Reiyu's Audinook

30yr/f/Pansexual 18+ Audio area no kids aloud!!! Commissions open for any audio you would like. Ask away.(thxs for Melle for the new Avatar pic)

[reiyusan]

What is sweet? Me or my voice :D

You silly 😋

[reiyusan]

Do you have a Twitter so I can follow you

Yuppers here yah go

Take a look at Reiyu (@Reiyu82761627): https://twitter.com/Reiyu82761627?s=09

[reiyusan]

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I wanted to do the audio for this piece i found on here it speaks to me cuz im going through a hard time too, im tired from my battles i have been going through this past year or more. I know i can do it… but it will take a while everyone need a break.

The original artist is deactivated but i will post thier name to credit them because i did not make this comic i just voiced it. Credits: Comic artist- tsketchbook Backround music-https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NaAm-rSyAVI

Thank you for your time everyone 

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[reiyusan]

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Merry Christmas Everyone i though i would do an Undertale Christmas audio :D had fun with this :D Also i did not create this comic i only recorded myself reading the comic thats it. Credit: Comic drew by: @paurachan http://paurachan.tumblr.com/post/153985879661/paurachan-today-is-valentines-day-and-everyone Music: Snowdin audio is owned by Toby Fox Thunder audio found here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-BOPr7NXME

[reiyusan]

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[seinheit]

WIG??

[reiyusan]

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singing He’s a tramp by Peggy lee sung in Lady and the tramp

[reiyusan]

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made a cover of Whatever Lola wants by Peggy Lee :P i love my oldies 

[reiyusan]

Hawt or nawt? Lol

Well when I finally get xsplit working anon you can catch me on Twitch and judge for yourself ;3. Fyi I'm an old 30 r old lol .....so ooooold lol.

[reiyusan]

Reiyu is most definately a Hot Lady. You Anons don't know what you're missing out on ;-3

Oh you ....thanks

[30knight]

a comic i did a while back but finally had the chance to scan and put out properly.

this comic makes me uncomfortable!;;;

just a personal take on sexual abuse, silencing, media vs. reality - and essentially why i think it’s bad and unhelpful to label anyone who’s sexually assaulted as inherently bad. (read the comic tho, obviously it’s not a good thing to do.)

bleh.

[reiyusan]

Hey sweetie I have been there... Its hard... And you free ...someone you trust to be a friend or someone you just meet... It messes with your head. Makes sex less desirable. Its prob the last thing I think about these days... Living with someone who's bf sexually abused me when I was high. They where too ...but I was blamed ...I was so hurt. Still am since he still comes over. Avoid as much as possible. Its hard to do anything when it's happening...you don't want to be rude or insult them... Then you start questioning yourself till you shutdown. Therapy helps for sure. As does mindfulness and meditation. And f u need a chat I'm usually always online lol.

[reiyusan]

so.... here is a thing

so ive been trying to motivate myself to do some Lets play with video and or do vlogs. I know how to stream on Youtube i just gotta figure out how to do it on Twitch... and moving my games to twitch if it is possible lol. chat later guys!!  please be kind to yourself and be well :)

[reiyusan]

Dirty 30!

AHHH ive hit there.... midnite has come so my birthday is over. Still enjoyed it, just took it easy really all day...did things ive been wanting to do, taking my time. got all that stuff that has been on my mind outta the way. 

lol yah it seems like i did nothing but chores, but its way better than running around lol. Thats all i do these days with appointments practially everyday. ugh.

Just gotta work on myself now. I only have one mind and body. I would rather get it fixed so i can get back to normal life stuff. Having an appointment as something maybe once a year  not a couple of times a week lol.

But Being 30 i still think the same but just thinking back to how my live has been in the last couple of years what ive experienced. Ive learned, things take time. Rushing only makes you have mistakes.

Ive learned:

I need to be Kind with myself.

I need to hold no judgement to myself or others.

I need to have Acceptance for who i am.

I need to have Patience with healing and getting better.

I need to show Curiosity for new things and try them.

I need to Trust myself more. 

Work on Non-Striving by Trying less and being more(still working on this lol)

Learning to just let go of the past and how things are and have been. 

Focus on the future and how to work towards growing old and maybe having kids one day. 

Im still learning im not perfect, no one is. In life mistakes are needed to be made inorder to learn. As we learn we get better in life by doing our best in ourself and being proud of who we are and all one has done to work hard at sucess.

blah lol ok nite guys Birthday is over gotta go edit my profile on here lol

[reiyusan]

movin it

so... today has progressed as it would slow... but unfortunately my body has been shaking all day. Im aware of it but my brain wont shut it off. Its kinda bugging me now cuz its like im vibrating constantly like im constant ringing from a message not answered. ugh... hopefully it calms down before i head to bed. nite guys

[reiyusan]

thxs

rock-hopperhazuki replied to your post: Was out last nite.

Maybe effects of PTSD? Maybe try to avoid these types of things until you aren’t so uncomfortable. Keep your friends/support group close and let them know how you’re feeling. Don’t do this alone. If you need to vent or just talk, try to do it. You can even come to me too. Just don’t bottle it all inside, k?

thanks dear, i thought i would be fine... it was just hard with all the strangers i didnt know, i donno it sucks why its so hard.*hugs tight*

[reiyusan]

Was out last nite.

Hey guys. So was out at a party last nite, data was down since i went to the max a few days ago so i figured i would socialize. It was fun played Foozeball with a friend. Beat his butt lol. Seen alot of old friends i havent seen in a while. Got Roped up a couple of times. But going into the nite before i was roped up a second time. I had a younger guy in the community talk to me a few times. I knew him for a while, didnt really have an interest in him, But he seemed to want to talk to me. But then i felt afraid. I knew he was harmless. But in general, i was scared to be touched by anyone i wasnt close and was good friends with. I was so scared, i never use to be like this. I was shaking, afraid that someone would touch me without consent. I felt so sensitive enough to cry. I had alot of food friend who where backup for me which helped me with a drunk old old  nilla guy its seemed. I just felt so uncomfortable. I was called by my Poly partner to tie me up with i was happy for but i was still uncomfortable being so out in the open for some reason. I felt my insides shake. My partner asked me if i was ok. It didnt occure to me he was talking about rope. But i told him i was scared. I was so scared. He told me not to worry. I knew i had friends to take care of me but i couldnt shake this feeling inside me.  The feeling that someone could just come up and touch me without asking makes me very uncomfortable. While i was getting tired i couldnt help but tence up, fidjeting my toes around the chair i sat in, breathing constantly to calm down. It wasnt working. I just couldnt calm down. After i was tired he told me he would untie me before he went out for a smoke and didnt want anything bad to happen if he would have left me(which i know he wouldnt) . I was so relieved to hear that i cried, i told him i didnt want anything bad to happen and be touched by anyone. I was so overly sensitive i dont know why. That younger guy came up and talked to me before he left saying i was pretty and cute and wanted to talk at coffee, i was feeling like i was gonna cry but he finished his confersation saying he would see me at coffee meet up and left. i wanted to hide away, i felt so vulnerable to everyone at that moment. Maybe being roped up sent me into Subspace and made me very senstive. I dont know. But i didnt mind the rope but i dont now why i felt so uncomfortable around people ive seen before.  Blah, sorry to ramble. Gonna head off Chat later guys.

[reiyusan]

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