pillowbiter butch

Bee ~ 27 ~ Butch Lesbian ~ White ~ Minors/TERFS fuck off ~ I follow back from gora***** ~ Last Orgasm: 9/25/2024

[redbutch]

Hi there, I'm new to nsfw Tumblr! This is a sideblog, I'll follow back from my main (DM for my main url please if you'd like to follow back)

General info:

Bee

27 years old

TME Butch Lesbian

He/She/They pronouns

5'8" (see '#bee bod' for a few censored pics of me)

More of a sub + bottom than initially thought

DNI:

Followers/notes will be scoured for minors, who will be blocked. Do not follow or interact unless you're 18+

Anyone without their age in their bio will also be blocked

Terfs and transphobes are not welcome here

Men can follow and reblog but I will liberally block if you're being weird in comments/notes/asks/etc.

No raceplay or pedo shit

No feeder/fat fetish shit

No self harm/ed stuff

People aged 18+ are welcome on this blog, but I won't answer asks or replies from anyone younger than 23. Sorry, you'll understand when you're a few years older

Kinks:

(note that a lot of these are subject to change or are fantasy-only since I don't have any real life kink experience)

Bondage + BDSM

Breeding

Some impact play (spanking, slapping)

Orgasm denial/chastity/edging

Hypnosis

Overstimulation

Dirty talk

Intox

Personal Limits:

Any kind of race play

Scat/vomit/piss

Detrans/misgendering/sexuality conversion

Misogyny kinks

Ageplay

Knife play/blood play

Incest

(note that I'll add to this list as I encounter more stuff I dislike)

Asks are fine (even teasing or degrading ones 🫣) but be respectful of mindful I've said above, please

[enbyaceslut]

How badly do you want to cum? You told me you weren't into kink, that you didn't see the appeal. But now look at you, covered in intricate knots of rope. Feel those knots that were so strategically placed. One pushing right where you want it, but it's not enough. Just enough for me to be able to sit back with my drink and watch the show. I sit at the foot of my bed and watch how you whimper, see the desperation in your eyes as you realize that I'm not going to just give you what you want when you want it. You're not in control, not one bit. By the time my drink is gone, I can see that my ropes are wet. I pull out a tiny vibrator and place it right on the knot sitting against your clit and watch you try to move your hips. I listen to your moans get higher and louder before I turn it off. I'll give you a moment to breathe before I start again, this time with a higher level. I will do this again and again, turning it off right before you tip over the edge. It won't be long until you're begging. Begging to cum, begging for it to stop, begging for more, more, more. I'm going to have so much fun teaching you all of the things your body wants and desires.

[redbutch]

WOWWWE cummed my brains out after 1 month and five days 🥴

Admittedly I've decided to give denial a bit of a break this month bc I'm having some health issues (back to back UTIs and some genital symptoms that make me think my hormones r out of whack) but I'm hoping to be back and better than ever after I go to the obgyn and bite the bullet and go on hormones to balance things

[redbutch]

As of tonight I'll be 26 days denied, almost twice as long as my longest streak (14 days), and on a slightly less horny note I wanna talk a bit about the psychological changes I've been feeling

Idk if it's the denial, or the change of seasons (I get depressed during the fall and winter), or both, but honestly things have been challenging recently. Not even in a "oh I'm so mad I wanna cum" way, but in the "why even bother thinking about sexual things if I can't cum"- it's not the fun and sexy desperation I've felt before, it's closer to apathy

I'm working w a friend of mine w this who's rlly attentive and kind about limits, and while I think I'm good to stick it out til the end + have a few orgasms on Halloween, my main concern rn is mood changes during No-vember and Denial December- which I'll be attempting consecutively

Orgasms give u seratonin, and it's perfectly natural to feel more depressed and uninterested while on denial. I'm lucky enough to have someone supporting me who also fully understands if I tap out, and I've got solid goal dates to look forward to, but denial is not easy lol, and it's not always sexy, especially when it's long term

After denial December, I'm gonna be giving denial a break tbh, January thru March r typically my worst months mood-wise and I need all the help that I can get

[pupv4mp]

edging me til my eyes are rolling back and im just bucking my hips into the air, begging for u to get me off with ur fingers. each time i’m close, just bite my soft thighs instead.. leave me a mess covered in bite marks & my own wetness

[redbutch]

Tonight will be 24 days since my last orgasm and it's unreal how quickly I get horny now

I went from barely getting wet while actively jerking off to feeling my abdomen tighten and my cunt pulse when I see a video or s text post or a message that turns me on

My goal is five weeks- I'll be allowed to cum (many. Many times) on Halloween, and then I'll be attempting No-vember and denial December (🥲🥴)

After that, once it's 2025, I'll be taking a break from denial! I know myself and I don't want to push too fast too soon, plus especially in the post-holidays wintertime I tend to get depressed and I'll need all the seratonin my body can produce. I also want to see if I can train myself to have anal orgasms

[orcgirlballs]

musky, hairy, soft, warm, sopping wet butch tcunt stuffed to the base with hard, pulsing girlcock spilling fertile seed as deep as physically possible

[borkhypno]

It’s actually fucked up that I’m not currently hypnotized to be horny and obedient.

[butchclaws]

mmh i need to pin a butch down and use it as a sex toy. Now

[redbutch]

Three weeks without an orgasm as of yesterday 🥲 and I'm not allowed one until Halloween so I still have two more weeks to go holy shit

[softgangrel]

think being hit n marked n bruised all over n then gently and lovingly fucked could fix me.....

[pissgoon]

i let them hit because they were honest about their intentions and created a healthy, open line of communication between us that made me feel safe and secure enough to let them see me in one of my most vulnerable states

[butchcody]

Not letting them come until you’ve had your fill. Fucking them slow and deep, maybe going slower than you usually do just to torment them, just to make them whine and writhe and sob and beg because they need to touch themselves, they need to stroke themselves to orgasm, they need it. And you get to coo in the softest, gentlest voice, “be patient baby, I’m not done with you yet, I need you to be patient for me.”

[prettyfemmething]

Thinking about long distance free use. Thinking about feeling bored and just texting "Show me your tits" with no warning or explanation. Thinking of you blushing, excusing yourself from the room, rushing to the bathroom to take a picture for me, getting wet at the feeling of being my entertainment.

Or you waking up one morning to a text that just says "Don't wear panties today," knowing that at some point in the afternoon I'm going to be asking you for proof. And while you're at it, you might as well let me see you touch yourself too~

[toythrob]

Let’s play a game. I‘ll tie you up and start playing with you. You’re allowed to cum but I will try my best to not let you by stopping whenever I feel you getting close…just to give you a short break before starting to edge you again.

Do you think you can stay quiet and not let me know how close you are until you cum? Or will your body betray you?

[magpie-to-the-morning]

Sexual “submission” requires relaxing into trust—turning off the offs—and allowing your partner to take control. In this explicitly erotic, highly trusting, and consensual context, your brain is open and receptive, ready to interpret any and all sensations as erotic. And in a culture where women have to spend so much time with the brakes on, saying no, it’s no wonder we have fantasies about abandoning all control, relaxing into absolute trust (turning off the brakes), and allowing ourselves to experience sensation.

- Come As You Are, Emily Nagoski

[redbutch]

My fwb is so mean she's not going to let me cum until Halloween :( the longest I've been denied is 2 weeks

I'm not 24/7 in my belt bc it's not comfortable but I'm not allowed to touch or grind or use a vibe if I'm not wearing the belt, and if my vibe keeps dying...... Fuckkkkk