INACTIVE I'm not deleting this blog because it has a lot of my stories and writing on it, and I want everyone to be able to enjoy them. I'm grateful for all the friends I made on here, and I hope to make many more in the future.
ā¦hey iām not dead! just not on this account anymore
i donāt know how many of my old friends are still active, but i was bored today and decided to log back on to look at my old account. a lot has changed, and i kind of just wanted to end this on a good note!
I havenāt been in a psych hospital since October of 2019, Iām not self harming anymore, and I stopped smoking/vaping. Iām planning on going to college for Criminology, when I can afford it.
Iāve started to open up about more of my issues. Iām learning how to ask for help. Iāve shared with others my sexual abuse as a child and young adult, my (likely) eating disorder, and uhā¦Iām part of a system? I actually have been fronting less and less, so I wanted to share all of this just in case. But anyways, Iāve started to get help and heal and grow.
Iām still writing, although I havenāt in quite a while. Oh, I also had undiagnosed ADHD. I doubt anyoneās surprised by that though lol. I still find comfort in most of my old fandoms. I miss all my friends from here. But I wanted you all to know that Iām pretty okay right now, and working on doing better.
Uhhh idk how to end this but yeah!!! Iām keeping this up because I noticed people are still reading my stories. I hope they give you whatever emotion you need, they got me through a lot.
Hi! So, this year has been w i l d. I was homeless for a while, my depression has been awful, and my grandma has cancer. Also I switched schools to an alternative school, and now none of my friends from my old school talk to me :ā)
However!! I was going to therapy again, and my therapist suggested I get back into writing. Iāve decided to start off (since I have no inspiration and crave validation lmao) with writing requests.
Since I havenāt been on here in forever, Iām going to change a few things. Iāll still write for Mystic Messenger, but my main obsession currently is the Arcana. So I will take requests for that (no nsfw)!! Also Iād love to talk about it if anyone wants to. Also something Iām getting into is Moomin (the 90s anime, I havenāt watched anything else so far) so if anyone wants to talk about that Iād love to!
For writing, I can do: matchups, one shots, headcanons, mayyybe a series but idk yet. Iād rather start small, but please request as many characters as youād like, and what style of writing. I can also do moodboards/aesthetics/stimboards!! Feel free to check out my list of fandoms too, Iāll update it in a moment.Ā
Iād love to get back into writing and talk to people again! Feel free to send in an ask or message me, Iād love to talk to anyone!! Have a great day!
Hey! My prayers are with you, Im so sorry for everything that you're going through. I wish the best for you alwaysā¤ please keep us updated if you are able to, we want to know if you're okay and well! Take care!
Thank you so much!! Iām safe right now but I have less than 30 days now to fine somewhere to live.
Hey, uh...sorry for my absence. Long story short-Iām homeless. My mom is refusing to pick me up anywhere or offer a ride or support to get home, and Iām in a shelter now. Iām terrified, and I donāt know when Iāll be active again.
Hi! Iām so sorry for my inactivity. I have a few asks, but those will have to be on hold for a while longer, since Iām possibly getting kicked out of my house in 3 months or so. Iām happy for it since my parents arenāt very good (as many of you know), but also very worried since I have Type 1 Diabetes and I donāt know how to drive, and I donāt have a job. Does anyone have any advice?
if you donāt shut up about your own ocs. if you donāt shut up about obscure characters that no one else appreciates as much as you. if you get into deep lore of a series no one else around you likes. I Love You So Fucking Much
Hey uh...I know I havenāt been on here in forever, but is anyone willing to talk to me? I donāt want to annoy/bother anyone but a lot of stuff is going on...thank you!!
While I agree we Slytherins need positive representation, I donāt believe Archer was a Slytherinā¦.. think of all he times he burst in, guns blazing, with no plan? or all the times we was absolutely oblivious to the reactions/opinions of others? Slytherins are cunning, we plan, we collect information to use as we see fitā¦. I just donāt see it, personally. Feel free to debate me, tho, Iād love to hear counter arguments šš
my friend told me that he thought Iād be the final girl in a horror movie and honestly I think the new trend should be complimenting your friends by telling them what tv trope they remind you of
(Yes his middle name is based off of Sirius Black, heās Archerās favorite character in Harry Potter, heās a Slytherin. The rest is under read more bc itās really long lol)
Basics:
Birth Name: Alice Davis (hence his love of Alice in Wonderland and fantasy/weird things)
Name: Archer Sirius
Gender: ftm
Right handed
Age: 16
Height: 5ā3
Weight: 160 lbs
Eye color: Green
Original Hair Color: Black
Distinguishing marks: Scars on thighs, stretch marks on thighs and stomach.
Family/Religion:
Parents: Robert and Nancy
Siblings: Grimm and Nancy (named after her mother)
Pets: Cat (Megan), (later) service dog for anxiety (Quinn)
Friends: Bodaway, Enlil, Cass, Styx
Enemies: Parents, Alya (a classmate who bullies him and his friends)
Ethnicity: White (German on fatherās side, French on motherās)
Religion: Undecided (doesnāt want a specific religion, just believes in various things)
Superstitions: Mirrors broken-bad luck
Diction: Clear speaker but talks fast and slurs words together sometimes
School/Work/Home:
Education/Grade: Sophmore (10th)
Work: None, helps Grimm with cleaning homes
Salary: $30 every 2 weeks (Grimm gives him part of his salary since itās not an āofficialā job, heās just helping)
Living situation: Lives with Grimm and Indigo in an apartment with a kitchen, small sitting area, bathroom, and two bedrooms.
Room: a small apartment room with beige walls and tan popcorn ceilling. Collects posters and images from magazines to fill the boring space, old fan on the ceiling with wooden blades with dark brown engraved decals.
Mode of transportation: Grimm/Indigo drives him around, school bus, in the beginning a regular bus.
Psychology
Fears: Abandonment, silence, the dark
Secrets: self harm, a journal, his insecurities.
Eating habits: often forgets to eat when busy, Grimm/Indigo forces him to eat. Loves chocolate, Dr. Pepper, pomegranates, canāt stand macaroni and cheese or grilled cheese sandwiches/tomato soup, or most soup, canāt stand mushrooms or pickles.
Sleeping habits: insomniac, often works through the night or reads.
Book preferences: old, worn books catch his eye. He loves reading about mythology and magick, along with space books and Sci-fi/fantasy. (favorites are: Harry Potter, The Chaos Walking Trilogy, and anything by H.G. Wells)
Music preferences: Of Monsters and Men, The Neigbourhood, Panic! At The Disco, Waterparks, Lana Del Rey, BTS (only K-Pop he can stand)
Extrovert or Introvert?: Extrovert but occasionally gets overstimulated/worn out and needs a break.
Leader or follower: Ā naŃve, will believe friends but isnāt an idiot. Makes his own path but is willing to accept guidance and direction (as long as it doesnāt go against his morals and isnāt phrased rudely).
Planned or spontaneous: very impulsive, but loves making checklists and planning for trips (to grocery store, traveling, school, etc). Will do things spur of the moment, but when itās something that was scheduled he will do in depth planning.
Journal: irregular venting and occasionally writes about people in his life/things heās done. He writes stories occasionally, but rarely writes in his journal. Has a planner in his backpack.
Hobbies: Enjoys swimming, star gazing, watching anime (Yuri!!! On Ice and OHSHC), hanging out at the library/a cafe
How he relaxes: listening to soft music, reads a book heās read hundreds of times (typically Harry Potter), takes walks in the woods.
What excites him: friends, bookstores, animals (particularly baby animals), aliens, fantasy creatures, cryptids (thatās how him and Cass bonded).
Pet peeves: assuming/judgemental people, bullies, when characters in books make bad decisions, The Percy Jackson movies, people chewing gum loudly.
Prejudices: He dislikes small children, that all parents are the way his are (awful)
Attitudes: Heās typically positive and kind, but when he gets angry or feels attacked or hurt, he reverts to insults and heavy sarcasm.
Stressors: Parents, school, bullies, finding who he is.
Obsessions: Harry Potter, slime, aliens
Ambitions: to live his life as he is, to finish High School and go to college, to make amends with his parents (unrealistic, wonāt happen)
As seen by others: Kind, lucky in life (even though he struggles, he doesnāt let often let others know), considerate, slightly selfish, quick to anger, often depressed, bold, ambitious, can be manipulative due to his parents, occasionally jealous when people arenāt paying attention to him.
As seen by self: Low self esteem, but proud of intellect. Awkward, loves his friends more than himself, undeserving of affection.
Mental health: Bipolar 1, PTSD (from parents), Anxiety. Struggles with nightmares, triggers are yelling and (perceived) physical aggression. Self harms on thighs.
Astrology/Physiology
Birth Date: November 1, 2002
Time of Birth: 1 pm (13:00)
Lives in: Goshen, Arkansas
Zodiac Information:
Sun: Scorpio
Moon: Virgo
Mercury: Scorpio
Venus: Scorpio
Mars: Libra
Jupiter: Leo
Saturn: Gemini
Uranus: Aquarius
Neptune: Aquarius
Pluto: Sagittarius
Ascendant: Aquarius
Traits of Zodiac:
Sun: Intense, determined (when doing something theyāre interested in), patient, never give up, suspicious, defiant
Moon: Loves planning, nags/complains sometimes, loves being useful/needed, lacks self confidence, good memory, loves science, gets annoyed/upset often.
Ascendant: Able to mix with various people/groups, extroverted and works well with others.
Handwriting: Messy, quickly jotted down when ideas come to him. Notes are written in one notebook and copied down neater in another.
Health: Asthma, allergies, minor scoliosis (often gets back pain)
Objects kept in:
Objects kept in backpack: school backpack: gel pens, a pencil bag with a depleting amount of mechanical sparkly pencils, notebooks and a copy of a book heās reading. Day-to-day backpack: inhaler & spacer, another notebook to jot ideas/thoughts in, a box with amethyst, turquoise, and aquamarine, along with a charging cord, portable charger, and a phone contact book with emergency information inside.
Medicine Cabinet: an extra inhaler, Zoloft, Prazosin, Benadryl, Singular, Zyrtec.
Bedroom: Books, Hogwarts banners/band posters, a framed piece of cork board with pictures and art on it, a small box under the bed with a journal and various pictures.
Closet: Band T-Shirts, a Slytherin sweater, sweaters, ripped jeans and baggy long sleeve shirts, faded jeans of various colors.
Clothes pockets: spare coins, ruined folded pieces of paper from being ran through the dryer, gum/candy wrappers, a small knife when not in school.
Bed: Missing pencils, pieces of crumpled papers with a few words on them, books in odd places, a radio on the shelf, a stuffed snake resting on top of a few books, a stuffed wolf on top of the mess of pillows and blankets.
Other:
Strengths: Appears confident, funny in an awkward way, likeable, intelligent, bookworm, extroverted
Weaknesses: Insecure, hides feelings, mistrustful of strangers, internalized homophobia/transphobia due to parents, paranoia.
Special memories: coming out to Grimm and him being accepting when he was 13 and Grimm was 16, meeting Cass, parents taking him to a park with his first crush (Sky).
