Well guys the time has come.
I'm officially leaving this blog.
I feel that this is what is best for me at this point in time. I won't do anything like deactivate the blog, I will keep it up incase anyone still needs to contact me (I have my ask box linked to my mail on my phone) or if you just wanna look back for some laughs. I have met a lot of great people on here, and would love to keep in contact with you guys! So shoot me a message. I guess for the time, you can consider me being on hiatus, but I don't really have any plans on coming back.
If you're wondering the reason for why I am leaving, I just need to start fresh. I think I've had this blog for about 4 years, and it carries a lot of heavy stuff with it. I need a clean slate. This is just filled to the brim I feel like I can't see the bottom anymore.
The name Raporo comes from my best friend. He used it as his RPG name when we first met, and I have spent so much of life thinking about him, and caring for him. When we began to grow up, it was very apparent how we would drift back and forth from each other. But he was my best friend, and I couldn't stand the thought of possibly losing him. I had put so much time and effort into our friendship, and trying to make it amazing, I couldn't let it go. We had the most incredible friendship, but lately we have just been growing up and out. I love him with all my heart, we will always be best friends, but it is time that I entered a new stage of my life. And therefore, the Raporo chapter of my life, must come to an end.
Speracura will now be next. This is what I've decided to call the next stage in my life. Call it silly if you will, but it is for no one but me. It is important to me that I do this, almost therapeutical and that is why I'm not afraid of being called stupid for it.
If you don't let yourself be, and begin a new again, you will find yourself caring a lot of weight on your back. And before you know if, you're sinking. The name Raporo has me sinking. In general, I believe that tumblr has become a very toxic place. It used to be a very nice place to me, but with the blog I follow, it has become something evil. I believe strongly in God, and I get many messages and see many posts not just denying his existence but ridiculing the thought of him being real, and it just makes me uncomfortable. Whether you believe of not, is your own personal choice, but I just don't feel like this is my place to be, so I will be removing myself from it. It is time to start a new.
I'm excited to begin again, and I will miss you all dearly.
If you are religious any prayers that my transition flows smoothly would be highly appreciated. If you are not, any good vibes or good luck, would be valued just as greatly.
Thank you all so much. Love and peace be with you ALL.
