RealMei

I'm on the journey of finding myself 👣

[soonhoonsol]

hoshi for esquire magazine (2021)

[wonwooridul]

svt: this is 'removing horanghae project'

[realmeisstuff]

Fangirl Thoughts (Woozi)

Back then I couldn't rank Woozi's placement in my bias list. I know that Hoshi would be irreplaceable as my ultimate bias, but Woozi felt too close to that to be called a biaswrecker. He's more than that.

So I decided that he would be my 1.5. I'm so grateful to him, for making great songs that became a part of my life. He's an amazing person, despite his tsundere nature, you can still see how much he cares for his members and for Carats as well. One of my fave things he said was, "You guys are my querencia" to his members. He's actually a softie.

He's born with a natural talent for producing music. He's also a great dancer and singer, and also a gem when it comes to rapping. He's an inspiration, because even when he's accomplished so much, he remained grounded. I love that about him.

[realmeisstuff]

I was refused.

After everything I did. The processing, the checking...everything. I was denied.

At first, I felt angry, disappointed and frustrated, but slowly I was becoming enlightened of why these kind of things happen.

My friend sent me this after hearing my story:

[realmeisstuff]

I am scared of my thoughts.

[realmeisstuff]

If I lose Seventeen...I think I'm gonna lose a lil bit of my sanity.

[realmeisstuff]

Why do I feel like I have to justify my existence? To prove my worth?

[realmeisstuff]

Di ka iaangat ng kakahatak mo sa ibang tao pababa.

[notyuta]

i'm curious, do you guys have idols that you really enjoy hearing talk? i think my favourite voices are yuta and jacob, bc they talk so softly

[realmeisstuff]

Wonu and Joshua 💕

[letter-0526]

DK

02.02.2021 (1:54 PM KST)

○ CARATs what’s your MBTI type?

everytime i take the test it comes out as INFP

i got INFJ once too!

do you know the feeling of wondering whether it’s really correct and checking it several times?

when i think i might get a different result? but it’s the same it’s interesting

- INFP carats make some noise 😌

- MBTI is quite fun ㅎㅎ

i look up a lot of those MBTI posts too ㅋㅋ and i’m not the only one who does that too ㅋㅋ

- but really when i’m with the members i don’t act like that

but i think i get really shy when i’m with people i don’t know

- but the funny thing is ㅎㅎ when i don’t really like my personality type or when i hate it i take it again because i don’t think it’s the right one for me and it’s still INFP 😳 so i’ve just come to accept it hoho

- there’s nothing like good ones or bad ones so ㅎㅎ let’s all love our personality types ㅎㅎ

[realmeisstuff]

I got INFJ thrice 😂 I took the test during highschool, college and during my third year at work. Guess I haven't really changed that much.

[wonwooridul]

hhu: very much bad for my health

W korea photoshoot

[realmeisstuff]

How to stop getting wrecked???

[iiasha-archived]

light a flame - choreography video

[jaemtens]

seventeen’s hip hop unit for w korea

[realmeisstuff]

HOSHI is weird.

He vibrates when he gets too excited, he seems possessed whenever he performs on stage, he's quite ambitious and daring. But these are not the reasons why I call him weird.

Maybe it's not the right term. I just feel weird that his existence helped me get through most of my dark days. I was broken, and yet he helps me pick up the pieces of who I am, without even knowing that I existed. He makes me wanna believe in what I could be.

He really gives me courage and hope.

I really wish that I could tell all these to him in person. I badly wanted to be a lucky fan and get to know him, or win chances to meet him in fansigning events...or just just to let him know that he saved my life even without his knowledge.

Or maybe I'm the weird one. I'll try my hardest to discipline myself and not get too carried away with my emotions. . .

[realmeisstuff]

Seventeen saves me when I'm alone.

It's not that I don't want my solitude, although most days I just want to stay indoors, I don't want to be left alone with my thoughts.

[realmeisstuff]

Funny how they all think I would just settle with a guy.

Oh come on! Have you seen women?

[realmeisstuff]

Damn.

Can I just stare at this pic for a while? He looks expensive. Mingyu knows his best angles TOO WELL. I LOVE UUU