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my goal is to look like I belong on America's Next Top Model

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hello! I'm here on Tumblr to document my weight loss journey. i'm trying to lose at least 15 pounds by June 22 (my birthday!), and i truly need to get serious. I think I'll use this blog as a food diary, weight tracker, and exercise tracker in one.

Beginning Stats:

Height: 5'5 (165cm)

SW: 160lbs/72kg

LW: 145lbs/65kg

CW: 158-159lbs/71kg

CW: 157lbs

GW1: 140lbs/63.5kg

GW2: 130lbs/59kg

GW3: 120lbs/54.4kg

UGW: 110lbs/50kg

please know that this is not an ana page because I am not anorexic nor a purger, although, I welcome you to share your thoughts and tips.

I hope i reach my goals!

[kenji4lifeee]

I should’ve locked in earlier…

[dullplatonic]

I can't even convince myself that I have good relationship with food... If I have food at home, I'll eat it even when I'm not hungry

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holy shit, i just keep eating. i was supposed to fast for 11am-7pm; i forgot, then ate gummy worms at 8. how the hell am i going to drop at least 20 pounds for the new school year if I can't stick to a fast? i need self-control.

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i'm stuck in 158-160lbs jail. I've genuinely lost no weight and I've been on on this since April. i need to lock the fuck in.

[gett14gsmalllerrr]

how tf do i think im gonna lose weight if i keep eating sm hello?😂😂

[xoziziizi]

gosh for someone who’s deathly afraid of gaining weight i sure do eat alot

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my number 1 motivation for losing weight is getting a girlfriend (or boyfriend). no one will want to date an ugly fatass with no self control around food.

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shit, i forgot i had this account.

okay, i found this plan on pinterest and i'm going to try it out (with some alterations)

*10k steps instead of 20k *workout for 30 minutes at the start of day, and Pilates at night

the goal is drop a minimum of 5 pounds

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here's my update from this cause i forgot to post it. I quit on like day 2 because I'm the kinda person that quits when i mess up. maybe i'll try again.

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alexa, how to drop 2 pounds in 5 days without wanting to end my own life.

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i'm thinking for doing omad or 2mad until monday but i'm terrified of skipping meals and fucking up my metabolism when I'm older and regaining all the weight back.

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today was my aunt's birthday and I genuienly ate:

3 slices of pizza

like 7 pieces of suya (look it up)

2 of those ice cream cups in birthday cake flavor

a piece of cake

mind you, all of this is on top of the 1,400 calories I ate before the party. i don't even wanna think of the calories i consumed today. I need to make it to 154-155lbs this week or i will lose my mind.

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holy fucking shit i'm 157lbs. how did that happen?

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shit, i forgot i had this account.

okay, i found this plan on pinterest and i'm going to try it out (with some alterations)

*10k steps instead of 20k *workout for 30 minutes at the start of day, and Pilates at night

the goal is drop a minimum of 5 pounds

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i finally lost a pound. why the fuck is it so slow?

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i hate the feeling of my thighs rubbing together

[depsidase]