vuefuelsyou @rareboy - Tumblr Blog

I can't believe it that i still alive and making another post on this tumblr.

I'm very tired that suicide thinking always hanging in my brains.

I have fail on many event in my life.

I always tried to stand up against it, but as soon as i'm feeling better, that suicide things always come up, again and again.

I can't even think clearly everyday.

I don't know where i should stand.

Who own me? Or even who need me?

What's my roles?

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Before i rest my whole body, i decided to take the last ride alone, i love this place it's quiet, peaceful, comfy, and calm.

See you at the next place.

Hello and maybe a goodbye.

It's been so many years, i didn't come back home to this blogs, maybe 7 or 8 hours ago i was watching this blog without signing in, i really miss all of my old past life. I currently just can't really bear of my pain right now, i just don't know where i should sharing this painful feeling, i really don't have someone or something who good at listering, but maybe this tumblr is good enough to keep my feelings, because just several people know this blog. I'm currently planning my escape from this pain, i've been thinking this for maybe many months of several years ago. But i still afraid that it maybe painful, and i realize that i still afraid being tortured in my graves. But after thinking about it so many times, i might die either if i still facing this painful things, and if i get tortured i might still feel the pain but i cannot die anymore right?

So for anyone who read this, if you have wonderful life, comfy beds, good food, still have someone who love you back, you're lucky.

I still have a lot of my thoughts i want to write, but i don't know how to type it right, so let it just in my memories instead.

See you..

Mari basah-basahan... . . . . . . . #latepost #holiday #pool #family #sky #clouds #blue #ciamis

#blue #clouds #family #latepost #sky #holiday #ciamis #pool

Bahagialah sebelum bahagia itu di renggut negara api.... . . . . . #edisilebaran #edisiliburan #familytime #panjalu #simpar #brica #bpro5alpha

#simpar #brica #edisiliburan #panjalu #familytime #edisilebaran #bpro5alpha

These clouds..... . . . . . #unpar #clouds #sky (at Universitas Katolik Parahyangan (UNPAR))

#sky #clouds #unpar

Hi fellas! Let me introduce my self! My name's pio! And of course i'm a boy! . . . . . . . . #hedgehog #hedgehogsofinstagram #hedgehogs #pygmyhedgehog #landak #landakmini #landakminiindonesia #pets

#pygmyhedgehog #landakminiindonesia #landak #landakmini #pets #hedgehog #hedgehogsofinstagram #hedgehogs

Latepost. Model unknown. . . . . . . . #sky #clouds #cloudscape #beach #batukarasbeach

#clouds #beach #sky #batukarasbeach #cloudscape

I'm not alone. . . . . . . Ofcourse i'm, there's a couple of people standing around..

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Kalo di jaman peperangan, ini namanya blacksmith sekaligus barrack. Alat tempur dan sumber daya manusianya di gabungin, itu lah keadaan kamar sekarang. Medan perangnya ya tau laaah, kelas. Dan lawan nya ya soal-soal... #edisiUASterakhir #inihashtag

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