talia's web

[redalianovna]

⋆˚࿔ REDALIANOVNA 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ ; an independent, selective, headcanon and vibe based blog for marvel character 𝕹atalia 𝕬lianovna 𝕽omanova aka the black widow. this blog operates as morally grey, with focus on trust issues and traversing what it means to be a good person in a world that tries to convince you otherwise.

❝ this stage is a prison, a beautiful nightmare, a war of attrition, i'll take what i'm given. the deepest incisions, i thought i got better, but maybe i didn't. ❞

𝟏𝟏:𝟏𝟏 ; this page features themes of canon typical violence, foul language, emotional and physical trauma. adored and treasured by ozzy. { 28. / UK. } mused since twenty fourteen, reprogrammed for tumblr in twenty five. blog is strictly 20+. psd is by moi. replies will be trimmed. carrd / call / one liners / promo / promo ii / link.

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[skycapt4in]

@redalianovna / “ every chain i break just wraps around my throat in a different way. ”

If he didn't relate to that more than he was willing to admit even to himself--.

It's one of those statements that Noah just isn't entirely sure how to reply to, he feels stuck in a similar boat and there's no sign of land nor help at this point in his life, so telling her that maybe 'Things will get better, don't worry.' would be at most, a bold faced lie. He doesn't know that for either of them. At best he can offer the fact that Natalia isn't alone with her struggles, she is not the only one bound in metaphorical chains cast by others or that come screaming and angry from a past she's trying to escape to keep her shackled with constant reminders; Noah knows that feeling all too well.

He supposes that might not be as alleviating to hear either, though at the same time, perhaps it is best knowing that she is not alone in her shackles. Noah has never been the best with reassuring words though, so he begins by offering her his hip flask, if only for a chance at numbing the mental pain of their lives. The alcoholic liquid inside does a far better job at that than anything created on Earth, that's for sure. “ Wanna just say fuck it an' disappear half way across the universe and start fresh? I know places, s'not the first time I've thought about it. ” He starts, nails lightly clawing at his scalp as a means of coping with this semi uncomfortable yet open and honest moment. “ 'Cause our only other option is therapy, an' from my own experience, I can't see a shrink willin' to step within ten yards of whatever the fuck is goin' on with me, an' I figures you're probably in a similar situation in that regard. So, we run away an' start over, 'cause that's maybe our most healthy option, not at all avoidant in any way at all. ”

[redalianovna]

she's known noah long enough now to understand that he wouldn't lie to make her feel better. it's an admirable trait. something that she finds is rare to come by, considering how everyone else in her life seems to feel the need to grasp onto falsehoods just to sleep at night. her back is leaning against shi'p's cool metallic wall, and for the first time in a few long, awful weeks she begins to feel almost . . . grounded in something real. like this moment isn't just another instance of passing the time between one crisis and the next. slender fingers take the offered flask, tipping the spout against her lower lip as something far stronger than vodka touches her tongue. she manages not to recoil at the strength of it, but her nose scrunches in surprise, tense shoulders seeming to relax a few seconds later as she hands it back with a quiet cпасибо.

the redhead snickers softly at his next comment. running away from her problems feels so very . . . impossibly out of scope. still, the more she thinks about it, the more the idea seems to stick. she has no family. no real friends. plenty of enemies. she blinks, turning to face him a little better, green eyes curious beneath the deck light as she searches his own gaze for any hint that he's just toying with her. ' you're serious? ' the widow asks, no hint of mockery in her tone. she's almost certain he's being sincere. ' we just . . . go? '

[redalianovna]

there's like fifteen mins left of sinday so i just want to say that natalia thrives being the one in control. give her the reins. she'll take care of you. <3

[redalianovna]

if nat truly catches feelings for you she will avoid you at all costs. you become a weakness. a fault. she will block your number without warning and post pics to her instagram of her with another dude just to put you off, because that's easier than trying to be somebody's something.

[gremlininho]

[redalianovna]

[mournfulroses]

Tove Ditlevsen, from a poem featured in There Lives a Young Girl in Me Who Will Not Die: Selected Poems

[redalianovna]

[redalianovna]

⋆˚࿔ redalianovna 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ ; an independent, selective, head canon and vibe based blog for marvel character 𝕹atalia 𝕬lianovna 𝕽omanova aka the black widow. this blog operates as morally grey, with focus on trust issues and traversing what it means to be a good person in a world that tries to convince you otherwise.

❝ they ask me, is it going good in the garden? i say i'm lost, but i beg no pardon. up on the dice, but low on the cards. i try not to think about how it's harder now. ❞

{ ozzy . she/her. twenty seven. tw for canon standard violence and nsfw content. }

[redalianovna]

natalia doesn't do strings attached. she has a lover in each city for the sake of ✨ convenience ✨

[oncce-againn]

My alone time is for everyone’s safety

[redalianovna]

these night shifts are an ADJUSTMENT babes but i am alive ✨ plan to return to writing on tumblr within the next few weeks

[redalianovna]

sinday thought is that nat is a very big fan of quickies.

[raesource]

kissy kissy prompts

if you are sending to a multi-muse, remember to specify the muse that the prompts are being sent for . you can add + reverse to swap roles . a couple of these are considered usfw / nsfw .

🫣 Kiss the receiver for the very first time.

🥀 Kiss the receiver as if it is for the very last time.

😡 Kiss the receiver during a heated argument.

🧱 Pin the receiver against the wall while kissing them.

🫦 Bite the receiver's lower lip before kissing them fiercely.

😭 Kiss away the receiver's tears from their cheeks.

😴 Wake the receiver up with kisses all over their face.

🔥 Kiss the receiver while snuggled up by a fireplace / campfire.

👔 Pull the receiver in for a kiss by their collar / tie / belt.

🛏️ Push the receiver onto the bed and pounce them with kisses.

💋 Gently kiss one of the receiver's scars / wounds.

🌃 Kiss the receiver while quietly stargazing.

😱 Kiss the receiver to shock them out of an anxiety / panic attack.

🥂 Press a kiss on the receiver's lips / cheek while a little tipsy.

🎭 Kiss the receiver while on a pretend date (for a mission / wedding etc.).

🌿 Kiss the receiver while standing under some mistletoe.

😈 Kiss the receiver on / near one of their private parts.

💦 Kiss the receiver while they slowly come down from their release.

💄 Leave lipstick marks on the receiver's face / neck / body.

🧛 Leave a trail of bite marks along the receiver's neck / body.

[redalianovna]

[redalianovna]

the scene where loki is snooping in the tva and finds the drawer full of infinity stones will make me sob every single time like ??? what do you mean my girl sacrificed herself for nothing ?? what do you mean her final act of complete redemption was reduced to nothing more than a joke among office workers ?? what do you mean the tva is that powerful that a ten year fight with countless casualties was seen as a petty squabble to be shoved in a drawer and forgotten about ??

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