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#productivity #studyblr

[rebekahheh]

im not doing anything, my life’s literally stuck since 2 years and i couldn’t change a single thing

idk where this is going

[rebekahheh]

just watched perks of being a wallflower, and okay. mind. blown.

[furkibaan-deactivated20241229]

26 dec 2024

today I woke up late around 7:15 am. Then I checked the delivery status of my formula book. The morning session was not productive, although I revised a few OWS.

-----------------breakfast break------------------------------

Later on resumed my lecture from 10 am but due to slow wifi and maintenance of my study blog it was finished by 12 pm

⋆˙⟡ LECTURE 48 - done by 12 pm

⋆˙⟡ LECTURE 49 - done

⋆˙⟡ LECTURE 48 - done

⋆˙⟡ LECTURE - Ancient done

⋆˙⟡ Revised vocab

----------------------dinner break--------------------

although I thought of studying more later on I ended up watching reels and texting friends. But now I have removed my ig and I am not texting friends I will ask them to call me instead.

My break timing is getting stretched to long hours, I need to work on that too

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total hours - 8

[disgruntledexplainer]

[mikkeneko]

I kind of feel like all you need to know about AI tools is that they are adding it to products for free.

If it actually added any kind of value, they'd be charging a higher tier for it.

[metaphorical-noodle]

"If a product is free then the product is you"

Also high key I feel like a lot of people would consider actually paying to have products *not* have ai.

[mahoganyamore]

i wish you loved me better

[smalleffortsrepeated]

19.11.24 || wind & rain

In true me-fashion, I spent most of my day thinking about what needs doing instead of doing it. As a little treat, I will watch Andrew Scott play every role in Vanya.

BauR flashcards

Have lunch with a friend

StaatsR flashcards

Write short story

All the best

AJ

[metamorphesque]

― Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human

[supermanngf-deactivated20240929]

have you ever like had a mutual since forever but like never known their name and whenever you see them on dash, you're like oh yeah that cool mutual who's name i don't know but i definitely know that they like blue pancakes absolutely drowning in honey, hope they're having a nice day.

[rebekahheh]

1 July 2024

Monday

A new month!!

but the depressing thing is that I've got backlogs :[ And in order to save the month I need to work extra hard, which sucks but anyways my plan is that this week I will complete the backlog of Physics and start doing Maths.

In 5 days I will watch all (40) lectures and practice questions in the left 2 days.

Things I did today:

3 and a half Botany Lectures [5hrs]

1 Korean lesson [15 min]

[rebekahheh]

9 May 2024

I dream about a lot of stuff like having my own house, I will move around the rooms and look at the things and they will be all mine and I will sit there in silence for as long as I want to and no one will say anything, or look at me or live with me. I will have a beautiful garden and I will sit there for as long as I want without my father bothering me.

things I did :

1 Botany lecture

exercise

Journaling

Song of the day:

Said you were gonna grow up

Then you were gonna come find me

Words from the mouths of babes

promises, oceans deep

But never to keep

[rebekahheh]

4 April 2024

So new semester started and everything is pretty slow rn so far I'm updated with everything; all the live classes, practice questions, making notes and honestly attending live classes are so fun cuz I only used to watch recorded lectures before on 2x but not anymore after experiencing the joy of live classes lol

I also need to keep revising the old stuff and I'm trying to make time for that

Not listening to any music neither reading anything and now only after Ramadan I think I'll continue reading the books I started.

[rebekahheh]

30 March 2024

Today was like a half chill half stressed day.

cuz my new semester is starting in two days so I planned on how I'm gonna study and didn't actually study anything and also all of my studies are online so I was watching the study strategy videos for this semester and how the new batch is gonna be like, so yeah I think today was big on mindset.

[yms1]

my review on life so far:

★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

[rebekahheh]

28 March 2024

the fact that March is ending is making me really uncomfortable, anyways so I woke up at 3:30 am for sehri but did not go back to sleep which I'm really proud of, then I went upstairs to see the sunrise and I have a feeling that I'll be doing that everyday of my life now cuz it was just so magical, then from 6 am to 9 am I studied botany and then I was really sleepy so I slept for an hour then the rest of the day was very busy, I didn't do anything else major the whole day but some small tasks here and there and the it was already night and I'm super sleepy so I'm going to sleep early today.

Hope you had a great day!

see you tomorrow xo

Things I did -

Botany 2 and a half lectures [3 hrs]

Currently reading -

Demon Copperhead - Barbara Kingsolver

[rebekahheh]

Hello!

So the good news is that my exams are over finallyyyy

And I'm so excited for this new semester, also will have to work double hard now, but that's okay since it'll get me closer to my dreams and I can't wait to get back on track with my posts.

So yeah you will be seeing me more often now.

Byeeee

[delicatesublimelizzardy]

!!EMERGENCY FUNDS!!

Recently I have been very sick from spending a lot of time on the streets, enduring cold and this worsened my health, I was afraid this would happen, and it did. I have to be with oxygen cylinders to be able to breathe better when I got agitated, I am lacking a lot of air, and I am left without breathing, I am going to be discharged but I need to be in a cool, warm place, without humidity, and they ask me to take care of me a lot.

Unfortunately I do not have all the resources to keep me safe, that is why I need your help, whatever you can contribute to me will be of great help.

Fundraiser link

Goal:$318/$1900

Thanks and be blessed ❤️

[starry-night-reads]

The guilt that comes from calling out of work is so frustrating. It's like I've been molded by capitalism to feel like shit if I'm not making money