Drowning In My Own Tears

An wishful writer hoping to make it big. "Take the first step in faith. You don't have to see the whole staircase, just the first step" Martin Luther King Jr.

[itissnowingandimstuckinside]

Mob!tom and tommy Shelby are the same person don’t @ me

[itissnowingandimstuckinside]

The worst feeling in the world is to see someone you care deeply for, fall in love with someone else. To see them do the things they used do with you, with someone else.

Seeing them discover all their quirks and scars. Watching them from across the room, making eye contact at a time where previously it would be you they’d look at.

[kamonra]

This is the money pentacle. Reblog and unexpected money will come to you!

[darkcocosb-blog]

Shiiiiit. I reblogged, and I got $750 in two days for basically nothing! The first day this client/POT asked my agent to invite some girls and I to his end. We basically sipped wine and left with $500 each. He called me yesterday and we took a ride on my highway and gave me $250😂😂😂. Money blogs everyday any day!

[soflobrat]

Won’t chance it.

[br0wnsugarandspice]

Yo this shit works not even gonna front like I didn’t just get money

[tastelikehoney-sb-deactivated20]

Let me reblog this 2x then 😂

[nudiemuse]

Do the thing pls

[quickweaves]

im screaming it worked lmfao

[hunter-dahl-deactivated20161208]

Not to be a “tumblr witch” but I’ll try anything twice

[dunsparce]

Guys…. I didn’t think it would work but wtf….I just checked my email…

I have an extra $600 I didn’t have before ;____;

[witchoncampus]

Fuck it, I need the money 😂

[deadmugen]

money for school pls

[psychedelicfelon]

Issa comeup

[prettyboyshyflizzy]

need that bmw i8 money thank u very much

[blogitaway]

first apartment deposit ty Jesus🤙🏿

[kamonra]

This is the money pentacle. Reblog and unexpected money will come to you!

[darkcocosb-blog]

Shiiiiit. I reblogged, and I got $750 in two days for basically nothing! The first day this client/POT asked my agent to invite some girls and I to his end. We basically sipped wine and left with $500 each. He called me yesterday and we took a ride on my highway and gave me $250😂😂😂. Money blogs everyday any day!

[soflobrat]

Won’t chance it.

[br0wnsugarandspice]

Yo this shit works not even gonna front like I didn’t just get money

[tastelikehoney-sb-deactivated20]

Let me reblog this 2x then 😂

[nudiemuse]

Do the thing pls

[quickweaves]

im screaming it worked lmfao

[hunter-dahl-deactivated20161208]

Not to be a “tumblr witch” but I’ll try anything twice

[dunsparce]

Guys…. I didn’t think it would work but wtf….I just checked my email…

I have an extra $600 I didn’t have before ;____;

[witchoncampus]

Fuck it, I need the money 😂

[deadmugen]

money for school pls

[psychedelicfelon]

Issa comeup

[prettyboyshyflizzy]

need that bmw i8 money thank u very much

[blogitaway]

first apartment deposit ty Jesus🤙🏿

[sixpenceee]

This is glorious and even thought it doesn’t fit in the range of all the paranormal, I MUST share

It works like this: You tell Kitestring that you’re in a dangerous place or situation, and give it a time frame of when to check in on you. If you don’t reply back when it checks your status, it’ll alert your emergency contacts with a custom message you set up.

It doesn’t require you to touch anything (like bSafe) or shake your phone (like Nirbhaya) to send the distress signal. Kitestring is smarter, because it doesn’t need an action to alert people, it needs inaction.

MORE INFORMATION

[crybourg]

reblogging because this is seriously amazing.

[softcore-boyfriend-deactivated2]

This shouldn’t even be an app this should be an integrated feature into all phones on every OS

[camyberry]

Ok, guys. Thi is really important. You have to reblog that and read the whole article.

This will never happen to me.  You can’t tell. Otherwise, if you don’t want to do for yourself, maybe among your follwers someone need this information.

I’m a man, i don’t care. You should care the more. What if it was your sister? Again, spread the word. There may be someone needingths.

You can never tell. As far as we can’t handle back maniacs, PLEASE, prevent yourself <3

[studentsandlattes-deactivated20]

REBLOG THIS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!

[peachiekeeeen]

THIS IS SO IMPORTANT

[helly-watermelonsmellinfellon]

Reblog the shit out of this!

[brownsugarbabyy]

Too bad it’s not available in the Google Play Store. I was just about to go download it too

[existentialwhale]

Active ways to cultivate positive body image:

(Because oh my god, it’s so hard, and everyone’s all like stop feeling so bad about yourself and it’s like how???) 

Be naked. A lot. Sleep naked. Have sex naked. Eat cereal naked. (Or naked and wrapped in a sheet. Favorite thing.) 

Follow beautiful, confident, (un-photoshopped) body-positive babes on the Internet. Unfollow anything that makes you feel insecure. Exposure is key. You’re not going to get it if you don’t seek it out, because the media sucks and wants us to feel like shit about ourselves so they can take our money. (Some hashtags to follow: #effyourbeautystandards #bootyrevolution #blackisbeautiful #transisbeautiful #wheelchairlife #fatkini #fatshion)

Lingerie. Next best thing to being naked. 

Self care, babe. Different for everyone. (Me? Showers, books, shaving my legs, nature walks, dark lipstick, good playlists, clean rooms, candles, sexy time.) 

Get ready in your underwear. Boobs = happiness. 

Self portraits. Be pro-selfie. Take a million selfies. Take sexy selfies. Take no makeup selfies. Take bad angle silly selfies. Take artsy tripod selfies. Take everything-is-on-point selfies. You’re gorgeous; document your gorgeousness. You don’t even need to post them. 

Stop with the self deprecationnnnn. Pleeeeaseeee. It’s hard to control your thoughts love, I know, but you can control what you say. NEVER insult yourself out loud. Dare I say compliment yourself out loud? (And if you can, do your best to try to body-positive-ify your thoughts too.) 

Sex (including solo sexy time), wine, and chocolate. In that order. 

Share the body love. Compliment your girlfriends. Cultivate a nonjudgemental, supportive, lift-each-other-up “we’re so cute” friend group. Everyone’s insecure. Compliment your besties. And strangers, too. Be that person that makes everyone feel good about themselves when they’re around. 

Good luck gorgeous. It’s a battle. We gotta unlearn all this societal bullshit.

[mytinyskullsizedpornbrain-deact]

Reblogging cuz this is vital. Especially the point on self-deprecation. Stop that shit now. It is a glamour-don’t, a welcome sign for fuck ass ppl.

[itissnowingandimstuckinside]

Okay so dju know the way people are like “ oh the voice inside your head is your soulmates” what if….. that’s why some people get Alzheimer’s when they grow old, the voice inside their head is dead. OR schizophrenics are cheaters who don’t have a soulmate so have multiple voices!!!!!!!

[itissnowingandimstuckinside]

Okay so dju know the way people are like “ oh the voice inside your head is your soulmates” what if….. that’s why some people get Alzheimer’s when they grow old, the voice inside their head is dead. OR schizophrenics are cheaters who don’t have a soulmate so have multiple voices!!!!!!!

[shinimegami]

[thestormscrolls]

no way in hell am i passing this up

[6-couture-deactivated20171109]

a student from uni scrolled past this and ended up failing all of his courses, even the ones he thought he passed… not gonna take this chance.

[angistudy]

just for luck 😭

[st0dent]

not taking any chances

[inanotherworld5599]

Im gonna do this every year.

[inejsdagger]

I LOVE THIS PENCIL

[ramblingsofanundiscoveredgenius]

Someone: The Southside Serpents are the worst. They're so shady and and corrupt I just hate them.

Me: Can't Relate.

[ramblingsofanundiscoveredgenius]

Luke Alvez Imagine

A/N: Just something I’ve been thinking about writing ever since i finished season twelve of Criminal Minds.Sorry if it’s short and I’m a little bit rusty but i haven’t written in 18947201 years so..

Wordcount:952

The bureau was just after another successful case. An unsub was kidnapping young children from their beds and torturing them for three days, before disposing of their bodies in playgrounds. The case has really affected me, as do all cases involving the youth.On the plane ride home, while everyone else was asleep, I had broken down. Unable to hold it in any longer, I found comfort in the arms of Luke Alvez. Much to the disgust of Garcia if she ever found out. “Newbie” as she called him had become one of my most trusted colleagues and friends, seeing as we were both very young and had military backgrounds.

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[ramblingsofanundiscoveredgenius]

Luke Alvez Imagine

A/N: Just something I’ve been thinking about writing ever since i finished season twelve of Criminal Minds.Sorry if it’s short and I’m a little bit rusty but i haven’t written in 18947201 years so..

Wordcount:952

The bureau was just after another successful case. An unsub was kidnapping young children from their beds and torturing them for three days, before disposing of their bodies in playgrounds. The case has really affected me, as do all cases involving the youth.On the plane ride home, while everyone else was asleep, I had broken down. Unable to hold it in any longer, I found comfort in the arms of Luke Alvez. Much to the disgust of Garcia if she ever found out. “Newbie” as she called him had become one of my most trusted colleagues and friends, seeing as we were both very young and had military backgrounds.

“My lovelies, welcome back” She screeched, as our weary heads made our way back into our Virginia headquarters. She pulled me in for a hug and I laughed, unable to deny the happiness she brought out in the group. She had decided that we were to go for celebratory drinks in O’ Keefe’s. I had gone home to change, seeing as a sweaty, tear covered blazer might not be the most attractive. After finally deciding on a black cocktail dress, I called an uber and made my way to where there would undoubtedly be a flow of drinks and laughter.

When I walked into the bar I was at a loss for words. Luke was sitting at a table with the rest of the team, looking exquisite. He caught my eye and motioned for me to come over.I sauntered over with a sway in my hips and took a seat beside JJ. We started to gossip, while Garcia made her way to the bar to get another MaiTai. “You know..” JJ began, with a smirk starting to form on her face, “Luke kept asking if you were still coming. I have a little, teeny, tiny feeling he has a crush on our Y/N” I was shocked. I tried to cough to cover up my embarrassment, but if anything, it made it worse. I shifted in my seat and just laughed a forced and awkward laugh. The rosy tinge on my cheeks was enough to show I felt the same way.JJ whispered something to Rossi and after he just raised his glass and winked. Oh no.

The night was coming to an end and I was a little intoxicated. Penelope had dragged me up onto the stage to sing karaoke with her. She finally decided on Toxic by Britney Spears. This was not going to end well. Before the song had finished we were swaying our hips, trying to be somewhat sexy. When it was finally over, I stumbled back to the table only to find that there was no seat left. Emily looked up with an innocent smirk on her face. “Oh, maybe you could sit on someone lap” She said, not so subtly.”Any volunteers?Luke maybe” He looked up at the mention of his name and nodded. I was unable to hide my embarrassment as the rest of the team watched on while Luke was seemingly oblivious to it all.

I tried shifting myself on Lukes lap when I felt his strong hands grab my hips firmly. “Could you stop” His gruff voice whispered into my neck, sending shivers down my spine. “Why” I asked innocently, even as I felt his growing members press firmly against me. “Is something wrong?”  I left out a drunken giggle and must to my horror pressed a light kiss to his neck. Only for the fact I was (gladly) sitting on his lap I would have fallen when he left out a soft moan into my ear. I leaned in closer making sure no one else could hear. “ Agent Luke, is that a gun in your pocket or are you just really happy to be with me?” Lukes mouth turn up into a smirk as he gently pushed me off his lap and put a hand on the small of my back. “I think I’m going to take Y/N home now, she seems a bit tired” He explained to the group while grabbing his coat. Rossi just lifted his eyebrow in dismay as the rest of the team said their goodbyes. As we walked out the door Lukes hand found its way further down my dress and before the doors closed, I could hear the whistling coming from the rest of the team.

A/N: Okay so that was terrible and I’m so sorry for all the mistakes but please like and maybe even follow xx

[ramblingsofanundiscoveredgenius]

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