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CANON DIVERGENT NATASHA ROMANOFF / NATALIA ROMANOVA MCU & Comic inspired see here for full info **currently under construction** sideblog to GUNMETALGREY

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Natalia Alianovna Romanova  🕷️   Natasha Romanoff   🕷️   Наталия Альяновна Романова indie rp blog run by dais / mcu and comics based Pinned post! Please note this blog is still under construction but open for interaction x

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Natalia Alianovna Romanova  🕷️   Natasha Romanoff   🕷️   Наталия Альяновна Романова indie rp blog run by dais / mcu and comics based

est. 2021 / oc and crossover friendly / sideblog to gunmetalgrey

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"𝚃𝙾 𝙱𝙴 𝙷𝙴𝙻𝙳" 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂.

i was gone for a while, but god help me lads i used that time to my advantage! here's a delightful prompt request from a darling friend of mine, i love you to pieces, and i hope you enjoy them as much as i enjoyed making them! these prompts are for HUGS, idk how i made it angsty, but i did. ily all!! unclench your jaw!! stretch your arms!!

[ PROTECT ] - sender wraps receiver in a hug in order to protect them from a potential or present danger.

[ REUNITE ] - having been apart for some time, sender, upon seeing receiver for the first time, sprints to give them a hug. (be emo w this okay PLS--)

[ BATTLE ] - unsure about their survival, sender and receiver see each other across the battle field, and race into a tight, giddy embrace with each other.

[ SHIELD ] - sender pulls receiver into a hug to prevent them from seeing something horrific.

[ COMFORT ] - noticing that the receiver has received terrible news, sender offers them a hug as a means of comforting them during this difficult time.

[ RELIEF ] - sender gives receiver a relieved hug.

[ TEARS ] - sender/receiver/both are in tears, and as such, a hug is shared between them.

[ GREETING ] - sender and receiver share a hug while greeting each other.

[ FINAL ] - sender gives receiver a hug that is either knowingly or unknowingly the last hug they'll ever share.

[ GOODBYE ] - while parting ways, sender gives receiver a hug farewell.

[ HAPPY ] - having received joyous news, sender turns to receiver for a delighted hug.

[ JUST BECAUSE ] - sender hugs receiver "just because".

[ HIDE ] - in order to hide receiver from people chasing them, sender pulls them into a tight hug while hiding their face from view.

[ TACKLE ] - sender (playfully) tackles receiver into a hug.

[ TICKLE ] - while hugging the receiver, sender begins to tickle them.

[ SIDE ] - sender gives receiver a side hug (aka pulling their arm around them and pulling them into their side.

[ OPEN ] - seeing receiver, sender opens their arms out to them for a hopeful embrace.

[ CUDDLE ] - sender and receiver shared a hug that's now upgrading into a cuddle session.

[ TRAUMA ] - having both experienced a massive trauma, sender and receiver share a hug in efforts to comfort one another in the aftermath.

[ TERROR ] - sender hugs receiver out of sheer fear.

[ SAFE ] - having just saved the receiver, sender pulls them into their arms for a protective hug to assure them they're safe.

[ GRATITUDE ] - overwhelmed with gratitude, sender pulls receiver in for a hug to express how thankful they are.

[ MORNING ] - sender gives receiver a hug to say good morning.

[ OKAY ] - sender gives receiver a hug in order to assure them that in the end, everything will indeed be okay.

[drunkromanogers]

Steve: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  

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is that my shirt? [From August]

for @diabolicaltendencies

“Well, what did you expect? You *ruined* my dress.” 

She rubbed her hair on the towel, her normally perfectly dead straight locks twisting a little with the natural waves. Her mascara was perfect, her lipstick planted in place even after her shower. It was war paint, she made it a point of pride that it was almost a permanent mask by now.

He hadn’t intended to shoot her, and he had given more than enough warnings. He was trying to play the gentleman bless him, shooting her attacker so that she had a chance to get back on her feet. What August hadn’t realised is she was two moves ahead, as she tackled the now dead man to the ground, she had been hit with the same bullet.

The bullet that now sat on the side of his hotel sink after she had slunk off for repairs. Her body was a machine, one that with a little maintenance took care of itself. 

She sat on his bed, dress shirt long enough to be a dress on her.

“I’ll be sending you the dry cleaning bill.”

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for @epiitaphs

Left on the kitchen counter next to an expensive bottle of red wine and the keys to her fancy bike from Tony:

James,

Maybe, in some perfect miracle, you will get to read this. Somehow the last five years without you have been far heavier that the decades I lived alone. It was easier to forget about you than spend every moment wondering if there was a way to get you back. I know I’m not alone, I haven’t been alone for a long time now but you have no idea how empty the world can feel when your family is ripped from under you.

If you are reading this, then I’m sorry. I’m sorry to leave you without a goodbye. After everything though, I might have managed to do something good with my life. Also, please avoid space if you can? Not recommending a trip with the raccoon anytime soon. 

Take care of yourself, but more importantly take care of Steve. It was a long five years without you down here, and I’m not sure I’ve seen him smile right since you left.

Do me a favour? There’s a small blonde Russian girl somewhere out in the Midwest who’s going to need a friend. She probably doesn’t understand yet the weight that can come with grief like ours, and that revenge will only make it worse. Help her to find a better life than the one we had, she’s earned a break from the pain and suffering. Maybe this could finally be the end of it all.

Be mean to Clint, he’ll miss being teased.

I love you, James. More than anything. More than the stupid cat. I told you once that any decent memories I had were merely lies… now I think that’s not accurate. Those times with you, they were real. It was real to me, to have someone to make it bearable. Thank you, for all of it. 

Natalia.

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“ i can’t find my shirt. ” [ From Steve ]

@stevehadaplan

She hopped forwards, testing her weight on the crutches as she hobbled back from the bathroom in a fairly large blue shirt. It had a white star in the front, a couple of moth holes towards the bottom edge and one very distinct shade of yellow green that could only be mixed by someone a little colour challenged. There had been the thought, for a moment, to try and bring him some form of coffee to nurse the slight hangover he must have but the reality of her grip being on the things keeping her upright got the better of her. She winced as she lay down next to him, settling her hip and her knee down on the mattress with a very unsexy, un-Natasha-like restraint.

“Oh it was enough fun getting the jeans off last night, I wasn’t going to try it on my own. I just hope your room mate doesn’t hate me.”

Despite the bed hair and appearance, nothing had happened. The student bar was just less than a block from his accommodation, and it was far easier to get back to his dorm than try to make her way across town alone at night with crutches. Hell, Steve had her in a fireman’s lift half the evening.

“Thanks. For the shirt and for letting me stay Stevie, really.”

She rolled onto her good side, staring at him. She was going to kiss this when she had to leave New York. It was going to be no more Steve, or Irene. She’d see Yelena less too, back with the foster family. It had been months since she had more than a passing conversation with them really. It would be living back under their roof for the first time since she was 12, and losing the freedom she had become so used to. Her gaze dropped for a moment, a flat face for just a second before the fake sleepy smile was back in place.

“So Rogers, am I the first girl in your bed this year? Tell me, do all the ladies you bring home need hip replacements or is that just what makes me special?”

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nurse [ from steve ]

Keeping Nat company in hospital with @stevehadaplan & @epiitaphs

“ I should never have left him.”

It was all she could say, staring though the glass with a thousand yard stare that was almost tough enough to cut through it completely. She could hear the heart monitor, beeping away faintly as it registered the small faint pumping of the red headed boys heart.

It was her fault. It was always going to be her fault. She had tried, Natasha hoped that by faking his death the kid would get to live a normal life. There was an out for him, and for the person she had memories of loving even if they were fake. This child, her biological child, was never going to know that kind of peace again.

“ He didn’t deserve this.”

Her grip was tight on her arm, one side folded across her chest. She could feel Bucky looking behind her, watching every breath for a change that might signal an overspill of anger. Old habits died hard sometimes. Steve lent in to rest a gentle hand on her shoulder, trying to find the balance between being a friend and something more. But that wasn’t the point here, not really. She had become so consumed in her own path of a fresh start that the reason for it starting had fallen away.

Bucky had been the first to know, the only one to know in fact. When he raised the alarm bells, it had taken almost a year to find the boy. A year of non-stop searching. And now, sleepless and hands covered in blood, Natasha knew it wasn’t the end. He was going to have questions, he was going to ask where he was and what had happened to the man he considered his father. Yet again, she was going to have to shatter the illusion of happiness by telling someone she loved it was fake.

“ He needs to be safe. He needs a home, somewhere he’s going to be able to adjust. Like Yelena did, like you did-“

She glanced at Bucky, who nodded firmly. Steve’s thumb moved in small circles on her shoulder, the invitation for a hug should she need it. But that wasn’t the point. She couldn’t stop yet, not till her child was out of harms way.

She took a deep breath.

“ I understand Steve- I do. If you need to put the world first, I get it. If this is too much, then that’s fine. But this has to come first for me from now on. I can’t lose a family again- I’m not going to. You’re important to me, that hasn’t changed but he has to be my priority.”

[leneemusing]

send 🛑 to clean blood off of my muse after they protected yours.

add + to reverse so receiver is the one cleaning blood off sender.

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& .˚      other ways to say goodbye.    (   this was a fun request because i am always down for angsty stuff !  basically it’s several words / action that say goodbye without actually saying the word.  sender’s muse is the muse of the blog sending the meme, receiver’s muse is the one receiving it. pretty straightforward. send reverse  along with the word of the action to reverse the sender/receiver. have fun !!   )

 “   i’m not ready .   ”

 “   don’t- don’t say it .   ”

 “   don’t make this harder than it already is .   ”

 “   i love you .   ”

 “   i’ll always love you .   ”

 “   this isn’t fair .   ”

 “   so… this is it .   ”

 “   you got this .   ”

 “   i’ll find my way back to you .   ”

 “   this isn’t a goodbye because i know we’ll find each other again.   ”

 “   i wish we didn’t have to do this .   ”

 “   come back to me .   ”

 “   you’re gonna be okay .   ”

 “   you know where to find me .   ”

 “   there’s still time to change your mind .   ”

 “   we both knew this was coming .   ”

 “   you’ll always have a place with me .   ”

 “   you don’t have to do this .   ”

 “   sometimes things don’t turn out as we want them .   ”

 “   you know i wouldn’t do this if i had a choice .   ”

 “   i hope you find what you’re looking for .   ”

 “   i hope you find happiness .   ”

 “   i have to do this .   ”

actions.

( embrace )  -  for the sender’s muse to hug the receiver’s muse for a  long time as a goodbye .

( kiss )  -  for the sender’s muse to kiss the receiver’s muse for one last time .

( peck )  -  for the sender’s muse to briely kiss the receiver’s muse as an everyday goodbye .

( hold )  -  for our muses to hold hands for a long period before they seperate .

( tears )  -  for our muses to have a teaful goodbye .  bonus: without saying any words at all .

( craddle )  -  for the sender’s muse to hold the receiver’s muse at their last moments .

( sleep )  -  for our muses to have sex as a goodbye .

( wait )  -  for the sender’s muse to stop the receiver’s muse from leaving because they have something they want to say to them . 

( day )  -  for our muses to spent a last day together before going their seperate ways .

( go )  -  for the sender’s muse to walk away from the receiver’s muse without saying anything. 

[leneemusing]

morning after starters

“  last night was nice.  ” “  lets do this again some time.  ” “  i’ll leave my number.  ” “  i gotta go, sorry.  ” “  can’t you at least stay for breakfast?  ” “  i’ll make coffee—don’t go anywhere.  ” “  next time, maybe i’ll buy you dinner first.  ” “  if we do this again you better buy me dinner first.  ” “  i don’t think my legs work again yet.  ” “  i don’t wanna get up.  ” “  no don’t move, it’s too cold outside the covers.  ” “  there’s no way i can hide these marks…  ” “  this was probably a mistake.  ” “  this can’t happen again.  ” “  you always say that, and yet we wind up right back here.  ” “  are you watching me sleep?  ” “  you look cute all frazzled like this.  ” “  why are you looking at me like that?  ” “  keep kissing me like that and we’re gonna end up back in bed.  ” “  something wrong? ” “  i’d stay if i could, i promise.  ” “  so if i put my number in your phone, you actually gonna text me? ” “  i made breakfast.  ” “  how do you take your coffee?  ” “  fuck! i’m late—  ” “  did you turn the alarm off?  ” “  if you don’t turn that alarm off i’m gonna throw it out the window.  ” “  i can’t find my shirt.  ” “  babe, we slept in.  ” “  i know you’re awake.  ” “  i’ll stay.  ” “  why don’t you stay?  ” “  i like waking up with you.  ” “  i like having you here at night.  ” “  you know, if you moved in we wouldn’t keep having to say goodbye like this.  ” “  so when are we gonna actually go on a real date?  ” “  do i smell bacon?  ” “  you made pancakes?  ” “  come on, come back to bed.  ” “  you weren’t there when i woke up.  ” “  i thought you left.  ” “  do you want me to go?  ” “  just let me sleep for five more minutes.  ” “  you’re really beautiful/handsome. even if you drool.  ” “  you talk in your sleep, ya know.  ”  

ACTIONS:  1. for one muse to surprise the other with breakfast in bed 2. for our muses to go another round in the morning 3. for your muse to join mine in the shower while getting ready for the day 4. for one muse to stop the other from trying to sneak away 5. for one muse to invite the other to spend the rest of the day with them  6. for one muse to convince the other to stay in bed the rest of the day 7. for our muses to have sex in the kitchen instead of finishing breakfast 8. for our muses to spoon 9. for one muse to wake up with morning wood  10. for one muse to wake the other up with oral  11. for lazy morning sex  12. for one muse to wake the other because they’re having a nightmare  13. for one muse to distract the other from getting ready by kissing/groping them 14. for one muse to kick the other out of their home  15. for our muses to wake with no recollection of the night before  

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& .˚      other ways to say goodbye.    (   this was a fun request because i am always down for angsty stuff !  basically it’s several words / action that say goodbye without actually saying the word.  sender’s muse is the muse of the blog sending the meme, receiver’s muse is the one receiving it. pretty straightforward. send reverse  along with the word of the action to reverse the sender/receiver. have fun !!   )

 “   i’m not ready .   ”

 “   don’t- don’t say it .   ”

 “   don’t make this harder than it already is .   ”

 “   i love you .   ”

 “   i’ll always love you .   ”

 “   this isn’t fair .   ”

 “   so… this is it .   ”

 “   you got this .   ”

 “   i’ll find my way back to you .   ”

 “   this isn’t a goodbye because i know we’ll find each other again.   ”

 “   i wish we didn’t have to do this .   ”

 “   come back to me .   ”

 “   you’re gonna be okay .   ”

 “   you know where to find me .   ”

 “   there’s still time to change your mind .   ”

 “   we both knew this was coming .   ”

 “   you’ll always have a place with me .   ”

 “   you don’t have to do this .   ”

 “   sometimes things don’t turn out as we want them .   ”

 “   you know i wouldn’t do this if i had a choice .   ”

 “   i hope you find what you’re looking for .   ”

 “   i hope you find happiness .   ”

 “   i have to do this .   ”

actions.

( embrace )  -  for the sender’s muse to hug the receiver’s muse for a  long time as a goodbye .

( kiss )  -  for the sender’s muse to kiss the receiver’s muse for one last time .

( peck )  -  for the sender’s muse to briely kiss the receiver’s muse as an everyday goodbye .

( hold )  -  for our muses to hold hands for a long period before they seperate .

( tears )  -  for our muses to have a teaful goodbye .  bonus: without saying any words at all .

( craddle )  -  for the sender’s muse to hold the receiver’s muse at their last moments .

( sleep )  -  for our muses to have sex as a goodbye .

( wait )  -  for the sender’s muse to stop the receiver’s muse from leaving because they have something they want to say to them . 

( day )  -  for our muses to spent a last day together before going their seperate ways .

( go )  -  for the sender’s muse to walk away from the receiver’s muse without saying anything. 

[sajaboys]

*   𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐑  𝐁𝐘  𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐀  𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐎  .      lyric starters from sour, change pronouns as needed.

𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐥 .

❛   i  want  it  to  be ,  like ,  messy .  ❜ ❛   i’m  so  insecure .  ❜ ❛   i’m  so  caught  up  in  the  news  of  who  likes  me  and  who  hates  you .  ❜ ❛   they’d  all  be  so  disappointed .  ❜ ❛   where’s  my  fucking  teenage  dream ?  ❜ ❛   i  don't  stick  up  for  myself .  ❜ ❛   i'm  anxious  and  nothing  can  help .  ❜ ❛   i  wish  people  liked  me  more .  ❜ ❛   all  i  did  was  try  my  best .  ❜ ❛   this  the  kind  of  thanks  i  get ?  ❜ ❛   i  wish  i  could  disappear .  ❜ ❛   god ,  it’s  brutal  out  here .  ❜ ❛   i  feel  like  no  one  wants  me .  ❜ ❛   i  only  have  two  real  friends .  ❜

𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐫 .

❛   i  played  dumb  but  i  always  knew .  ❜ ❛   i  kept  quiet  so  i  could  keep  you .  ❜ ❛   ain’t  it  funny  how  you  said  you  were  friends ?  ❜ ❛   you  betrayed  me .  ❜ ❛   i  know  that  you’ll  never  feel  sorry .  ❜ ❛   loved  you  at  your  worst  but  that  didn’t  matter .  ❜ ❛   but  you’re  still  a  traitor .  ❜ ❛   there’s  no  damn  way  that  you  could  fall  in  love  with  somebody  that  quickly .  ❜ ❛   and  you  told  me  i  was  paranoid .  ❜ ❛   i  wish  that  you  had  thought  this  through  before  i  went  and  fell  in  love  with  you .  ❜

𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 .

❛   i  got  my  driver's  license  last  week .  ❜ ❛   she’s  everything  i’m  insecure  about .  ❜ ❛   how  could  i  ever  love  someone  else ?  ❜ ❛   i  know  we  weren’t  perfect  but  i’ve  never  felt  this  way  for  no  one .  ❜ ❛   i  just  can’t  imagine  how  you  could  be  so  okay  now  that  i’m  gone .  ❜ ❛   all  my  friends  are  tired  of  hearing  how  much  i  miss  you .  ❜ ❛   i  kinda  feel  sorry  for  them .  ❜ ❛   they’ll  never  know  you  the  way  that  i  do .  ❜ ❛   i  guess  you  didn’t  mean  what  you  wrote  in  that  song  about  me .  ❜ ❛   i  still  see  your  face  in  the  white  cars .  ❜ ❛   can’t  drive  past  the  places  we  used  to  go  to .  ❜ ❛   i  still  fuckin’  love  you .  ❜ ❛   i  still  hear  your  voice  in  the  traffic .  ❜ ❛   you  said  forever .  ❜ ❛   now  i  drive  alone  past  your  street .  ❜

𝟏 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝, 𝟑 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 .

❛   i  called  you  on  the  phone  today .  ❜ ❛   all  i  did  was  speak  normally .  ❜ ❛   somehow  i  still  struck  a  nerve .  ❜ ❛   you  got  me  fucked  up  in  the  head .  ❜ ❛   never  doubted  myself  so  much .  ❜ ❛   like  am  i  pretty ?  ❜ ❛   i  hate  that  i  give  you  power  over  that  kinda  stuff .  ❜ ❛   it’s  always  one  step  forward  and  three  steps  back .  ❜ ❛   i’m  the  love  of  your  life  until  i  make  you  mad .  ❜ ❛   do  you  love  me ,  want  me ,  hate  me ?  ❜ ❛   no,  i  don’t  understand .  ❜ ❛   maybe  in  some  masochistic  way  i  kind  of  find  it  all  exciting .  ❜ ❛   which  lover  will  i  get  today ?  ❜ ❛   will  you  walk  me  to  the  door  or  send  me  home  crying ?  ❜ ❛   did  i  say  something  wrong ?  ❜ ❛   did  i  do  something  wrong ?  ❜ ❛   maybe  this  is  all  your  fault  instead .  ❜ ❛   i’d  leave  you,  but  the  rollercoaster’s  all  i’ve  ever  had .  ❜

𝐝𝐞𝐣𝐚 𝐯𝐮 .

❛   i  bet  she’s  braggin’  to  all  her  friends .  ❜ ❛   so  when  you  gonna  tell  her  that  we  did  that ,  too ?  ❜ ❛   she  thinks  it’s  special,  but  it’s  all  reused .  ❜ ❛   do  you  call  her ,  almost  say  my  name ?  ❜ ❛   that  was  our  place .  ❜ ❛   i  found  it  first .  ❜ ❛   do  you  get  déjà  vu ?  ❜ ❛   let’s  be  honest ,  we  kinda  do  sound  the  same .  ❜ ❛   i  hate  to  think  that  i  was  just  your  type .  ❜ ❛   that  was  the  show  we  talked  about .  ❜ ❛   don’t  act  like  we  didn’t  do  that  shit ,  too .  ❜ ❛   a  different  girl  now,  but  there’s  nothing  new .  ❜

𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝟒 𝐮 .

❛   well ,  good  for  you .  ❜ ❛   i  guess  you  moved  on  really  easily .  ❜ ❛   remember  when  you  said  that  you  wanted  to  give  me  the  world ?  ❜ ❛   you  look  happy  and  healthy .  ❜ ❛   not  me ,  if  you  ever  cared  to  ask .  ❜ ❛   you’re  doin’  great  out  there  without  me .  ❜ ❛   god ,  i  wish  that  i  could  do  that .  ❜ ❛   i’ve  lost  my  mind .  ❜ ❛   i’ve  spent  the  night  cryin’  on  the  floor  of  my  bathroom .  ❜ ❛   you’re  so  unaffected .  ❜ ❛   i  really  don’t  get  it .  ❜ ❛   i  guess  you’re  gettin’  everything  you  want .  ❜ ❛   it’s  like  we  never  even  happened .  ❜ ❛   what  the  fuck  is  up  with  that ?  ❜ ❛   it’s  like  you  never  even  met  me .  ❜ ❛   remember  when  you  swore  to  god  i  was  the  only  person  who  ever  got  you ?  ❜ ❛   you  will  never  have  to  hurt  the  way  you  know  that  i  do .  ❜ ❛   maybe  i’m  too  emotional .  ❜ ❛   your  apathy’s  like  a  wound  in  salt .  ❜ ❛   maybe  you  never  cared  at  all .  ❜

𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 .

❛   ‘cause  i  thought  you’d  like  me  more .  ❜ ❛   tried  so  hard  to  be  everything  that  you liked .  ❜ ❛   stupid ,  emotional ,  obsessive  little  me .  ❜ ❛   i  knew  from  the  start  this  is  exactly  how  you’d  leave .  ❜ ❛   the  nеxt  second,  you  were  gone .  ❜ ❛   you  left  me  there  crying .  ❜ ❛   you  always  say  i’m  never  satisfied .  ❜ ❛   but  i  don’t  think  that’s  true .  ❜ ❛   all  i  ever  wanted  was  to  be  enough  for  you .  ❜ ❛   maybe  i’m  just  not  as  interesting .  ❜ ❛   you  couldn’t  have  cared  less  about  someone  who  loved  you  more .  ❜ ❛   i’d  say  you  broke  my  heart .  ❜ ❛   but  you  broke  much  more  than  that .  ❜ ❛   now  i  don’t  want  your  sympathy .  ❜ ❛   i  just  want  myself  back .  ❜ ❛   don’t  you  think  i  loved  you  too  much  to  be  used  and  discarded ?  ❜ ❛   don’t  you  think  i  loved  you  too  much  to  think  i  deserve  nothing ?  ❜ ❛   don’t  tell  me  you’re  sorry .  ❜ ❛   feel  sorry  for  yourself .  ❜ ❛   someday  i’ll  be  everything  to  somebody  else .  ❜ ❛   you’ll  be  the  one  who’s  crying .  ❜ ❛   i  don’t  think  anything  could  ever  be  enough  for  you .  ❜

𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐫 .

❛   i  thought  my  heart  was  detached .  ❜ ❛   does  she  mean  you  forgot  about  me ?  ❜ ❛   i  hope  you’re  happy  but  not  like  how  you  were  with  me .  ❜ ❛   i’m  selfish,  i  know  .  ❜ ❛   i  hope  you’re  happy .  ❜ ❛   but  don’t  be  happier .  ❜ ❛   an  eternal  love  bullshit  you  know  you’ll  never  mean .  ❜ ❛   now  i’m  pickin’  her  apart .  ❜ ❛   i  wish  you  all  the  best ,  really .  ❜ ❛   i  hope  you’re  happy,  but  don’t  be  happier .  ❜

𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲, 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲 .

❛   i  kinda  wanna  throw  my  phone  across  the  room .  ❜ ❛   wish  i  didn’t  care .  ❜ ❛   i  know  their  beauty’s  not  my  lack .  ❜ ❛   It  feels  like  that  weight  is  on  my  back .  ❜ ❛   i  can’t  let  it  go .  ❜ ❛   comparison  is  killing  me  slowly .  ❜ ❛   i  think  i  think  too  much .  ❜ ❛   i’m  so  sick  of  myself .  ❜ ❛   i’d  rather  be  anyone  else .  ❜ ❛   my  jealousy  started  following  me .  ❜ ❛   i  see  everyone  getting  all  the  things  i  want .  ❜ ❛   i’m  happy  for  them,  but  then  again,  i’m  not .  ❜ ❛   i  can’t  stand  it .  ❜ ❛   oh  god ,  i  sound  crazy .  ❜ ❛   their  win  is  not  my  loss .  ❜ ❛   i  can’t  help  getting  caught  up  in  it  all .  ❜ ❛   all  your  friends  are  so  cool .  ❜ ❛   yeah,  you’re  living  the  life .  ❜ ❛   i  wanna  be  you  so  bad .  ❜ ❛   i  don’t  even  know  you .  ❜ ❛   all  i  see  is  what  i  should  be .  ❜

𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐞 .

❛   know  that  i  loved  you  so  bad .  ❜ ❛   i  let  you  treat  me  like  that .  ❜ ❛   i  was  your  willing  accomplice .  ❜ ❛   i  watched  as  you  fled  the  scene .  ❜ ❛   the  things  i  did  just  so  i  could  call  you  mine .  ❜ ❛   i  hope  i  was  your  favorite  crime .  ❜ ❛   you  used  me  as  an  alibi .  ❜ ❛   i  crossed  my  heart  as  you  crossed  the  line .  ❜ ❛   i  defended  you  to  all  my  friends .  ❜ ❛   you  know  that  i’d  do  it  all  again .  ❜ ❛   it’s  bittersweet  to  think  about  the  damage  that  we’d  do .  ❜ ❛   i  was  doin’  it  with  you .  ❜ ❛   i  say  that  i  hate  you  with  a  smile  on  my  face .  ❜ ❛   look  what  we  became .  ❜

𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐤 .

❛   somehow  we  fell  out  of  touch .  ❜ ❛   hope  he  took  his  bad  deal  and  made  a  royal  flush .  ❜ ❛   don’t  know  if  i’ll  see  you  again  someday .  ❜ ❛   i  hope  that  you’re  okay .  ❜ ❛   we  don’t  talk  much .  ❜ ❛   i  just  gotta  say  i  miss  you .  ❜ ❛   address  the  letters  to  the  holes  in  my  butterfly  wings .  ❜ ❛   nothing’s  forever .  ❜ ❛   nothing’s  as  good  as  it  seems .  ❜ ❛   i  hope  you  know  how  proud  i  am  you  were  created .  ❜ ❛   i  hope  that  you’re  happier  today .  ❜

[bjhardy]

One for Four, we need you.

[redledger]

Nats confirmed canon circle of sketchy friends is really what keeps me going.

[ohisms]

𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐃  &  𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐅𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄    (a  series  of  nonverbal  prompts .   mature  themes  present ,   ‘ my ’  muse  belongs  to  the  one who  posted  the  meme  -  send   “ + REVERSE ”   to  reverse  the  prompts .)

→     𝐈 .    GENERAL

❛   hush .   raise  a  finger  in  a  gesture  to  silence  my  muse . ❛   sit .   gesture  for  my  muse  to  sit  down . ❛   door .   hold  a  door  open  for  my  muse . ❛   tap .   tap  my  muse  on  the  shoulder  to  garner  their  attention . ❛   hunger .   give  my  muse  something  to  eat  /  drink . ❛   cook .   present  my  muse  with  home - cooked  food . ❛   brush .   work  a  brush  /  comb  through  my  muse’s  hair . ❛   read .   silently  read  a  book  alongside  my  muse . ❛   hand .   hold  out  a  hand  for  my  muse  to  take . ❛   dressed .   help  my  muse  put  on  an  article  of  clothing . ❛   note .   give  my  muse  a  note  saying :   [ content ] . ❛   amplify .   turn  up  the  music  in  the  car .

→     𝐈𝐈 .    ANGST

❛   patch .   help  my  muse  patch  up  a  wound . ❛   night terrors .   hold  my  muse  after  they  wake  up  from  a  nightmare . ❛   company .   silently  sit  with  my  muse  to  comfort  them. ❛   hospital .   my  muse  is  told  that  yours  is  in  the  hospital . ❛   revelation .   show  my  muse  evidence  of  a  lie  they  told . ❛   indulge .   find  my  muse  drinking  to  cope . ❛   downfall .   find  my  muse  collapsed  on  the  ground . ❛   console .   comfort  my  muse  as  they  cry . ❛   nurse .   give  my  muse  company  in  the  hospital .

→     𝐈𝐈 .    AFFECTIONATE

❛   wink .   wink  at  my  muse .  ❛   wrap .   wrap  an  arm  around  my  muse’s  [ shoulders  /  waist ] . ❛   caress .   gently  caress  my  muse’s  face . ❛   tousle .   mess  playfully  with  my  muse’s  hair . ❛   chest .   place  your  head  on  my  muse’s  chest .    ❛   comb .   comb  fingers  through  my  muse’s  hair . ❛   grasp .   run  to  my  muse  &  jump  into  their  arms . ❛   lean .   lean  on  my  muse’s  shoulder . ❛   tender .   kiss  my  muse  on  the  [ forehead  /  cheek  /  nose ] . ❛   abrupt .   kiss  my  muse  out  of  the  blue . ❛   chaste .   chastely  kiss  my  muse . ❛   good morning .   kiss  my  muse  the  morning  after . ❛   volumes .   gaze  at  my  muse  in  a  way  that  silently  says  ‘i love you’ .

→     𝐈𝐈𝐈 .    VIOLENT

❛   strike .   [ slap / punch ]  my muse in the face . ❛   gun .   wield  a  gun  at  my  muse . ❛   twist .   twist  my  muse’s  arm  behind  their  back . ❛   throttle .   aggressively  wrap  your  hands  around  my  muse’s  throat . ❛   parch .   burn  my  muse  with  a  hot  object . ❛   take down .   forcefully  bring  my  muse  to  the  ground . ❛   gouge .   wield  a  sharp  object  at  my  muse . ❛  shunt .   shove  my  muse  backwards . ❛  stickup .   yell  at  my  muse  to  put  their  hands  in  the  air. ❛  shoot .   [ fatally  /  non-fatally ]   shoot  my  muse . ❛  stab .   stab  my  muse with a  [ knife / other object ].

→     𝐈𝐕 .    NSFW

❛   surprise .   send  an  unexpected  nsfw  image  to  my  muse . ❛   pin .   push  my  muse  against  a  [ wall,  table,  other ] . ❛   go down .   go  down  on  my  muse . ❛   choke .   intimately  wrap  your  hands  around  my  muse’s  throat . ❛   belt loops .   pull  my  muse  closer  by  their  belt loops . ❛   skinny dipping .   go  skinny  dipping  with  my  muse . ❛   rip .   tear  a  piece  of  clothing  from  my  muse’s  body . ❛   mark .   leave  a  mark  on  my  muse’s  body  [ specify where ] .

[hermiome]

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧