Nostalgia is nostalgia. It cant come back and will never be the same as it used to be but dang...it missed it so much. The times i was happy and was loved but now my comfort place feels like it had vanished.
It happened on a normal evening when I was playing with our neighbor's kid in our front yard. My father had just purchased a pickup and we were playing at the back of the vehicle. And there he is, the boy I will never forget for my entire life. If I remember it clearly, he was wearing a green jacket that I can still picture in my head. He climbed up at the back of the vehicle and hid there as he and the kids in the street were playing hide and seek. I climbed down to do something inside our house and then went back. After a few seconds, he was found by the seeker. "Why would you tell him?" said the boy in a green jacket with angry eyes. I cannot reply. In fact, I'm standing there frozen. Oh dear, he is the most beautiful boy I've ever seen. I just stand there, unable to utter a word. "Why would you tell him?" that sentence got repeated by him. Still, I cannot answer him or even say that I did not tell the seeker anything. "She did not tell him." Our neighbor's kid, slightly younger than me said defending me. Then he jumped done from the pickup runs and continued playing with his friends.
✧ Kinktober 2022
✧ NCT Jeno x fem!reader
✧ words: ~2.5k
✧ genre: college AU, roommates AU, a bit of humor if you squint, smut ((subby) perv!Jeno, a bit of humiliation, masturbation, voyeurism, handjob, unprotected sex, multiple orgasms)
✧ warnings: slight humiliation
✧ prompt: "How many times have you jerked off to me?" (from this list)
(requested)
It's a Thursday afternoon like any other - you arrive at home at around 4pm after your last class for the day, you're slightly exhausted from having a busy day, and you're craving nothing more than some alone time with your laptop and some comfort food.
Except that you didn't expect to hear your roommate moan your name upon entering your shared flat. You think you misheard it at first - maybe you're more tired than you thought and you're so out of it that you're having hallucinations? - but then you hear it a second time. Jeno, most likely in his room, is calling out your name loud and clear, followed by a groan that causes blood to rush to your cheeks. You're a little embarrassed about it at first, but at the same time you find it strangely amusing. And so, you make the most immoral decision in a while, and you draw closer to his room as quietly as possible to eavesdrop.
"Mmmh... feels so good, Y/N..." you hear him mutter. "Your pussy... so tight..." You raise your eyebrows in surprise, but at the same time a huge grin appears on your face. It doesn’t come as a surprise that he's into you - you've known that something's up for weeks, and even your friends who occasionally come over when you're both home have noticed that he has a crush on you. He hasn't made any clear advances on you though, and neither would you for as long as you're stuck living under the same roof. You don't mind that he obviously treats you differently than his other friends, that he smiles more to himself when he's around you and that sometimes he stares at you a little too long when he thinks you're not looking. However, the thought of attempting to date someone you're living with would've never crossed your mind either.
And still, here you are now, listening in on Jeno getting himself off to what you assume is a very detailed fantasy about you, and you're somehow not repulsed by that at all. And so you bite your lip in excitement as you hear him groan your name over and over again, spelling out bits and pieces about the mental image in his head.
"Ride me... yeah... just like that..." An uncontrolled moan escapes him, making you think he's about to cum, and you wonder whether you should announce your presence before, after, or not at all. "Ah... your tits... I love your tits bouncing like that..." And then it happens. You crack up. You make a noise. And at the same time he stops making noise altogether. You've given yourself away, and in order to spare him the suspense that you imagine is killing him at this very moment, you step through the half open door. Standing in his doorframe now, your gaze finds his huge hand wrapped around his cock in all its pre-orgasmic glory, and then also his wide open eyes, quivering lips, and deep red cheeks. He gapes at you, opening and closing his mouth like a fish under water, and you almost feel a little sorry for him.
"Excuse me, but would you let me in on the fun or am I supposed to keep pretending I'm not here while you're getting off to my bouncy tits?" Jeno remains speechless. You'd have thought he'd immediately try to hide, try to talk himself out of this situation, but none of the likes. He just keeps sitting there, at the edge of his bed, frozen.
"What day is it?" That's the first thing he says when he finally speaks.
"Thursday?"
"Fuck. Sorry. Oh my god. I thought it was Friday. Shit."
"Sorry to disappoint," you say, crossing your arms in front of your chest as you lean against the doorframe. Friday is when you would've had an evening class, so it makes sense that he thought he'd be undisturbed for another while. However, this also makes another burning question arise - almost as burning as Jeno's deep red ears.
"How many times have you jerked off to me?" Jeno looks around the room, obviously in a panic, and somehow his hand is still wrapped around his exposed dick.
"U-uhm... like... today?"
"Lee Jeno, my god. I didn't think you were such a huge pervert."
"I... I'm sorry?" Now he grins abashedly, like a five year old boy that has just been caught preparing a prank on someone, which makes quite the contrast to the rest of the position he's in.
"At least it's not on my bed..." you comment, and when he seems to run through another circle of internal panic at your words, you immediately brush them off, gesturing wildly. "You know what? No, let's not talk about this." Though, if you're perfectly honest with yourself, on second thought it somehow turns you on to think he's secretly snuck into your room just to get off on you there.
"I... can I have a minute or two? And then we uh... talk about this?" Your roommate gives you an apologetic yet mischievous grin, and you profusely shake your head.
"No. No, you can not have a minute or two." And then you push yourself off the doorframe, and you take a few steps to his bed until you're standing right in front of him. You see him gulp as he looks up at you, and a single drop of sweat makes its way down the side of his face. Perking up an eyebrow, you slip out of your shirt, throwing it to the ground somewhere next to you.
"So... how many times?" You pose the question once again as you put your hands on his shoulders, and a knee between his legs.
"T-today it's... the first time..."
"And overall?" You lean in and you let your lips ghost over his neck. "Be good and tell me the truth."
"U-uhm..." Jeno stutters, unable to bring himself to answer. You find it kind of cute, and when you nip at the skin below his ear and you let a palm glide down the shirt covering his stomach, he becomes even more flustered. You decide to tease him for a while, running your fingertips back up and raking them into his hair as you take your sweet time scattering kisses all over his neck. He leans his head back a little, allowing you better access, and you have to grin at how needy he is.
"Been close?"
"Huh?"
"Were you close to having an orgasm when I barged in?" you clarify your question and you lift your head to get a good look at his face.
"I-..."
"Just tell me. Maybe I'll help you out a bit..."
"V-very close..." He's still embarrassed that you caught him. You can tell by his stammering and by the way his cheeks are still dusted pink, but when you put your hand over his, slowly sliding it towards the tip of his cock in order to take over for him, he relaxes with a sigh.
"Now... how many times?" You stroke him slowly, watching him melt under your touch with a groan.
"F-faster..." he mutters under his breath, and you huff.
"Then answer my question."
"A few times...?"
"Oh really?" You apply some pressure when going over his tip, and another desperate gasp escapes him.
"M-maybe every Friday... for... some time..."
"You are such a perv," you say, but at the same time you speed up the movement of your hand. Jeno throws his head into his neck with a groan, digging his fingernails into the bedsheets at his sides.
"I heard you call my name too," you say. "Wanna let me hear that again? Right in front of me?" If looks could kill you'd be dead by now, but when you cock your head to the side and you stop moving your hand, he's quick to give in.
"Y/N..." he moans, "keep going. I'm begging you..." You smirk at his request, and you give him what he wants.
"It's really cute how much control you can have over a guy once you have his dick in your hand." You say that, not thinking much of it, but it seems to be doing something for him, as he squeezes his eyes shut and moans your name again.
"Y/N... I'm gonna-" His load spills into your hand as he clenches his teeth and a strained groan escapes his throat. You stay like that for a few seconds, drinking up his blissful expression that none other than you is responsible for, and then you get up to grab a paper tissue from beside his bed to clean yourself up.
"Ugh, I'm so sorry, I-" Jeno gets ready to apologize, pulling his pants back over his softened dick, but you're quick to cut him off.
"What are you doing?" you ask, unzipping your jeans and slipping out of them. "I'm not doing this for free. Also, I thought you wanted me and my bouncy tits to ride you?" He blushes again at how nonchalantly you say this, but when you also rid yourself of your underwear, now standing completely naked in front of your roommate, he merely gapes at you in disbelief.
"Get naked," you prompt. "Or are you telling me you're gonna miss out on this chance?" Jeno doesn't think twice, and he hastily slips out of all his clothes as you watch him with a victorious smile on your lips. You let yourself marvel at his toned, well-trained body, and once he sits down on his bed completely naked, you crawl on top of him, pushing him back into the blanket by his shoulders.
"Now, tell me again what you almost got yourself off to." Again, he's shooting daggers at your wicked grin and your words, but you can also see a certain thrill in his stare as he begins to talk.
"You... on top of me... like right now," he begins to explain reluctantly as you run your hands down his chest and abs. However, the more your palms roam his body, the more confident he becomes. "I was thinking about you riding me... my hands on your hips, like this." Jeno grabs your hips at once, giving them a squeeze, and then you allow him to guide them to his core. You roll them in his lap once, and you feel your folds grazing his hardening length.
"You're already getting hard again just at the thought of it?"
"Aren't you getting wet at the thought too?" he challenges you, and you can't exactly deny it. Not when you feel the heat rushing to your core so clearly.
"So? What's next?" You ignore his attempt at teasing you, and instead you keep rocking your hips, feeling him grow against your slick pussy. He sighs at the friction, and you raise your eyebrow, throwing in, "My boobs?"
"Y-yes..." he answers, and suddenly his stare is glued to your chest. He brings one hand up to squeeze your right tit, and you moan at his touch. It fits into his hand just perfectly, and you too find yourself throwing your head back at the way he gropes you.
"You're so perverted..." you hum, and then you lift your hips off him for a second. Aligning yourself with his full grown length, you prepare yourself to take him in. And then you let yourself glide down on him, taking in just the tip to tease him, but in that same moment you can clearly feel just the tip isn't enough for you either.
"Fuck..." you mutter under your breath, hands propped up on his chest.
"Well, you're the one currently having sex with that perv, so..." Jeno comments. You come back, having him slide all the way out, before lowering yourself onto him again. You repeat that process a few times, each time taking him in a little deeper, until eventually you both run out of patience, and he takes control with both hands back on your hips. Guiding you all the way down, you gasp at the way he stretches you out, and Jeno gives you a few seconds to adjust to his size. And then, you begin to bounce on top of him, and you find his lustful eyes fixated on your breasts.
"Perv," you mutter, but that only seems to turn him on more.
"You're enjoying it," he throws back, and you can only moan in response.
"Maybe..." But who could blame you, when he feels so good inside you, and when his hips meet you so perfectly every time you sink down onto him. You feel him pressing his thumb against your clit, and it causes you to groan, becoming more eager in your movements.
"You gonna get off that perv's cock, huh?" Jeno teases you, directing his full focus on pleasing you. You whine in response, feeling your high approach at light speed. Something about this situation makes you unbelievably horny, but you currently don't have the means to figure out what exactly that is. Instead, you focus on moving your hips in just the right way to maximize your own pleasure.
"Fuck, Y/N... you feel so good..." You moan in appreciation, and through a string of curses falling from your lips, your high crashes down on you. You feel yourself clench around his cock, and your thighs tremble as you keep rocking your hips even past your orgasm. You bring Jeno's hands up to your boobs, letting him squeeze and play with them as he pleases while an expression of utter bliss appears on his face.
"Mmhh... this is even better... than I imagined..." he groans through gritted teeth, and now you feel heat rushing to your cheeks as well because of his boldness. You feel him twitch inside you as your hips keep bouncing on top of him, and then eventually he shuts his eyes tightly, and grunts your names as he cums inside you.
You crawl off him, knees still shaky, but you do your best not to let him notice. Then, you collect your clothes, tucking them under your arm.
"I'm going shower," you inform your roommate, who's following your every move with his eyes. You can tell he's unsure what to say, and you're at least as speechless as he is about what you just did, but you're a bit better at seeming unbothered. You walk out of the room, and just as you're right in the doorframe, he calls out to you to make you halt.
"We should do that again sometime," Jeno blurts out, and you fail to suppress a dirty grin.
"Maybe," you say. "If I catch you getting off to me again I'll think about it." You throw him a wink, and before you can fully register the smirk on his face that's supposed to tell you he's accepted your challenge, you leave the room for a nice and hot shower.
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