Under The Blanket

Express my inner voice: RIP negativity

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Stomach hurts…feels like a side character in my life. I need some time to relax and regroup then I will TAKE BACK control of my life!

#takecontrol

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I thought being a mother would change my perspective of life and be more motivated to produce a better life for my kid….but, I was wrong l, I am still me with all my negativities and devote all my time to the kid. I need to take control of myself! Find a way! 🌌

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So frustrated that my body is shaking but I can’t express it because it is just one of those tiny moments in life

I turn to Tumblr to express it to get it out of my system~

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Sadness & despair & hurt & tears => Motivation to get what I really want!

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I don’t want to be here! I thought marriage is a way out; but I am trapped within myself. How can I get out of this place!

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Financial Independence = Freedom = Happiness 📈

That’s the goal!

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I hate making problems for me! 🛑

Problem cause by other people! Why does it need to effect me!

Just want peace that’s all!

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Using my time to my satisfaction

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Is it what life is all about? Consistently doing things that we don’t want to do?

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Upset and frustrated for not being about to get a place call home because of OUR financial instability

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Her endeavors exasperate my peaceful life.

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My voice is always being suppressed in group settings. Is it me? Who has no interesting topic that captive the audience or I am surround my egoistic individuals who can’t stop talking about themselves and their stories and their ideas.

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Calling me piggly wiggly….is it really a joke or it is really how you felt?

So many feeling….sad, negative, self-esteem, or mad??

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Why people move away from family? Because they don’t want to be force to do things that they don’t want to do! Moving away is the easiest way to get out of the obligation.

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Hating going to that place! Constant reminder of my failure to stand up for myself on my want and don’t want!

Find what I want to do and reject other people’s responsibility

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My loneliness is killing me ~ Britney Spears

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Reasons to get up in the morning? No…..