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• 1) Sexuality? – Demisexual or Asexual, something in that range • 2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? – Buck Brennaman. I’d love to spend a day with him and learn from him • 3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. …verschiedene Bearbeitungsstufen befinden. Im Idealfall steht dem Pro- (Einfache IT-Systeme) haha :D • 4) What do you think about most? – life, why things are they way they are, why people are they way they are…why it can’t be different..idk. I just question life a lot • 5) What does your latest text message from someone else say? – ‘Quitting time’ from one of my barn friends in our group chat • 6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on? – no clothes, it drives me crazy when it wrinkles underneath me or wraps around me tightly • 7) What's your strangest talent? – I really don’t think I have any talent so idk? • 8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence) - are equals • 9) Ever had a poem or song written about you? – lol no • 10) When is the last time you played the air guitar? – idk…a long time ago? Never? • 11) Do you have any strange phobias? – not anymore. I used to have ridiculous food phobias but I have managed to get rid of them all • 12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? – I don’t think so • 13) What's your religion? – I was baptized and all that but I don’t really believe in a God. I believe in nature and karma but not in a religious kind of way • 14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? – I’m usually at the barn hanging with the people there and taking care of my horse or in summer I go inline skating when I feel like it or I take my laptop outside and write some fanfiction or I grab my camera and go taking pics of any and everything • 15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? – definitely behind • 16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? -  I have no favorite band, I listen to songs. Of course there are bands/singers who make music that is more my cup of tea than others but I don’t really have a favorite • 17) What was the last lie you told? – usually the answer to “how are you” even though I’m really doing okay mostly these days, I never answer this truthfully because no one really wants to know how you are really doing • 18) Do you believe in karma? – yes, although sometimes it seems to miss a lot or deal the wrong person the shit others deserve but I live quite well believing in karma • 19) What does your URL mean? It means the soul of a sky warrior in trigedasleng • 20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? – my greatest weakness…I guess that I always question everything, especially myself and to this day I still only have a few pieces to the puzzle that is me in the right place which makes life quite difficult at times; my greatest strength: my sensitivity. I usually pick up on things quite fast and I consider everyone’s feelings before speaking so I guess (hope) people can feel safe with me to talk about anything • 21) Who is your celebrity crush? -  right now that would be Alycia Debnam Carey alias Lexa from the 100 • 22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping? - Not since I’ve hit puberty but then again I haven’t really gone swimming since then either • 23) How do you vent your anger? – I usually clean aggressively with loud music and sing horribly to it or I go talk to the ‘barn posse’ about it if it’s something I can talk to them about • 24) Do you have a collection of anything? – postcards from people I know when they have been on vacation and a half assed collection of coca cola glasses you get from mc donald’s once a year, those special edition ones • 25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? – uh neither. I prefer talking by writing, I get super anxious talking on the phone or video chatting but if I had to choose between the devil and the deep blue sea it would be talking on the phone because at least I don’t have to consider what I look like while talking • 26) Are you happy with the person you've become? – happier than I used to be a few years ago but no, I wish I was a better person with more patience, more courage, confidence and empathy • 27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love? - Hate: anything loud and repetitive…I’m really sensitive with noises; love: the sound of a horse chewing hay, there’s something so calming about it • 28) What's your biggest "what if"? what if I had been born wanted? To a mother who wanted a child, who would’ve loved me like a child needs to be loved, who would’ve put effort into raising and educating me. I wonder how I would’ve turned out then and would life be simpler and easier? • 29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? – idk..maybe there are ghosts maybe there aren’t. I haven’t really thought about it much. I do think we’re not alone in this universe but I don’t believe in green slimy monster that will kill us all • 30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. – right: my binder for school; left: the switch I’m configuring besides doing this :P • 31) Smell the air. What do you smell? – office smell • 32) What's the worst place you have ever been to? – the in between when you’re in a coma. That shit is scary you have no idea. It was all black with horrible grimaces in bright colors laughing at me • 33) Choose East Coast or West Coast? – for a vacation I would probably pick east, since I’m from Europe this is probably not a question I can answer in the way it’s supposed to be answered • 34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? – I don’t care about the way a singer looks, if they are not super famous and their face is everywhere I probably won’t even recognize most of them, it’s their music that matters • 35) To you, what is the meaning of life? - 42 • 36) Define Art. – being creative and expressive yourself any way you feel like it • 37) Do you believe in luck? – yes..no..maybe? no yes I do. I got lucky with my horse, I got lucky on a number of occasions • 38) What's the weather like right now? - Super sunny, such a shame this day is being wasted in the office • 39) What time is it? 15:23 • 40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? – I do drive, I do have a car but luckily I have never *knocks on wood* been in a car crash when I was driving and I certainly couldn’t afford it now • 41) What was the last book you read? - • 42) Do you like the smell of gasoline? -  weirdly I do but I have no idea why • 43) Do you have any nicknames? – nah, except for an old friend who calls me ‘motz’ because I used to (and sometimes still do) rant a lot at our old work place and she was the ‘mietz’ and I was the motz so people could tell us apart because we had the same first name • 44) What was the last movie you saw? - Alexander and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day

• 45) What's the worst injury you've ever had? – injury as in accident? I guess that was when I broke my arm in kindergarden • 46) Have you ever caught a butterfly? – yes and I felt terrible when I saw that all the dust from its wings was stuck to my skin and it couldn’t fly anymore • 47) Do you have any obsessions right now? – a certain ship from the 100 I deleted so I won’t spoil you ;) • 48) What's your sexual orientation? - …it hasn’t changed in those 47 questions so still #1 • 49) Ever had a rumor spread about you? – uh yeah. Don’t remind me • 50) Do you believe in magic? – I would love to but no I don’t • 51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? – ugh I’m really terrible with grudges, I don’t seem to be able to let things go, even though I really try but my mind just can’t forget • 52) What is your astrological sign? – Virgo…yeah I have heard every joke about it and being asexual this is always so super fucking funny • 53) Do you save money or spend it? – having a horse I really don’t get the chance to save it but it’s well spent anyway • 54) What's the last thing you purchased? – herbs to help flush my horse’s system • 55) Love or lust? - friendship • 56) In a relationship? – nope and I’m absolutely okay with that • 57) How many relationships have you had? - 2 • 58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue? - nope • 59) Where were you yesterday? – at work and then at the barn until 10, then home and bed • 60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? - Nope can’t spot anything • 61) Are you wearing socks right now? – yep, I hate wearing shoes without socks • 62) What's your favorite animal? - dogs • 63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? – oh you need a secret weapon for that? Ah that explains a lot • 64) Where is your best friend? – I have no best friend • 65) Spit or swallow?(; - I’m assuming you are referring to sucking a guy off? Then neither because I have never done it and I don’t think I will ever be in the position to have to make that decision • 66) What is your heritage? – eh..I don’t even know what to make of this question • 67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM? – I think I was already asleep • 68) What do you think is Satan's last name? -  I don’t believe in satan?! Not the biblical sense anyway • 69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off? - yes • 70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? – umm maybe? I’m working hard on being a better friend • 71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? -  I save the dog. Sadly I would think twice i fit was a human being because I think more people would be willing to help and anyway it’s animals before people for me • 72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? – a) probably not, I wouldn’t want them to look at me and see I’m dying every time b) I would do all the things I always wanted to do or well those I can afford and have time for c) I think it’s hard to say when you’re don’t actually have to face this in reality. It also depends on how I would die…in pain or just fall asleep. If the latter were the case, I think I wouldn’t be scared. I would just try to make the most out of the time I have left and maybe finally dare some of the things I never have • 73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love. - trust • 74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? – owl city - fireflies • 75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? - 7176 • 76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? – everyone gets to be who they are and is accepted exactly that way and no enters the relationship expecting the other one to change or want to change certain things about them. Communication is key. There needs to be a balance between being alike in some ways (like if one needs a lot of time to themselves and enjoys doing things alone it would suck if the other person was the complete opposite) and opposites in others (like if one is very self-conscious  it helps if the other was confident to give them the feeling of security) • 77) How can I win your heart? – be yourself, be open-minded and accepting, a heart for animals is mandatory… but really no one wants to win my heart ;) those things go for my friendship as well so I answered • 78) Can insanity bring on more creativity? – I guess so • 79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? – adopting Johann (I don’t wanna say buy because that just sounds so weird) • 80) What size shoes do you wear? 41/42 • 81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone? – ai gonplei ste odon • 82) What is your favorite word? – ‘feucht’ because I just love dirty jokes and that one always makes me laugh with the right person around • 83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. – grey’s anatomy haha • 84) What is a saying you say a lot? – it’s not so much a saying as it is a word that doesn’t actually exit: ekelhaftig :D • 85) What's the last song you listened to? – Revolverheld – Lass uns gehen • 86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors? - orange • 87) What is your current desktop picture? – I have changing desktops of a variety of things: scenery, movies, fanart • 88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? – no one, it is not for me to take a life • 89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on? – uh there are a lot, most of them are about my past • 90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do? – honestly I wouldn’t know. I can’t answer questions like that, I don’t know myself well enough • 91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? – teleportation! • 92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? – um..because it was so great or to change something? Either way I don’t think going back in time like that to relive something is a good idea • 93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? – I guess I would want to skip that whole ED chapter, I count that as one long lasting horrible experience • 94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? – honestly I wouldn’t sleep with any celebrity just to be able to say I did. IF…big if…I sleep with someone I need to love that person so much that I would want to be this close to them and not because they’re famous • 95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? - Australia • 96) Do you have any relatives in jail? – not that I know • 97) Have you ever thrown up in the car? – not since I was an infant • 98) Ever been on a plane? – yes a few times • 99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? – I would probably faint, I couldn’t take the attention of the whole world