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19 || study blog and some general nonsense

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16.02.26 Monday

I've finally managed to somewhat go back to my sleeping schedule from back when I was in 12th grade 🙇🏻‍♀️

Ended up completing atleast one unit from organic chemistry. It's supposed to be the 'easiest unit'...absolute lies. 😩✋🏼

I'll try and do more questions tomorrow morning. Also need to complete my practical file write up that just keeps on piling up. I'll try and complete the entire organic chemistry syllabus this week. ✌🏼🫩

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Daily log :))

(love how it slowly went from productivity log: day x to daily log, it's almost as if someone realised that productivity isn't the only thing worthy of noticing in a day)

I started covering my math syllabus right from the very basics, coz I don't think I'll be able to properly solve the higher level questions.

So Set Theory it is...🪾

I used to have this habit of waking up as early as 3:30 am in the morning to study back when I was in 12th grade. Everyday. Idk what happened to that version of me, but I've realised that it would fit perfectly with my current schedule, so I'm slowly trying to ease myself into waking up at that ungodly hour. 🐷

I could've gotten more studying done today, but I got distracted with what was happening in my class (not studying related) 😔🥀

I've really been craving a good shawarma roll for the past few days 🌯

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Daily log

I've noticed that I usually end up making these posts during my study breaks when I'm studying in the library.

I did attempt the past year's questions of an entire chapter today. I still need to revise another chapter before going home, so that I can attempt it's questions at night ✌🏼😔

I do wish once in a while I would get these questions correct on the first try, better luck next ig (I do not encounter said "better luck"😀)

The first picture is a shelf from my college library, the absolute vibe that this Library creates🤌🏼

Here, have a pretzel for me 🥨

Remember that even failure is a form of progress, what matters is showing up 🤍🩷

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Why did you pick stem

This might sound wayyy too pretentious but it wasn't really a choice for me as such. I've always been into science since I was a child. For as long as I remember I've always wanted to be "scientist" I never really saw myself choosing any other stream

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Productivity log: day 4

Don't you just hate it when your University informs you two days prior to your end sem exams starting that your end sem exams are starting 💀✌🏼

On top of that these people have the audacity to hold an exam on SUNDAY. Barbaric☝🏼

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Local language learning hobbyist realises that they do in fact have to dedicate time to learning vocab to learn more words

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Ain't that the truth 😭

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Productivity log: Day 3

Today was the least productive day so far. Although classes started at college today (which I'm pretty glad about, coz finallyy!!) but I didn't study for my entrance exams which bums me out a lot.

I saw a quote here Tumblr today which was something like, 'not being where you wish to be is very motivation you need to act.' I'm wildly paraphrasing but you get the gist.

Current read: The Second Sex by Simone De Beauvoir

Flowers for all the people who didn't have a great day and for those who did 🌷

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who else is feeling terrible due to choices they’ve made in life

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Productivity log: Day 2

College life still feels very stagnant although I am participating in a event, hopefully that livens things up on that front. I did get off track for my college entrace prep for, but I'm back on track now.

Being on this side of Tumblr for only a limited time, I've noticed that we (me inculded) focus alot on the aesthetics of productivity and studying. While there is absolutely nothing wrong with that, given that a lot of us (again, me included) derive a lot of external motivation from that. Occasionally, it's good to show the hard, ugly, and sometimes stupid parts as well. The second picture is of me trying to get a thermodynamics question correct and it took me around 25 mins, for a question that should've took me 5 mins, all because I messed up ONE digit.

Anyhow sometimes we're stupid and sometimes we're stuck, and honestly those are the times that makes you lose beliefe in yourself. During those times, it's good to keep in mind that sometimes things will seep through cracks and we have limited control over that. All we can do is show up (in this case, for ourselves) and work hard, because that will not betray us.

Peace ✌🏼

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Productivity log: Day 1

Tbh right now college is pretty underwhelming and the commute is insanely draining. I'm mostly grateful that I get this time to focus on entrance exams preps. I am pretty bummed on how I haven't been the most productive.

During the intermission between this year's entrance exams ending and getting into college I became pretty lazy and that laziness still lives in my bones. Hopefully I'll complete today's work.

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Got into a college lessgoo lmao🦥. Currently not satisfied with the course I got, so I'm applying for a change, we'll see how that goes.

Classes start tomorrow, so hopefully loads and loads of posts to come (finally!!😋) I'll be preparing for College entrance exams again along with college to hopefully get into a better college next year (and staking my first year at this 🫥).

Congrats and All the Best to all the other students who got into college this year 🙈. We haven't have got this ✌🏼🫂

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hii! i saw that you know bangla... does that mean you are bengali?

Yupp! I grew up in Delhi, but my family's from kolkata. So I grew up speaking bangla at home. I know how to speak and read, but not so good at writing 🥲

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Re-introduction post

(coz I somehow lost this account T^T)

Hi all!!! My internet pseudonym is del and I hail from India. Currently giving various college entrance exams and hopefully will get into a decent enough one ✌🏼.

Current hobbies include, reading, playing the guitar, learning chinese, and watching shows (but that sounds so vague tho, like who doesn't enjoy that). I can speak Hindi and Bangla besides english and am currently in the process of trying to add Mandarin Chinese to the roster too so if you have got tips, help a girl out here.

This blog was supposed to be a track of my gap year but that kinda went awry, so I'll turn it into a digital diary of sorts, but it'll still mainly be a studyblog (atleast I hope so 🥲)

Anyway, this post became wayyy too long. If anyone wants to talk, hit me up coz I have a lack of friends and general human contact in my life.

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