dropped off again. yeah. sorry? absolutely. feeling like I failed the humanity? yes. will it happen again? probably...
broke my record 20 stories "6 months, no posts = I'm dead" btw :)))
though here's one solid thing I can promise you and me:
no matter how long I'm off, days, months, years (hope that won't happen) I ain't gonna close this blog. until the man himself tells me to. which has like 0.0001% chance so yuppie
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I think I might be sharing the same braincell with some AMC boss(es) responsible for Dead City — hibernate for months and jump back randomly lol
gotta thank them though.
real good push.
life ain't easy now.
luff you.
stay tuned.
and I mean it now >:D
I kinda knew it was gonna happen someday because that's how TWD is like these days... like I didn't even crash out (at first), I was just PISSED OFF they actually did that. WHYYYY-
Naturally, got more questions than answers: what the actual fuck? why the fuck did they write it like that? who wounded him? why couldn't they at least film it indoors or make the set 'unseeable' for strangers?
Well. I just hope the reasoning's gonna be really FINE because he still had SO MUCH POTENTIAL-
I also hope the filming schedule is not equivalent to the episodes straight order so it's gonna be the season finale.
Or it's just a sick evil joke...
Please just don't ruin his story. Make it reasonable. Make it decent.
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this ain't looking good. eyes watering. but I'm hoping. Negan says something to Maggie, and she gives him her knife. oh no.
sitting on the needles, while he speaks, raises his hand (that trope dammit) and... passes out.
he could've just fainted right?... but then I see Negan's face... and he pulls out the knife and does a characteristic motion.
I crash out.
It's over for Mile.
I lose my mind.
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With the rumours and deductions circulating, the Croatian consulate could've been Mile's new residence, the closest he'd ever get to home... or/and the place he asked to take him to as his last wish... so he can pass away in peace with his homeland and his mother on his mind...
i'm in fucking pieces.
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I know it's just a character, but hell, I still have the right to be devastated, right?
I mean it feels new to me to lose a character of his that I was really fond of, that I was literally going along with (with my journey having started in 2022), first one with that much screen time and deeper backstory and on and on-
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Opposite feelings collide. But I'm letting my sane half win, so let me tell you I'm happy af just to see the man's all nice & good and is on Dead City set again, smiling, making colleagues laugh and doing his great thing. And that's what matters the most.
Sorry guys I've been in a coma from oxygen deficiency caused by Dead City's s2ep2
Now seriously, I'm deeply sorry for being this inactive. Again. Even given the new Dead City season dammit. Honestly didn't expect that from myself either. A better job happened to be better at squeezing me out as well haha. I kinda need all the planets to line up to post, as you know.
But surely on such a bright day I can't let myself keep silent anymore. *wink*
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I did succeed at watching the episodes timely though!
So, I'll be resuming and adding up Dead City posts in coming days, step by step on a rake, likely in "the sheep shepherd's gone mad" style
Hoping to get it done just in time for the production of the 3rd season (whenever it starts)