Even when no one chooses you, you have to choose yourself. Because you have to realize a woman that is okay with being alone is actually a very powerful woman and most of the time you'll find that standing alone is much better than standing with people who doesn't value you or understand you. But someone's inability to value you, understand you, appreciate you or love you does not determine your worth.. Your different whether it's outside or inside, that makes you who you are, that's your own beauty, and how you feel about yourself is way more important than what you conceive in the mirror, or how other people sees you. Do something that you enjoy and love. When you enjoy what you're doing or playing, it's most like you're gonna send out a very happy vibes that's going to attract other people. So, do what makes you happy, your difference is your own beauty and most importantly it's okay to be alone.