insignificant tumblr user participating in this huge phenomenon we call the web, and you can just click off my page. My feelings won’t be hurt, I promise. Just like everyone else I need a place to vent my feelings/emotions or anything else that pops in my nonstop, jumbled mind. Unlike most people I’ve decided to do that online (actually now that I think about it, a lot of people do this...). A little background information on me: I am a girl. I am 20 years old. I am now an entering Junior in college. I wont reveal my name or the college I attend. Most of my post will be about my friends, teachers or anyone I run into on the streets and I will not give any specifics on them, and that includes their names. If you follow, thanks for beginning this crazy journey I call my life, and if you don’t, I’m sorry you’ve wasted your time on my page. Happy reading everyone!