⛈-Rain Cloud-💭dissociated mess

Jinx 🔫💥//🥊🩹//🧪📚//🗝🍷[{Deidara🧨💣//Sasori🍓🦂//Hidan💀⚰//🧵💰//🍡🍃//🦈🌧] Natsumi/Natsu/Sumi🩸🍵}//❤⏳//🍥🍲//🔥⚡//🌸🥊] //Elliott🥀🔪//❄💙//Spencer🫀🦴x Seath💚🖤//Spencer-Elliott🔪🔪🔪//💥🖤//💖🎀//Veronica💋☕//🖤//🍃//💜🧚‍♀️//Blurry/not grounded💭//Body is late 20s// dissociated system of some kind, we're still figuring us out and the header is a few of us😊• a spot for thoughts and reblogs of stuff I didn't realize was relevant • don't mind my main blog if it follows you/likes posts idk what to do ab tht n we can't answer replies sadly this is a sideblog

[ray-rain-cloud]

Hellooooo 👋

New Pinned Post 😊 we miiiiight add a couple more of us to the drawing we did and we'll update this when we do, but these are some of the main fronters. There's more to list and add id tags to but this is it for now.

Elliott (14-16, he/him)🥀 🔪 @elliott-rambles

Veronica (24-26 she/her) 💋☕ @xox-veronica-xox

Seath (23-25, he/they/it) 🖤💚 @xxxseathxxx

Spencer (19-22, he/him) 🫀🦴 @xxx-spencer-xxx

Silas (Formerly: Spencer-Elliott, edited on 09/29/2022)(19-21, he/him) 🔪🔪🔪 (not adding this blog rn or ever)

Jinx (17-19? she/her) 🔫💥 @x-powder-blue-bomb-smoke-x (edited to add me on 10/18/2022)

Blurry/dissociated/blendy/unsure 💭💭💭

Tags we use: (To be added later)

[ray-rain-cloud]

Kinda done functioning right now haha fuckkkkk

[ray-rain-cloud]

I'm going to make some changes in this life if something doesn't happen. This clearly isn't working in a way that brings happiness to our existence. If you guys can't then I'm stepping in and doing it MY WAY.... no one (inside of and outside of the system) is gonna like my way.....

[syscoverychannel]

Plural inside jokes are THE MOST inside a joke can get, I think

[mesa-sys]

smoking that shit that makes you plural, smoking that we’d

[ray-rain-cloud]

Everything has been such a struggle lately 😭 I'm really really having a hard time 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[sysboxes]

[Text: This alter sleeps with a stuffie.]

like/reblog if you save or use

[Text: This alter sleeps with a stuffie, don’t make fun of them for it.]

like/reblog if you save or use

[sysboxes]

[Text: This alter sleeps with a nightlight.]

like/reblog if you save or use

[Text: This alter sleeps with a nightlight, don’t make fun of them for it.]

like/reblog if you save or use

[sysboxes]

[Text: This system has very inconsistent hosts.]

Like/Reblog if you save or use!

[ray-rain-cloud]

Not gone, just different.... and I'm sad about that.....

[ray-rain-cloud]

I could FEEL her fucking heart breaking and I'm so upset....... don't really wanna give anyone access to any of our sensitive alters anymore......

[ray-rain-cloud]

Could've talked to her for like 5 minutes, that really wouldn't have been so inconvenient would it??? Because you know what's even more inconvenient, she finally fucking split and no one will EVER gonna see her or talk to her again and that made it hurt so much more.... it's not like fucking dormancy, I think she's really gone this time and I don't know what to do 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[ray-rain-cloud]

I really wanna stop crying, my eyes hurt so fucking bad already and it's just getting worse 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[ray-rain-cloud]

Haha fuck.........

[ray-rain-cloud]

I don't really deserve anything anyway so maybe it'd be better this way anyway

[ray-rain-cloud]

Fighting really bad ptsd flashbacks near constantly since last night... this is genuinely one of the most horrible things ever.....

[ray-rain-cloud]

I've been trying desperately since last night to avoid a split and I honestly don't think I have it in me anymore..... not like I WANTED to have to say goodbye but it would've been nice 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'M SO FUCKING SORRY