Random Acts of Courtney

Hi there, I'm Courtney! Be kind to people but don’t forget to be kind to yourself— feel the things you need to feel and express them in a safe space. This is mine. ✨

[gahdamnpunk]

The rich are getting more rich tho

[girlsmotivation]

[babyanimalpics]

[randomactsofcourtney]

happy monday!

[beezsnails-blog]

Children are not possessions. Children are not accessories. Children are not relationship band aids. They are tiny people with the same amount of feelings as an adult.

[edemamemama]

But with less capacity to process, express and healthily contain those feelings when necessary.

Be kind to them.

[marniethedog]

[randomactsofcourtney]

me when i wake up on saturdays

[realizes]

[ffuwaffuwa]

I only have 4 moods:

fuck this

fuck that

fuck me

fuck you

[tres13]

I empathize with the above, but I have an additional 4 moods to add:

fuck yeah

fuck no

fuck my life

fuck everything

[istehlurvz]

and don’t forget the inevitable 

fuck it

[saidbhinluch-deactivated2024040]

and for those who have just given up

fuck

[pickyourheartupoffthefloor]

this is beautiful

[fangirlhiding]

literally me

[randomactsofcourtney]

every damn day

[randomactsofcourtney]

i'm also just so annoyed because there are people that have it so much worse than i do

[randomactsofcourtney]

i feel like crying because i feel so hopeless but i don't want to bother anyone with my problems

[randomactsofcourtney]

ramblings

So i stopped posting because A-basically nobody follows me on here so it doesn't matter that much and B- nobody actually cares that much! 

I write here to have a written record of my thoughts because it's very difficult to ever think of anything because i have so much to think about. i think i need help but that costs money, money we don't have.

anyway, just something i've noticed- when you go to college, 1 of 3 things can/will happen:

1) you absolutely ADORE college- the classes are so much cooler, you were able to pick whatever classes you wanted for the most part, you're learning what you want! you are possibly dorming and you love your new roommate and your new friends at your new school and everything is awesome. sure sometimes you miss home but for the most part, you're doing absolutely fantastic.

2) college is just okay. you enjoy the social aspect of it but not the schooling part or vice versa. everything, for the most part is mediocre.

and lastly, (also sadly), the last situation is the one that i and a lot of my friends seem to be experiencing:

3) your expectations for college were way too high and now you hate or really dislike college. you go to your classes, but you're not enjoying yourself like you thought you would.. so you procrastinate just as bad- if not worse- then you did back in HS. because of this, you are always falling behind and it feels like you'll never catch up. you haven't made very many friends and if you dorm, you're so homesick, you're constantly trying to keep in touch with your friends that you don't even try to make more friends. everything feels like it's spinning out of control too fast and there are days when you really just want to curl up in a ball and sleep forever and just hide from the world. it's a never-ending cycle and you're sinking farther and farther into your negativity that it is surrounding you in everything you do.

if you can't guess what situation i'm in, i'll tell you- it's number 3

i'm not even necessarily saying that this is the ONLY thing that will happen, but from my friends that i've talked to or seen their pictures and updates on social media, these are the cases i've noticed.

i really just want to take a long break from school and take a gap year and explore the world but i don't have the money or support to do it and it's making me really sad again... i feel like i'm never going to figure it out and i'm never going to make it anywhere and the motivation and thrill for life i once had before this year has completely vanished.

[simplyvvifi]

Prob my fav quote

[randomactsofcourtney]

attn every1 THIS IS IMPORTANT

[njosnavelinx]

i need clear skin by yesterday

[lopeirce]

santana lopez + text posts (part three)

[randomactsofcourtney]

honestly. look at her *heart eyes, heart eyes*

[randomactsofcourtney]

quite honestly, Naya Rivera is absolute goals.

[thunderupton-deactivated2014120]

I have a massive fear that no one actually likes me, rather everyone is just politely tolerating me hoping I leave them alone

[pupfresh]

Must Watch: Emma Watson delivers the most power speech to United Nations about feminism

If men don’t have to be aggressive, women won’t be compelled to be submissive. If men don’t need to control, women won’t have to be controlled. Both men and women should feel free to be strong. It is time that we all see gender as a spectrum instead of two sets of opposing ideals. We should stop defining each other by what we are not and start defining ourselves by who we are.

*drops mic* *kicks door down* *does perfect emma watson things*

[randomactsofcourtney]

HOLY SHIT EMMA WATSON YOU BEAUTIFUL INTELLIGENT BEYOND COMPARISON LITTLE SHIT YOU ARE LIFE GOALS what the actual fUCK

[vodkaandsniff]

[alyssaemilie]

this was worth reading