Just your average freak!!

I have no idea what I'm doing, gonna use this as a personal brain dump

[ramblingsofafreak]

Hi! Welcome to my blog! It's a little weird and chaotic here, but don't worry! You'll get used to it!

This blog will be a personal dump for all the weird shit my brain comes up with, be it story ideas, music, fandom brainrot, or random thoughts I'm having!

Feel free to follow me (or block me, idc) and join me as I go through the motions!! (Or don't, I'm not a cop!)

Either way, have an amazing day!!!! :3

[ramblingsofafreak]

Do not weep, do not cry,

I am still here, I did not die.

Through the wreckage that grief may bring,

I can still see everything.

My body rots, my bones grow old,

This shallow coffin becomes cold.

The maggots and worms, my only friends,

I feed them to their bitter ends.

The trees bloom, the birds sing,

Through the summer, autumn, winter and spring.

You cannot hear me, beneath the ground,

But I promise you that I am still around.

A broken body, a broken soul,

No coins at hand to pay the toll.

A shattered memory, a shattered mind,

Believes the lie that death is kind.

Do not weep, do not cry,

I am still here, I can not die.

Through the wreckage that grief may bring,

I am part of everything.

[that-chaotic-trash]

ABOUT GENLOSS SO SPOILERS IG

Just fucking realised something in episode 2 of genloss

Like, right at the end when ranboos looking at the showfall banner

So, like, we all know the classic genloss ranboo saying of "what the fuck is this place", very iconic

But I was rewatching that clip and like

The way that line is said feels off to me

And I was trying to figure out why

And it's the intonation and where the emphasis in the sentence is placed

Most of the time, a line like that would be read "what the fuck is this place"

But in genloss its "what the fuck is this place"

The first is trying to find a reason

The second is almost, like, trying to come to terms with where ranboo is

And that just kinda makes me think

It gives me a sense that, from the start, gl!ranboo had an instinctive feeling that they weren't going to get out, so they didn't need to know why the mall was the way it was, they just needed to know where they even were now after going through a cartoonish cabin and a silly saw ripoff, if this was still part of the show.

[ramblingsofafreak]

Here's what I've been sewing!!

It's all on a face mask I had lying around! I have no idea what I'm doing!!

[ramblingsofafreak]

Man I love sewing but omg why does it take so long my back hurts so much

[ramblingsofafreak]

You wanna know a story I've always wanted to read but idk if it exists?? One where the protagonist is aware that they're in a story and is desperately trying to change their fate and its just not working. Like, imagine the angst potential.