Free Bird

Something is so close to Nothing

[lanndscape]

[achillesinhighheels]

[mad-magic33]

[futuremissingperson1]

i’m going to outlive every bad thing that happens to me

[unaliveish]

kat

[hugal]

[coral]

[gulistan-blog]

㋡🥀

[9710144]

[lehooes]

sam johnson

[pickypicnic]

[mykukula]

[sustancy]

[hauntedbyillangelsonly]

“I longed for apparitions, ecstasies; I yearned for something to happen inside or outside me [...]”

-Simone de Beauvoir, from ‘Memoirs of a Dutiful Daughter’

[danger]

[poemsonmars]

i have always felt like

there's too much inside of me

and none of it is quite right.

like a flame constantly

burning itself out

when all it's meant to do

is keep the candle lit.

like an hourglass

suffocating itself

from the pressure of

passing the time.

i think i liked the

feeling originally;

the intensity. the burn.

but honestly i'd trade it all in

just to know what it feels like

to breathe fresh air again.

i think i would like to rest.

i think i would like to stop

moving from place to place,

hoping my restlessness

will be mistaken for wanderlust.

hoping the smoke will stop

following me and finding

its way into my lungs

no matter where i go.

i think i would like to

learn how to breathe again.

-mars

[kosmogrl]

I need to be alone for a few hours every day, otherwise I start to spiral. but if I'm alone for too long, I also start to spiral. pretty easy, right?