unsent messages sentence meme !!
I’m never going to know if you ever felt or feel the same way and right now I’m not so sure I want to know.
Maybe we should have taken whatever it was that we had further.
Maybe we should have taken that shot in the dark.
Maybe we should have never started.
Maybe I’m being pathetic.
Maybe all of this is pointless because we both know we’ll end up back with one another anyway, we’ve always been driven towards one another.
Maybe we’ll both move on, have happy lives as friends, maybe I’ll stay in this horrid state I’m in and you’ll be happy, maybe it’ll be the other way around. Who knows?
Time is cruel, we lost our chance and trying to take it back was probably stupid, because now we’re both hurting…
Maybe we’ll end up happy together.
Maybe that’s just wishful thinking.
[NAME], I love you, I want you to be happy and if that means sacrificing my own happiness then so be it, after all, it’s what I’ve always done.
I want to hug you, cradle you, I want you to tell me what’s hurting and I’ll make it better.
I want the world to go away, so it’s just me and you alone with one another...maybe I’m just being a pathetic, weak, naive, over-emotional, stupid, annoying, fucking idiotic teenager and maybe you hate me.
Maybe you don’t like my constant need of reassurance.
Maybe you don’t like my weight or my spots or my lack of outer beauty and only see me as an object to fuck and discard on the ground like I don’t matter.
Maybe it’s just the sad punk rock I’m listening to but I’m truly realising how lonely I really am. No matter how many friends I have to comfort me, I’m always in need of more.
Maybe you want [NAME] and not me, you can have her now. I’ll just leave the group and watch you two be happy from afar.
Why did this have to happen?
Do you know how much I’m breaking? How much I’ve cried? How much my heart is breaking at the very thought of you?
Fucking hell I’m pathetic and stupid and I hate myself...