daily thoughts

[reachingequanimity]

4/365

Today's goal.

Day 1 for: - saving money. - seeing the sun. - writing daily journals.

Note to self: Please be committed to Day 1. :)

[reachingequanimity]

Bad day

It started with a coffee Made one to feel free Hoping to shut away anxiety Caffeine went busy

Later that morning When everyone's dreaming Throat's tightening Heart slowed breathing

Shifted positions for safety Until the brain starts went weary Voices coming out in haste Leaving me in crumpled state

I thought no one noticed Kept it hidden smoothly Then the string broke, unnoticed Rivers flooded the valley

The voices went louder Tried to tone it its power Did the chores then shower Until finally, it's over

Slept again to gain strength Remembered the string and wake Somehow it hit me Life is always shitty

[reachingequanimity]

Day 7 of training

Damn, website building is one heck of a job! Kudos to those website engineers, y'all need a raise. From a bystander of scrolling around the internet to a fan of website ninjas. We were tasked to complete a sample website for a mock client and I know what I did was a flop. My thin patience was really tested. A lot of trial and error and still an error, damn. Well, hopefully, time can solve it.

[reachingequanimity]

Bloom where you are planted

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I do love reading quotes and the likes because it gives me a taste of the writer’s life journey. This quote in particular is really hard to put into practice. Often times in my life, when something is getting rocky, I -ALWAYS- tend to switch direction. I never persevered, so far. I always look for for a path to run. Never really faced my demons head on. Well hopefully I will be committed in this writing thing of mine.