Red Cipher

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[redcipher01]

looking at my tumblr account that I don’t use as much as I should anymore always gives me war flashbacks to 16yr old me

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haven’t been that active on here in forever, but an ao3 fic and the mha “epilogue” has me checking in every now and again

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my idea of romance is sharing headphones with someone while listening to the Superache album on a cassette player

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I can’t stop listening to “October Passed Me By,” by Girl in Red. It just came out, as the sequel to “we fell in love in october,” and I’m already obsessed. It’s so good. So relatable. It perfectly describes how I feel right now with a certain girl. I’ve been playing it on repeat for the past 30 minutes, and will continue to do so forever now. 100% in my top ten list of favorite songs. I hope others who are listening to the song and can relate (like me) are having a spectacular day <333333

ME RN:

[what-even-is-thiss]

It’s not “comfort media” it’s the things that plague me at night.

[fever-dreamer97]

IM HAVING A MOTHERF-ING STROKE YALL

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“you can’t hear images”

the image in question:

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nobody:

nobody at all:

me belting “stolas sings” for the gazillionth time that day: WHATS BETWEEN YOU AND I, JUST A COMFORTABLE LIE. I’M THE FOOL WHO BELIEVES, WHEN YOU LOOK IN MY EYESSS-

[redcipher01]

HELLUVA BOSS SEASON TWO HELLUVA BOSS SEASON TWO HELLUVA BOSS SEASON TWO

[redcipher01]

this seemed like an understandable and necessary purchase

[tellwhichsmilesimfakin]

when is a punk lesbian from the 70s going to give me a red scarf to hide the coffee that i’ve spilt on my shirt, then fall in love with me and communicate with me through radio requests huh???

[redcipher01]

Guys I professed my love today. I wrote in the girl I likes’ yearbook that she was the one I made a codename for and always talked about. I ran away right after, stuttering to let the ink dry so it wouldn’t smear. She hasn’t said anything to me (yet), and idk if she will or not, and it’s genuinely freaking me out. I hope she’s interested? She’s been taking a lot of glances at me lately and my friend said that she looked over at me (after the yearbook signing) when we were leaving lunch. so- yEaH 😭💅

[brightwanderer]

I think a lot about how we as a culture have turned “forever” into the only acceptable definition of success.

Like… if you open a coffee shop and run it for a while and it makes you happy but then stuff gets too expensive and stressful and you want to do something else so you close it, it’s a “failed” business. If you write a book or two, then decide that you don’t actually want to keep doing that, you’re a “failed” writer. If you marry someone, and that marriage is good for a while, and then stops working and you get divorced, it’s a “failed” marriage.

The only acceptable “win condition” is “you keep doing that thing forever”. A friendship that lasts for a few years but then its time is done and you move on is considered less valuable or not a “real” friendship. A hobby that you do for a while and then are done with is a “phase” - or, alternatively, a “pity” that you don’t do that thing any more. A fandom is “dying” because people have had a lot of fun with it but are now moving on to other things.

I just think that something can be good, and also end, and that thing was still good. And it’s okay to be sad that it ended, too. But the idea that anything that ends is automatically less than this hypothetical eternal state of success… I don’t think that’s doing us any good at all.

[soft-anomaly]

Just because I “long for their undivided attention” and “daydream about pinning them against a wall” doesn’t mean I’m gay that’s just how rivalry works.

“homoerotic undertones” my ass I just want my rival to be down to fuck

[soft-anomaly]

to FIGHT I MEANT DOWN TO FIGHT

[redcipher01]

tfw a guy basically asks you out for his lesbian friend, since according to him she has no game, and you were walking home playing girl in red, while it’s snowing, holding a rainbow umbrella. Does this mean I’ve reached my peak? Have I completed yassification? DOES THIS MEAN IM NOW A HOT MASC AND FEM GIRL WITH A BOB HAIRCUT + AN UNDERCUT WHO GETS OTHER PEOPLE FLUSTERED???????

[ofwelshkings]

it might seem like my whole life revolves around fictional characters but yes it does

[redcipher01]

Is it too much to ask, to be able to go on a Minecraft date with your lover, making a small wintry cottage, adopting an axolotl child, and then proceeding to do small things, like decorating your house (with a pride flag ofc), and then ending it off by spending the night gazing at the stars on a boat ride, as you try and look for a mushroom biome?