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Healing is a painful process, and sheltering your heart is not a weakness because pain will make you strong but first it will break you and makes you vulnerable. So if someone is letting you see their world, then admire it, respect it, believe it. They are taking a leap of faith on you, don't destroy it ✨ Photo Credits: Different People.
Nothing make sense now, I don’t even want to try anymore. An urge to make things better is fading away, each day I wake up with a thought that today I might be able to pull things off which I’m trying to do from ages, but every night I curl up in my bed, tired of everything I couldn’t do. I try to sleep in a hope that may be next time I will be opening my eyes in a different world. A world where a weak person shouldn’t be a burden on anyone. Where blaming and embarrassing a person shouldn’t be a way to push or motivate, where nobody has to win everything or to race for everything. Sometimes I hate it when my eyes open every morning, why it couldn’t be painless to go from this world to another like going to bed at night? Sometimes I’ve to keep reminding myself of the pain I’m in, because it’s may be the last emotion to which my brain still responds to. It’s been a while since I’ve felt any happiness. Smile is the easiest way to deceive people in all this mess, nothing will be asked to you if you kept it on your face. But that essence of true happiness which could be seen in one’s eyes has been faded a long time ago. What pisses me off is not being able to feel sadness either, what pisses me of is that sometimes I become too much aware of my demons that I don’t even cry for help when I’m suffocating, dying for a gasp of fresh air. Because somehow it has become a routine. It’s not that I don’t want to live or just be like normal people but I’m unable to do so. What explanation I can actually give other than this? People can’t get into my head and I don’t want to get into there’s just to defend my sanity or insanity, whatever! Days are passing by, the more I try, the more I sink in. It freaks you out because apparently it seems like there are no efforts made by you…
Zain, Glowing Darkness
…and all of a sudden you start to crave death, but the question still remains…Would it bring an end to your pain or give it a new beginning???
Zain, Glowing Darkness
You’ll change when you gonna hit rock bottom in your life, you’ll try to fight in various different ways and in all this process you’ll eventually change as a person. You may find yourself whining about stuff that didn’t matter before, you may remain silent on things where you used to share your thoughts. Just remember, change is not a weakness. Keep loving yourself through all this mess, and once you find peace, keep all the things which helped you grow and burn the rest.
Zain, Glowing Darkness
Shit happens in everybody’s life OK. It’s just that our eyes always find those who are happy when we are not.
Zain, Glowing Darkness
You know the best thing about this life? You have another chance, you can make things right again, YOU ARE ALIVE DAMN IT! You still have that heart beating! You got tears in your eyes ‘Cuz you are aware that you made a mistake, but now you wanna make things right so go DO IT! What else do you think God wants from you?
Zain, Glowing Darkness
"Hold their hand until everything is alright, just like you wanted someone to hold yours. Don’t let them get used to the darkness like you were, which made it so hard to keep your eyes open when the light came. Keep that spark alive in them because that’s just what you wanted when you couldn’t find any will to live. Do all those things you wanted someone to do for you without expecting anything in return, ‘Cuz it feels damn good, ‘Cuz it heals ✨
Zain, Glowing Darkness
"This girl, this girl right here. Who is swinging her dress gracefully, smiling just enough to let you know that she is happy. But boy oh boy! The storms she carries inside her, you wouldn’t believe the heart it takes to keep it all inside and shine like this. She takes the mountains with her but shows you the clouds & rainbows only. And what about her glow? Which can evaporate every darkness around. She swings away the pain from your heart and absorb it all in a hope that one day someone will embrace all her pain too. She is like a petal flying through a desert and eventually it will fall in love with her scent ❤
Zain, Glowing Darkness
Though it happened years ago
Still my heart seeing it all
I can’t believe she is not here
She was there
She was there
When I could save it all
I wish I hadn’t done the wrong
Kept her heart till the world is over
She was there
She was there
Zain, Glowing Darkness
In all this chaos, he held her hand.
Loved those wounds, which could never mend.
Tears, smiles, silence & demons fighting within,
He kept her close, through every mood swing.
He made her find the power within,
Steadily she grew, found a new beginning.
As she spread her wings to shoot for the stars,
“When’ll you be back?”, he never asked.
Zain, Glowing Darkness
I took this candid picture of a painter when he was resting for a while, but somehow this picture depicts so much of our society & mental health problems we are facing. Extremely tired from inside, that no matter how hard we try, we are not able to hide it but we try to remain blind folded because we just don’t want to accept how tired we are, because apparently our society is not able to accept a “weak” person. The only option we often see is to close our eyes or remain silent and hope things will get better on their own. But unfortunately they don’t, and we stay there for ages, getting more exhausted without even moving a muscle, desperately waiting (never asking because it doesn’t seems right) for someone to grab our hand and pull us out.
For once, let’s talk about it, let’s talk about depression and all other mental health issues and in a right way let’s be vocal about it. Let’s become a fresh breath of air for those who are suffocating with an idea of what people would think if they speak about their demons. Let’s reach out to them, not in a way you want but in a way they want, let’s be that one single person they wanna pour their heart out to ✨
“I miss your smile,” he said.
“Me too,” she replied.
Zain, Glowing Darkness
"I don’t want to get in to other people’s head just to defend my sanity, or insanity, whatever…"
Zain, Glowing Darkness
"It seems like all the feelings have been wiped away, still you are thinking about the last time you loved someone, made someone smile, when someone trusted you, shared their fears with you and you kept all your fears inside to make them feel at home. To make them feel their hearts are at safe place when they are with you. Deep down you wanted a same home for yourself too, but you’ve become so tired of knocking doors and finding yourself in a wrong place. Few good memories keeps you going, but damn it hurts like hell as every time you think about them and they seem to be more distant, so distant that you wonder if anything like that will ever happen again…"
Zain, Glowing Darkness
Like a fierce wave she crashes on the shore,
Sometimes so calm, you can see a reflection of moon.
Zain, Glowing Darkness
One of the darker aspects of writeblr is how much it encourages showy writing– quotes that look great out of context, that look nice on edits with little sparkly stars. And it’s always wonderful to find quotes like that in your own work, because they do exist naturally everywhere… but your work shouldn’t be written for tumblr, and it definitely shouldn’t be written to be quotable. Remember that it’s always okay to write simple, clean prose, and there’s nothing wrong with your work looking best in its natural state.
I know a girl with crazy curls,
I know a heart filled with cream tart.
She follows a right path, take bruises all over,
Despite of darkness, she never pulls over.
She gets tired, and cries at night,
She needed a shoulder, but couldn’t find.
God kept close eye on her,
Took her hand, when she thought it’s over.
Long gone smile came, eyes shone bright,
I wonder if a beauty like her you could ever find.
Zain, Glowing Darkness
