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Wow I want to destroy my physical form (this is not me saying I’m going to SH or commit I’m just sad and I hate myself and my body)

lostsoulserenity

i want to rip every inch of fat off my body

feral-ballad

Louise Glück, From Descending Figure; “Epithalamium”

konoko

looks like it's time to isolate myself from everyone

gravestonesundertheocean

Tumblr definitely wouldn't delete our blogs if we just called it all "intermittent fasting" "keto" or a "special diet" just saying

anarchy---boy

paediatrically approved starvation diet for a 'short period'™

Well my body has decided it wants to yak both before and after food so that’s fun. No solution just vom

#ana tingz #anareksja #tw ed stuff #disordered eating tw #low cal ana #ed food journal #caloric restriction #tw ed mention #eating disoder thoughts #ed food diary

recoverr-a-deactivated20210530

[ wraps you up in warm blankets in front of a nice fireplace, gives you ur favorite drink & gently kisses ur forehead ] keep going!!! keep going!!! i love u!!!

ojibwa

no more recovery im going to walk into the ocean and turn into sea foam

angry-eevee

adult life might be full of pain and suffering but at least we dont have to do PE anymore

unhappydiaries

the fact that people can see me makes me kinda uncomfortable not gonna lie

My net was like 900 after the other day being 200 I hate it here

God I hate my body. I feel trapped in it. I won’t stop until I’m bones again. I can’t. I literally can’t.

#ana tingz #anareksic #anareksja #tw ed stuff #notprojusttags #disordered eating tw #low cal ana #ed food journal #caloric restriction #tw ed mention

Splurged on a cookie and frappe today 😭

My goal is to be 155 by my dance recital. It’s filmed and to be FRANK if anyone sees my whale ass loping around on video I’m just offing myself (this is a joke I am not actively suicidal). Then by next semesters musical or recital I want to be 120 or less.