Today I Turned 76 Yrs Old, Life's Been Very Ungrateful To Me. I Lost Everyone, Family, Friends, My Sweet Heart Lately. Today On My Birthday I Could Only Wish For A Death For Myself. Maybe That Could Be The Bestest Thing I Need Right Now. It Hurts Every Day Of My Life With All The Regrets That I Have. I Always Realize What If 50 Yrs Earlier I Would Have Got The One Whom I Loved The Most. Maybe Today Wouldn't Be The Same. Maybe I Would Be Enjoying My 76th. Only Thing I Needed Earlier Was A Reason To Live, But When Situation Denied Us To Be Together, I've Became Zombie. No Feeling, No Thinking, No Human In Me Was Left. Since Then And After This 50 Yrs, I'm Still A Zombie. Let Me Show The Dictionary That I've Made: Me: (Thing) An Item That Works, Speaks and Do Things Like A Robot, Has Nothing Innit That Describes Human. Warranty 80 Yrs From The Date Of Manufacture. If Lost Or Damaged, No Replacement. People: (N) A Piece Of Shitty People Inhabiting In Earth's Environment And Regard Earth As Their Home Planet. But As An Actual Fact, Its Was Never Theirs And When Time Comes They Going To Rip Earth Apart As They Have Done With Other Inhabiting Planet. Grateful For Those Who Are Grateful To Them. Hates Poor Or Needy Ones. People In One Sentence Would Be "Never Make Contact With Them". Family:(N) A Group Of People Who Starts Making Your Lives A Living Hell Just Because Of The Society That They Live In. They Got No Feelings For You But Whatever Society Says They'll Try To Make One Of The Society's Kind. Friends:(N) A Group Of Revolutionary Aged People Who At Some Sort Of Time, Become The Society. Predictable Species. They Make Contacts, Comfy You, Make You Enjoy N Do Every Nuisance Of Their Kind, But At Certain Point Of Time Will Curse You, Beat You, Throw You Out Of Their "Bros Before Hoes" Circle. Partner:(N) A Kind Of Person That In Initial Stage Will Make You Feel That Only He/She Understand You In This Whole Wide Universe. If You Have Time, Money, Sexual Desire, Materialistic Things, Then They Are Yours. But Just For Once If You Don't Have Any Of The Above Mention Thing, There's No Partner Nor The Love As They Describes Comes From Materialism. So, Being A Human Is A Curse. After All These Years I've Believed Everything. Religion The Most. But After All These Years I Found Out That There Is No One. No One Hearing Us Scream Or Shout Or Praise Or Pray. In Temple, In Church, In Mosque Or Any Of The Holy Buildings. What There Is, Is A Reasoning or Probabilities, If I Save Every Month 5 Bucks In My Saving, I Will Surely Get 60 Bucks Plus The Interest. Just Like This If You Have Done Good It'll Come To You. Otherwise Don't Complaint After Planting A Thorn Plant, Why Did You Got A Tree Full Of Thorns And No Fruit Of Any Kind. Life Is Nothing. Everyone Has No Idea Of What It Is And Where It'll Take You. One Day You Had A Great Day, The Next Morning You Found Dead After An Earthquake Came. Where Were YOU Before You Were Born And What Will Happen huh n When You Leave This Body. Ever Thought About It. On A Factual View, You Were Nothing. Just A Source Of Energy. That Got Passed From A Biological Being To Another And That Source Came To Life. Life Is Nothing.
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