So, like, I’m not sure why, but recently I've felt a bit... alone? I guess?
Like, I keep seeing these cute couples online, whether it’s just two people bein cute, a “Day in the Life of Us” vid, or like, anything else... I just want that one person, you know? The person who’ll give me affection for no reason, who’ll comfort me during panic attacks, sit with me when I do my homework, watch the stars out of boredom, or even just snuggle with me in the dark.
I don’t want someone who’s always... showing me off, I just want someone who loves me. And not even in a sexual way. I want someone who’s funny, who laughs at my bad humor, and never lets me talk trash about myself... someone who knows that I’m different, but still loves me no matter how weird I can be.
I don’t want a boyfriend or girlfriend for the status.
I want someone who I can just... be myself around.
I want someone who thinks I’m perfect the way I am, but doesn’t idolize me. I want someone who thinks I’m cute, but not in an attractive way, just in the weird things I do. I want someone to give me affection not because they have to, but because they want to. And I want to give it back tenfold and more.
I want someone who loves me as much as I wish I could love myself.
And I want to love them just as much.
I don’t want someone who’s my “lover,” or my “partner,” I want someone who’s my best friend. I want someone who’ll drop what they’re doing and dance with me. In the dark. At midnight.
I want someone who will never be perfect to the world, but will be perfect for me.
I want to be perfect for someone.
I just want two arms around me, and a warm hug when I need it. I want a face that I’ll never forget, and eyes that see how I feel. I want two ears that listen to me ramble, and a mouth with the perfect laugh.
I’ll wait until I find them.