BeYourself

[mangafascination]

[itsudemohitori]

11/05/24

So here i am again ...

Feeling this heavy weight on my chest hardly breathing

What's left between me and death is this heartbeat i hear in my ears and this breathing

How tired i am of everything

Sixth month stuck to bed like a sick person where is all this sickness coming from

I wish i have enough patience for the coming days

[itsudemohitori]

I feel like dying ...

[itsudemohitori]

For how much longer ?

[shoujo-dreamland]

[itsudemohitori]

I feel like i'm on the verge of death

My body is totally empty of any form of life

I'm dead ...

[itsudemohitori]

I'm tired of everything

There's nothing i want to do

[itsudemohitori]

Mercy dear death

[itsudemohitori]

I'm so tired that i want to give up on everything now

I need a rest ...

[theforce]

me to myself: relax

also me to myself: i cannot 

[padawan-historian]

Miyazaki teaches us that learning is a lifelong metamorphosis; a continuous act of trying, failing, growing, becoming, and searching for moving castles.

[itsudemohitori]

I'm so tired of life i just want to die how hard is that

[itsudemohitori]

For how long will you haunt my mind

Leave me alone

[itsudemohitori]

I spent a whole night scrolling the last three months conversations and how blinded i was i was treated like shit how did i bare with all of it stupid ignorant me

But here i am today thinking about him the hole way to tunis and it's sickening

May god help me with these burdening feelings

[itsudemohitori]

It has been a hell of a weak i should get myself together enough grieving people are having way much bigger troubles than this

Wake up ! life didnt stop yet

[itsudemohitori]

Why am i feeling this way again

I miss him so much...

[itsudemohitori]

He just took his guitar turned his back said bye so coldly and with the most arrogant attitude went away

A 30-year-old man acting this way i wonder what he wants to prove he's disturbed

So these were his true color i'm so glad and relieved i made this decision it should have happened the first time i asked for it