Queen of Despair

"It is a curious thing, but as one travels the world getting older and older, it appears that happiness is easier to get used to than despair. It is almost as if happiness is an acquired taste, like coconut cordial or ceviche, to which you can eventually become accustomed, but despair is something surprising each time you encounter it." Independent Junko Enoshima From DanganRonpa 18 + | Gore & Trigger Warnings Selective | Para-Novel penned by Yoly

[indeliblymarred]

quick tag ur muse w/ one of the seven deadly sins

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fcllenhopes​:

Well- He figured Junko had enough experience with boys to know when they were lying about that stuff. Or maybe she was just bluffing, just another act of her teasing game. Either way, she was purposefully planting those dirty thoughts in his head. So it wasn’t his fault if they did happen to pop up here and there…

Besides- It’s not like he’d ever act on them, or even play them out for longer than they were already present. It felt indecent to look at one of his classmates that way, regardless of the circumstances. Even if he was able to justify why they had popped up in the first place, he couldn’t push the guilt away. He’d probably have to avoid his class for a few days after this… sigh

“W-Well, it’s not like it matters anyway, there’s nothing that needs to be kept between us. You’re just… hugging me is all… from behind… But still!” This was nothing special, just two friends who were having an awkward hug in the hallway. “Like I said, there’d be nothing to riot about. They’d probably just feel bad because I’m letting you get me so worked up.”

     Straightening herself up, her eyes were almost sizing the shorter boy a bit clearly analyzing him. He seemed so normal but it made the fact he seems to avoid any little ‘traps’ she made all the more startling. They weren’t lethal ones but ones that should cause harm yet something else bad but not dangerous would happen to him. Like tripping him down a stares that some how was right onto some nicely time people. As if his luck was some kind of devils luck meant to protect him even if he considers himself just unlucky as hell. It why always was quite curious about him as he was unpredictable when it came to his luck rather then personality.

    “But clearly you enjoy being riled up,” Junko noted with a coy smile as enjoyed his face even if so small and seemed docile was still a guy. Tho it was quite funny how he was so frantic right now already able to tell he want to hide away. But guess she can grant him some mercy if only because knows many would be sad if he disappeared in shame. Didn’t need to be dealing with that because is messing with mister popular.

    “Alright enough of that, you totally made me forget what I was even here to bother you about because it just so fun to mess with you.” Junko noted, playing up her cute fashionista persona as taps her chin. Ever the actress while can read him knows it not a two way street as no one would ever expect what she is planning. “Ah right, wanted to ask if interested in having lunch with me. Made my sister do some task so all alone and it just sooo boring ya’know?”

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Y’know it kind of amazing how all it takes is one really good DR video and here I am with 100 different ideas.

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     “I can’t believe I lost to bottoms, especially the bottom that gets dominated by a tiny lavender themed pomeranian.”

[danganronpaquotesbutnot]

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Out of despair;

Junko is her own victim in the story of her life. I remember reading DR0 and how Ryoko which is none despair Junko who is happy and chipper. Only focused on her love and affection for Matsuda but was quite a normal happy person. She even seemed to hate and didn’t want to be involved in despair just wanting Matsuda.

But Junko knew this, she predicted her own self intent and what would do as a normal person setting everything up for her own despair. To have herself kill the one person she loved, and it’s fucked up as even went so far as to emotionally hurt him to taint his memories of herself for despair.

At the end it shows she hated herself, wanted to die, and to burn her damn book but Junko took those feelings as why she should keep it. She fell so far down the rabbit hole that she enjoyed her own god damn misery cause at least it’s SOMETHING.

And it’s fucked up that no one safe from despair not even herself. This is why I was convinced she wanted to die a the end of DR cause not only was it her own despair it was the end of her own existence. That she abhorred since birth.

[silentperception]

[sherlock-marple]

ダンガンまとめ | Yu [pixiv] 

[hammerlocke-gym]

ロンパ詰め：IF+0+2 by くにみつ

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outofdespair;

    When you suddenly have the mood to reply to stuff but unsure of who is still active, who you owe, and why some of your stuff is marked as flag on the OTHER person blog so can’t even see their reply. Thanks Tumblr.

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outofdespair;

    I’m suddenly very motivated for DR after what? A year??? And I want to talk about how Junko loved his classmates a lot but she is fucked and would hurt them again always in this never-ending spiral. Her Abilities are a god damn curse that drives the owner into insanity.

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@hopehaunted replied to your post: Junko’s Dark Core      Sips a glass of Ramune like...

Should be higher for someone as terrible as you.

     “Oh I’m not all bad you know even I the Queen of Despair~ Can have a good side even if it’s so very very tiny.”

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Junko’s Dark Core

     Sips a glass of Ramune like its wine cause there is no surprise here.

[audiovisual-dept]

[y-fullmoon]

sisterrrrrrsss

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Real fears can go away, right? What about the ones you can’t see?

BOLD any fears which apply to your muse. ITALICIZE what makes them uncomfortable.

the dark ⋆ fire ⋆ open water ⋆ deep water ⋆ being alone ⋆ crowded spaces ⋆ confined spaces⋆ change ⋆ failure ⋆ war ⋆ loss of control ⋆ powerlessness ⋆ prison ⋆ blood ⋆drowning ⋆ suffocation ⋆ public speaking ⋆ natural animals ⋆ the supernatural ⋆ heights ⋆death ⋆ dying ⋆ intimacy ⋆ rejection ⋆ abandonment ⋆ loss ⋆ the unknown ⋆ the future ⋆not being good enough ⋆ scary stories ⋆ speaking to new people ⋆ poverty ⋆ loud noises ⋆ being touched ⋆ forgetting

Tagged by: @despairled Tagging: @kibouzuru, @kiboumukou, @dekirukoto, @neuro-snarker

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fcllenhopes‌:

His previous relaxed stature had immediately replaced itself with a stiff and uptight posture. She was very close to him… It wasn’t like he wasn’t used to the teasing at this point, but he was just a growing teenage boy. There was only so much he could do before he took notice to certain things. Certain things attached to a certain someone, who was adamant on frying his brain. 

“Nope! Definitely not! No dirty thoughts around here, Enoshima-san.” He spoke with a sense of urgency, like attempting to assure her he wasn’t thinking anything dirty would even work. He was just a god awful liar, and the burning blush spreading across his cheeks wasn’t helping his case in the slightest. Dammit… 

     It was predictable that he might have some thoughts considering his age and how she was pressed up against him it wasn’t a surprise. Considering how quickly he tried to cover it up made her laugh just a bit amused. Though definitely a boring reaction his face certainly made up for it since he was just such a terrible liar.

     “You are the worst liar in the class, Naegi-kun, but I’ll keep this between you and me for your sake.” Junko teased, not seeming upset that he maybe did have dirty thoughts about what she had intended. Despite her appearance, she wasn’t someone who was easy but she certainly enjoyed messing with Makoto. Just cause his reaction was just so innocent, appropriate for a herbivore kind of man that he appeared to be.

     “You really make it way too easy to mess with you, if the other girls saw they would riot.” As she knew at least few of them seemed to have a crush on Makoto. One being her sister who would certainly deny it but wasn’t so easy to fool the fashionista. If was, she wouldn’t be having to suffer such boring routines.