You may call me Affront or Jesse. I'm a gay man over 25 years old. (My chronological age is less than my self-conceptualized age, but both are over 25.) I'm single and looking, but only if you're 25 or older and willing to acquiesce to my demands. More information below the cut.
This blog will contain adult content. Minors please do not interact.
Clarification on age:
If you're 25 or older, you can pursue a relationship with me.
If you're 18 or older, we can fuck around without making it serious.
If you're under 18, don't interact with me at all.
Thank you!
I do not identify with humanity. You may think of me as a god, spirit, or demon, regardless of whether you personally worship me.
I may be yandere, and I'm definitely a paraphile and male dominatrix.
I am not radqueer or jirai (blog header notwithstanding), but I'm happy to interact with them. (If you're not, grow up. They're blogging. Leave them alone.)
No DNI, except for minors, because I'm not going to censor myself.
Yandere Types: CAHS | ODDCR | LDML
I wouldn't describe myself as "cruel," but it's closer than "reverent." I will see you as beneath me, but I want what's best for you.
I'm looking for someone who is:
About my brain: I am diagnosed with ADHD and autism. There are no other official labels, but I believe I exhibit some symptoms of OSDD-1a, NPD, and BPD. These labels may help you understand my behavior.
Stances on paraphilia:
Pro-fiction
Pro-kink between consenting adults (including "gross" kinks)
Anti-grooming
Anti-contact regarding pedophilia
I'm also against adults engaging in sexting, sharing nudes, or similar simulated intimacy with minors.
Submissive (please know the difference between "sub" and "pillow princess)
Male (including transgender men, even if you're pre-everything)
25-35 years old
Vers (or top, but I know sub tops are rare)
You must:
Respect my needs and feelings.
Worship me.
Give me praise and offerings. (Offerings need not be financially costly.)
Be my slave.
Follow my commands.
Let me invade your privacy.
You may:
Voice your own needs.
Voice your own desires.
Have a life outside of me.
Have other friends.
Have other lovers, within reason—especially if you sometimes require a submissive lover.
You must not:
Make demands of me.
Have other masters.
Lie to me.
Emotionally manipulate me.
Tags
Original posts: #✝️ the Word of the Lord
Reblogs: #🔁 reblogged
Reblogs with comments will have both tags.
Reblogs from outside radqblr/parablr/yanblr/jiraiblr: #☣️ contamination
Reblogged posts that I agree with: #✅ OP is right
Out of respect for OP, I will not clarify gender corrections. Use your imagination to make it gay.
Reblogged posts that I wish someone would think about me: #❓ Is this about me?
Match my freak? (Be prone to episodes of extremely toxic behavior that is ingrained in you that normally would make the other person leave but we both understand and stay and adore each other for it and kiss the other when they try to apologize for it)
It's normal to feel sexual arousal. It's natural. There's no shame in how I make you feel.
The barriers between us are fictitious. Your station and mine are ideas invented to keep us apart. We're both just animals, driven by evolution to mate.
You want to give yourself to me. Nothing is stopping you.
I start off thinking "obviously everyone wants to be the one doing the degrading, and no one wants to be degraded, so I must keep this urge to myself and never act on it." And then I meet people who are like, "Oh no no Jesse, it's okay, you're normal and loveable because I like being degraded. Please degrade me." And then after a very short period he's like, "Okay so when is it my turn to degrade you" and I'm like never??? Because you like this and I don't like it????? And he says "Are you stupid or something? Of course no one likes to be degraded!"
you are not a machine. you are more like a garden. you need different things on different days. a little sun today, a little less water tomorrow. you have fallow and fruitful seasons. it is not a design flaw. it is wiser than perpetual sameness. what does your garden need today?
Princes will literally ask, "Is anyone else gonna form a deeply unhealthy codependent relationship with this knight, twist his fealty to their own purposes, and turn themselves into his true religion," and not wait for an answer.
