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(j)essi | 19 | they/them used to be s//ulkpunk but i remade!! ((((before u follow))))

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i’m thinkin abt switching back to my other blog tho, i never deleted it +  Still haven’t switched over completely like i only follow maybe 20 ppl here so like…….. idk. maybe

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OK i switched back!! srry!!!!

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still @ sulkpunk

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i’m thinkin abt switching back to my other blog tho, i never deleted it +  Still haven’t switched over completely like i only follow maybe 20 ppl here so like…….. idk. maybe

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OK i switched back!! srry!!!!

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i’m thinkin abt switching back to my other blog tho, i never deleted it +  Still haven’t switched over completely like i only follow maybe 20 ppl here so like........ idk. maybe

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there’s this dude in my training class that’s a) my age + b) high key bandom + i love him, he wears a mcr lanyard + last night we had an in depth conversation abt how much we both rlly love brendon urie which was fun

+ anyway, work instantly gets better when i’m not hanging around the negative ppl in the back of the room. they are so mean + all they do is talk badly abt everyone + everything + it’s BORING + stressful. i think i’m gonna move seats

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this morning on snapchat

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😴😴😴😴

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mmmmm i have a no romo date thing w/ coffee boy after work :^)

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weird update

today was weird i got fired!! + then got another job w/ the same benefits but like a 6$ pay decrease which i’m grouched abt but i can apply again in 6 months after i’m licensed so !! that’s it!! i feel @ peace abt it i was stressin so bad doing the other job it was so intense + just!! too much too soon

mmmmm + then i had to drive all the way back to work after getting home bc i couldn’t get ahold of anyone over the phone + my jerk ex trainer didn’t reply to my text message asking for the right hr # (i........ h8 her........) + i needed my schedule for tomorrow (3pm-1145pm @ god why) 

+ then after that i was like fck it + i agreed to meet up w/ this dude i’ve been talking to on okc for literally two days @ some random coffee shop downtown + it was nice actually he’s poly + bi which was nice + also was cool abt my weird aroace but also bi somehow thing?? we hung out for like 2 hrs just drinkin coffee + talking abt science stuff + art which was rlly fun. it’s no romo w/ probably occasional hooking up when i’m in the zone which i dig

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my fam: hey j are u doin ok??

me: ((((in my room, the only sound that can be heard is the sound of live black parade era mcr vids on repeat faintly thru my door)))) ((((mass txts everyone like sixteen question marks + a thumbs up emoji)))) doin great!!

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i’m taking my drivers test RIGHT NOW plz send good vibes + luck

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its only like 10 minutes into surfs up and i dont think i have ever saw someone look this happy watching surfs up

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This is the shia we need

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my step mom: how's work going??

me: ((((researching local beekeepers + sharing deeply personal things abt myself on the internet)))) ((((has not even looked at one thing for work)))) awesome!! very productive!!

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i think it’s hilarious how every couple weeks i’m like //u know WHAT i am prob not even aroace i’m prob just faking. or i’m just nervous bc of my abusive relationship a couple yrs ago. i’m not aroace// but like........ every relationship i’ve ever had, including when i was a tiny middle school nerd baby, has been influenced by how extremely aroace i am. i’m aroace. i’m gonna forget in a couple weeks + be like //SHIT what is wrong w/ me!!// but @ my future self just save urself the trouble ok: ur aroace

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my new baby

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outdoor studybug j w/ chubbs the pup, drinkin coffee, learning abt homeowner’s insurance, suffering (but still lookin cute)