Korn

Hello there! I'm just annother artist trying to find their way through existence. Instagram: @reiny_korn Twitter: @reiny_korn

[reiny-korn]

This is my new bebe Matías. He's a good boy ♡~(>᎑<`๑)♡

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OC revival!

Here's Machiko~

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What if the thread broke..?

Featuring my sona Mira~

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Here's a lil TsukkiYama if y'all would like~

Tbh, I just wanted a new wallpaper (♡˙︶˙♡)

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I don't have an OC with gradient hair.

I repeat

I don't have an OC with gradient hair!

How could I do this? How do I fix this? What do I do?????

hELP

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New healer OC I made, I hope you all enjoy her as much as I enjoyed drawing her!

(♡˙︶˙♡)

[valtsv]

[roughforest]

@reiny-drakens are you the moth?

[reiny-korn]

@roughforest do I look like a terrifying, hairy, thicc as fuck-

...you may have a valid question there.

[reiny-korn]

The macaroon thief.

Twas hella fun drawing this lil chibi of my friend Glitchy and their cute macaroon obsession~

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Just a little reference sheet for my panderg fursona, Mira~

[abluehappyface]

I never understood the whole "I'm here whenever you need" or "talk to me any time" in regards to suicidal thoughts. Like, do you know how MANY times I think about suicide on a daily basis? Do you know how MANY times that "whenever" could be!? Do you REALLY want to listen to me talk about nothing but negative thoughts and actions all day!? There's no way they ALL can mean it..!

[anorexicccbulshittt]

Y E S

[roughforest]

Suicidal thoughts tend to recur a lot, but that doesn't mean we're not here for you. We prefer to know what's going on so we can try to help, rather than you suffering in silence. It helps reduce anxiety and provide peace of mind

[abluehappyface]

But there's NO way you mean EVERY time! For me that's anywhere from 5-10 times a day! It would begin RUINING you if we truly told you EVERY time! Suffering in silence is honestly one of my best options. It's better than breaking down trying to explain!

[womensrightsstegosaurus]

Breaking down is part of the healing process. You need to let out the pain if you want to get better. The exact reason we want you to tell us about it is so you have a safe place to open up and express those feelings. Trust me, if we're uncomfortable, we'll tell you.

[abluehappyface]

But breaking down leaves you vulnerable, and being vulnerable is almost just as bad as being weak. Letting out pain isn't worth it if it leaves me weak! I'd rather not!

[womensrightsstegosaurus]

Being vulnerable is something we all have to do at some point. We can't keep our feelings in, and quite frankly we shouldn't have to. Being able to be vulnerable in defiance what society has taught us about emotions is extremely brave, and a sign of strength. Weakness is not being able to meet a challenge, such as not being fit enough to run a 100m dash and win. However, it's not a moral flaw. Most of the people taking part in competitions are too weak to win, and that's just part of life. You don't have to be the best at everything to be worth knowing, or valid. Besides, the longer you keep it in, the harder it's going to get. If I've read the situation right, you haven't vented for a very long time, but now that things are falling apart it's incredibly hard not to. Eventually it's going to build up to the point where you melt down in public, which will have the consequences you're afraid of. At least in private it can be around people who won't judge you.

[abluehappyface]

But I'm not brave or strong! I'm just a weak little coward that's afraid of the stupidest of things! Me breaking down in public will only prove what's already true, even if I'm afraid of it happening!

[womensrightsstegosaurus]

I'm scared of the dark, shouting, and middle aged dudes that look a particular way. I'm also scared of needles, crowds and school auditoriums. Hell, I'm scared of schools in general. None of these are rational fears, but I have them anyway because of my experiences. That's just part of being human. I still face the dark, shouting, needles and crowds, though, despite being scared. That's what bravery actually is - the ability to do things despite being scared af. I think you fulfill that ideal. Also, if you weren't strong then you wouldn't have made it this far. From what I've seen, you have an abusive parent and a self-worth tied entirely to your academic performance. Neither of those things are easy to live with, and I speak from experience.

[abluehappyface]

But how do I fit that ideal!? I don't even know what I'm afraid OF!? I just do what I'm told and hope I don't do it wrong? That can't be what bravery is! That's not what bravery is depicted as!

Even if I made it this far, I don't want to go any further. I still don't think I was abused, and not everything was tied to me preforming. No it wasn't easy at a certain point, but now I SHOULD be fine! But for whatever stupid reason I'm not. Me and this tiny wreck of a body are anything but strong...

[reiny-korn]

Sorry, but I feel like I have to add

Suicidal toughts have been part of my life for a long time and I've even received Electro Convulsive Therapy for them and a few other things. I should be fine, right? I'm not. I still I have them. People say I'm srong and brave for going through my "journey" but I usually just feel small and pathetic for it. Through the years though, I learned that just going through suicidal thoughts, depression- any mental illness really, makes you stronger than you think. You might think that you're small and weak but you've build up such a barricades of reinforcements that if someone were to walk in your shoes, they wouldn't last two days. So take my word for it. You are strong. You are brave. And when you really see that, it'll give you some sence of twisted hope that will carry you day by day until you start feeling lighter and lighter.

Please try to reassure yourself and tell yourself that you are worth more than the stars in the sky even if you don't believe it. Just telling that to your conscious brain will make your unconscious brain do a double take and edge it to think differently.

I'm not saying this will solve all your proplems but it might just help, even if it's just a little

I hope this can mean something to you

[reiny-korn]

Messy character reference :)

[womensrightsstegosaurus]

The OC Noah's dating

[reiny-korn]

*exasperated blinking*

They are not dating yet.

[roughforest]

Oh please XD. Do you take us for fools?

[reiny-korn]

Nah, I take you for people who don't know the story yet ☞ ͡ ͡° ͜ ʖ ͡ ͡°)╭☞

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I was so tired that I fell asleep on my back. I guess that's what happens when you braid/knot 5 hours worth of pride choker

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Awanda and Noah the name stealer

I'm ded. This comic scene is growing :')

[reiny-korn]

Messy character reference :)

[womensrightsstegosaurus]

The OC Noah's dating

[reiny-korn]

*exasperated blinking*

They are not dating yet.

[starrrbitz-movedtonewblog]

Art With All My Green Supplies!!

Took a while, but after a lot of procrastinating, I have completed the next drawing in the monochrome challenge!!

After the yellow drawing, I was really excited to use green in a drawing, cause one, I tend to have a lot of greens, and two, depending on how much blue or yellow you add, or even brown or black, green can be a very versatile colour!! Contrary to belief, green CAN be a creative colour!

Naturally the first things that come to mind that are green are mostly found in nature: plants of all kind, trees and leaves, grass, moss, clovers, catic and succulents, most vegetables and even fruit!! The subject in this drawing a little green frog, with his caterpillar friend, going around collecting any veggies, fruits, and fresh herbs he finds.

Green for me personally can be a super relaxing color, so after finishing this drawing, I'm even more excited to move on to blue!

(Click image for better quality!)

[reiny-korn]

Some amazing arts~

[dankmemeuniversity]

[burnpygmalion]

why would you censor the ops name

[jerks-deactivated20200603]

women would flock to him otherwise

[roughforest]

I don’t even know what a Baja Blast is and I’d slide into his DMs and try to be friends

[reiny-korn]

Let's be real, this type of communism is dangerous.

[bodyglitter]

remember when guys genuinely got mad at girls for using the dog filter on snap and called them hoes

[gordonm99]

They are

[bodyglitter]

ik ur not talking with an anime icon

These are skdhusjauxusn

[gojurt]

i was looking at it on mobile and was extremely confused because i was reading that he had an anime profile picture but i couldnt tell what anime it was that would have this guy in it because to me the profile picture looked a bit like this

[reiny-korn]

I can confirm that blobfish-face is an important part of the anime community