Hi I really haven't been active but did you delete Black Butlers discord? Because I can't find it, if you did that fine, I'm just wondering since I haven't been around lately
Hi there! In short, yes I did!
I've been meaning to put something up on my blog about this for awhile now, and just haven't gotten around to it, so I'll just take this as an opportunity to explain a bit about it.
I loved being in the Kuro fandom, and I loved talking to others I met through this blog and the years I had that server- but it was also a constant reminder sitting there of some of the worst life experiences I had gone through and was going through, so it didn't seem worth it anymore to keep the server up when my interest in Kuro died down almost completely anyways. It took a lot of time for me to think on it before I decided that it would be best for me to let it go, and to step away from something I didn't much care for anymore that ultimately brought back bad memories and kept me from growing as a person. I was constantly engrossed in it, and it was bad on my mental health.
It might not seem like a big thing, but there was a lot I was letting go of. And it gave me the space to be happy again. I'm in such a good place in my life, living with my partners, caring for our rats, making life plans I never thought possible. I have the freedom to focus my attention on things that are actually important to me now.
Kuro will always hold a special place in my heart, as it's been a source of comfort for many years. But it's also the root of a lot of toxicity, and it's just not a place I care to spend my time anymore. I've been able to grow and heal, and freeing myself of things holding me back from doing that (Kuro heavily included) has helped a lot.
So for those that are expecting me to come back at the same frequency I was active before, I'm sorry to say that I don't really see that happening. I'll probably keep my blog up, but as far as actively posting theories, etc., I won't be doing those things anymore.
Thank you to everyone who has enjoyed my content, interacted with me, and even spoken to me directly throughout my time here. I'm sorry to have to go, but I'm leaving a much happier, better version of myself. Take care, all ♡