the universe sent me to ruin you @ratnagar - Tumblr Blog

vivienvalentino

The Loneliness of Science Fiction

Interstellar (2014, dir. Christopher Nolan)

The Martian (2015, dir. Ridley Scott)

Annihilation (2018, dir. Alex Garland)

Blade Runner 2049 (2017, dir. Denis Villeneuve)

Arrival (2016, dir. Denis Villeneuve)

neverendinglights-deactivated20

No matter what I do, I wanna- I wanna do it with you, or whatever. I don’t wanna do it with not you. You fuckin’ idiot.

#wayne

gncfag-moved

i know its been said b4 but growing up suicidal and then reaching an age you never planned to live to is extremely stressful and terrifying, and we deserve more credit for not killing ourselves and THEN having to make up for the time we spent not caring if we lived or died and not doing work to improve our lives.

gncfag-moved

i feel behind in life because i spent the last 7 ish years not giving a shit about my future because i assumed id be dead before id have to deal with that, and now i have to start making decisions that many people started considering years ago.

gncfag-moved

i just feel like. suicidal people dont get credit for firstly, how stressful life is while suicidal, how difficult it is just to do simple tasks, and secondly, how hard it is to recover from years spent not caring once a person is no longer actively suicidal or no longer having suicidal ideations.

vforvictoriaregina

This

moreracquetball

A few days today, someone looked me dead in the eye and asked, “What’s happiness mean to you?”

I thought about it for a beat, even though I knew the answer before she even finished the question.

To me, happiness isn’t necessarily based around things - money, family, friends, success. It isn’t just a particular feeling like satisfaction or contentment.

When she asked this question, I answered, “To actively want to be in the present.”

I want to still daydream, but I want it to be a way to pass the time - not an escape.

I want to still positively look toward the future, but I want to enjoy what I already have now - not feel imprisoned by my now circumstances with the future being the only hope.

I want to get out of bed and sincerely look forward to the new day - not just tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.

Being happy, to me, means that I want to be in the present - not daydreaming, not pining after the future.

Because Happy isn’t necessarily just your circumstances; it’s how you feel about your circumstances.

vangoglh

Sing Street (2016)

#sing street

etirabys

One of the many stupid feelings humans are capable of having is the private, repulsive rage of seeing someone getting support and sympathy for a problem no one helped you with when you were having it, either because you didn’t have anyone or because it never occurred to you that you could ask for help. Suddenly the world seems to split into two – the realm that contains people like them, the connected and loved – and the realm that contains you, the miserable and the alone, who must suffer in solitude. This is sufficiently horrible that you grasp for reasons or world-understandings to make this reality acceptable, and a mentally available one is that it is superior to be in the miserable solitude realm, that the problem is one that should be solved with self sufficiency and dignity. That this other person is pathetic for being aided and loved when you were not. Scorn is more palatable than confronting the notion that you could have received aid (if you had made different choices or been luckier), that you desperately wish you could have been aided but were not. Scorn is more palatable than the howling hunger for things to have been different for you. So your mind chooses scorn.

It is also a bad place to be. Human existence is full of such traps.

lostinstereovic

Inspire. Reblog.

#gerard way

notmcr

So I talk about mental illness every night too, because it’s something I’ve struggled with from when I was a little boy - I was always depressed, or something was always going on with me. I was afraid of death cause I was also raised Catholic and that’s some scary shit too. So I didn’t have anyone to talk to and I didn’t have anybody who would take me seriously and neither did Mikey and there was this huge stigma on mental illness.

#gerard way #love it