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I haven't felt the need to use this in so fucking long. But I'm feeling shit again but I don't want to talk to anyone about it. I just want to cry and not do a single thing. But people keep asking me to do things and when I say no I'm asked again. And again. And again. And I'm tired of saying I don't want to do things just because I don't want to, and being asked to give a more adequate excuse. I just don't WANT to. I don't want to do anything. I want to be left alone. I want to cry and just be left alone.

I’m hoping to break the habit.

thegoodvybe

I sometimes believe that I'd be a much happier person if I just stopped caring.

#Sad #Why do I bother #Hate #Unhappy

When a home..isn’t a home.

My house doesn’t feel like my home anymore. I feel like a guest, and I wouldn’t even say a welcome one. I’ve reached that point in my life where it’s now my ‘mum’s house’ and it’s no longer ‘ours’. But when I think about it, it never really felt like my home. It was always ‘my house, my rules’, or ‘ you’ll be going to university soon’, and now: ‘you’re at university’. My room is the only place that I feel comfortable, but you barge in here accusing me of things, calling me ‘callous’ and a ‘bitch’. Don’t taint my safe place. Don’t turn it into just another room for you to outlet your anger. This is my room, this is all I have here anymore.

#goinghome #university #House #notmyhome #safe place #anger