i hate that fatphobia is one of the side effects of @n@ i can be fatphobic to myself but i hate when i see my friends and thoughts start forming in my head, i feel so guilty, like it's not their fault i am like this
i’m not rlly ano🦖ic i just binge and restrict pretty frequently but this is so true like i’ll be calling myself “ugly fatty” and stuff like that in my head but then look at my fat friends and they’re so pretty and i would never think like that abt them. like it only applies to me lmao.



















