Your friendly neighborhood yaoi obsessed bestie, really don't know what I'm doing here; will probs just dump my thoughts on my latest or reoccurring obsessions. Reo and Tohma are my fave bottom babies rn, will die for them, More about blog in pinned.
Frequently depressed uni student, aspiring author, beginner artist and anime addict.
Insterests: Yaoi cocaine, shonen and sports anime, fanfics, books, fictional taboo content etc. Block me if you don't fuck with shit like age gaps, noncon/dubcon, shota and incest. You can have your limits, don't make it my issue.
Minors dni you will be blocked.
All time ships I'm constantly obsessed with: Nagireo, Jintohma, Bakudeku, Goyuu, Nicest/Niceling, Okumuracest and Rontoto.
Current media obsessions: Blue Lock, Tokyo debunker, To Be Hero X, Link Click, Blue Exorcist and Wistoria: wand and Sword.
tohma countdown art i started yesterday^^ im going by Japan time, so his birthday will technically start may 30th 4:00 GMT+1 (my timezone!), so if you're confused that's why akdjs
Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice shame on me.
Tohma should have realized that that text hadn’t been from Alan. Leo had fooled him again.
His nails dug into his palms as he watched Leo’s silver head bob up and down over Alan’s lap in the front seat of the car.
Leo was in the passenger seat, Tohma’s seat, leaning over to suck off Alan.
Tohma’s Alan.
Not Tohma’s Alan.
Not anymore.
It was Tohma’s fault for leaving. He couldn’t blame Alan for moving on. But Leo? Of all people? Alan was too straight forward, wouldn’t be able to see that Leo was using him, manipulating him. Leo had made sure Tohma would be here to see, probably knew Tohma was watching, but he couldn’t look away.
Tohma tried to steady his breathing, he could see Alan’s lips move, his hand stroked Leo’s head.
He was probably begging Leo to let him do something for him. Alan never could sit still and let someone just pleasure him for very long without reciprocating.
Leo sat up, pulling his mouth off Alan’s cock and started wriggling out of his pants.
The little bastard better have prepped himself ahead of time or he was in for a rough ride. Alan was big, so big, used to fill Tohma up so good.
Alan’s big hands stroked Leo’s back, leaning in to whisper in his ear as Leo lowered himself onto Alan’s lap. Once again taking Tohma’s seat.
He didn’t need to hear through the sound proofing to know what Alan was whispering.
“Careful, go slow, don’t want to hurt you.”
Tohma gritted his teeth as he pictured the way Alan’s massive cock was splitting open that little bitch twinks ass.
Leo wrapped his arms around Alan’s neck, burying his face in his chest as he slowly sank lower.
Then they kissed,
Tohma’s heart wrenched. The kiss was almost worse than everything else, more intimate, but he couldn’t tear his eyes away as they made out while Leo adjusted to Alan’s cock inside of him.
Alan’s gentle lips, his soft careful, deliberate kisses. Tohma pressed a hand to his lips, remembering when he’d kissed Alan goodbye.
Tohma had tried moving on from Alan, but sometimes, on days where Jin was particularly cruel or difficult, Tohma would imagine it was Alan who had him pinned down to the bed.
The little rat bastard was bouncing on Alan’s lap now. Alan had that serious focused look he always got when he was working on something, when he wanted to perform a task to the best of his ability.
Tohma wanted to believe Alan would think of him, but he knew Alan wasn’t that crass. He focused 110% on his partner, the only thing on his mind right now was how to best pleasure Leo.
At least he couldn’t hear their sounds through the soundproofing of the car.
“Don’t say his name.” Tohma found himself repeating over and over. “Please don’t call his name.”
He remembered Alan’s breath tickling his ear as he panted, Tohma, Tohma, over and over.
Alan pulled Leo off his cock, and sent him clambering over the center console into the back seat before climbing over after him. Alan liked it back there better, liked having more control to pleasure his partner. Leo was about to get railed face down in the back seat. Alan’s hands would be gently caressing his back, running up and down his spine, whispering softly “stop me if I hurt you.” “Does it feel good?” “Fuck you’re doing so well.”
The car started to rock.
Tohma slumped to the ground, squeezing his eyes shut. Remembering when it was him in that back seat, Alan’s body bearing down on his, filling him, fucking him, loving him.
Alan had been in love, and Tohma had left for ambition.
Tohma deserved this.
But Leo didn’t deserve Alan.
Alan didn’t deserve to be toyed with by Leo.
Angry. Frustrated. Sad.
Tohma slowly slipped out of the Vagastrom yard.
He tapped out a message on his phone.
“We need to talk.”
***
Leo sauntered into the empty classroom with a smug grin on his face.
“Enjoy the show?” He taunted.
Tohma shut the door behind him and locked it. Removing his monocle he tucked it in his jacket pocket.
“Ooo am I supposed to be scared?” Leo giggled. “Here to give me a stern…”
Tohma grabbed Leo by the shoulders, forcing his tongue into Leo’s mouth. Kissing the lips Alan kissed, licking the tongue that had caressed Alan’s cock.
Leo jerked his head back, breaking the kiss. “What the fuck you freak!” He tried to take a step back but Tohma pressed him up against the wall, placing his hand on Leo’s throat.
“Did you gag when you sucked him?” Tohma’s voice was calm, but he was anything but.
“Looking for details? You’re pathetic.” Leo sneered.
Tohma’s hand carefully tightened around Leo’s throat. “He hates it when you gag, you know, considers it causing his partner trouble. I could swallow his cock without choking once, did you?” His grip tightened further.
“Pervert.” Leo rasped as Tohma’s hand tightened.
“You’re the one who invited me.” Tohma released his hold on Leo’s throat, letting him gasp in air again.
“You’re so obsessed with our past, because part of you knows if I ever went back to him he’d take me back in a heartbeat.” Tohma roughly began undressing Leo as the other man struggled against him. “Everything he did to you today he’s already done to me, you’re just second place, a consolation prize.” He growled against Leo’s ear.
“Fucking let go of me!” Leo hissed. He was so small, so weak, so easy for Tohma to handle. He pressed Leo to his chest, one arm wrapped around him easily keeping his arms pinned. With his free hand Tohma fastened a chastity cage to Leo’s penis.
“You fucking degenerate piece of shit.” Leo spat and struggled.
Did Alan like that about Leo? How slight, slender and light he was? So easy to lift and pin down?
Tohma bound Leo’s wrists behind his back with his tie before bending the smaller ghoul over a desk.
“Three eyed freak, are you really this desperate?” Leo sneered.
“I can’t go back to Alan.” Tohma ran his hands over Leo’s ass, “He cares too much, and I can’t lead him on like that. He deserves better than the likes of us.” He slid a finger between Leo’s cheeks, pressing against his tight pucker. “Did you make him cum?”
“Of course I did!” Leo’s voice was smug but Tohma caught the moment’s hesitation.
Tohma smirked as he rubbed circles around Leo’s rim. “You couldn’t could you? To worried about hurting you wasn’t he?”
Alan focused on his partner first, there were plenty of times where he didn’t end up finishing. But Tohma felt a smug sense of superiority that Leo hadn’t been able to get him off their first time together.
Tohma knelt behind Leo, spreading his hole open with his fingers he pressed his tongue inside. This was the hole Alan had fucked mere hours ago. If he couldn’t suck Alan’s cock anymore he could lick where it had been.
“You pathetic desperate fuck!” Leo cursed and squirmed.
Tohma couldn’t disagree, but he also couldn’t stop.
Tohma ran his tongue along the rim that Alan had penetrated, licked the walls that had squeezed around Alan’s cock.
“Fuck were you this desperate for attention?” Leo mocked as Tohma fucked him with his tongue. “What kind of depraved slut gets off on fucking with his ex’s new boy toy?”
Drool ran down Tohma’s chin as he feasted on Leo’s ass, letting Leo’s insults roll off of him.
Tohma reached around to feel Leo’s cock straining against the cage, unable to get fully erect.
“Speaking of desperate for attention.” Tohma chided as he stopped to breathe. He inserted his fingers curling them and caressing Leo’s prostate. “How many men have fucked this filthy little whore hole?”
“You cunt.” Leo snapped, then moaned as Tohma’s fingers curled and caressed inside him, his cock angry, red and straining, but the cage kept his cock forced down.
“I know what kind of scams you run, how many times have you had to follow through and let them fuck you?” Tohma started undoing his pants.
“What’s Alan gonna say when he finds out about this? Or your ice prince for that matter?” Leo spat.
“Who are they going to believe, me or you?” Tohma took his cock in his hand, lining it up to Leo’s hole. “Are they going to believe the faithful, trusted friend they’ve known for years or the known attention seeking liar?”
Tohma roughly shoved the head of his cock in, grabbing Leo’s hips, pulling him backwards onto his cock.
Leo gave a shriek of pain as Tohma forced his way in.
“You’d think with all the traffic you get back here you’d take a cock more easily.” Tohma chided.
“Burn in hell.” Leo panted, groaning as Tohma started thrusting into him hard and fast.
“You are the lowest form of trash.” Tohma whispered in Leo’s ear as he railed his ass. “Do you know how devastated Alan would be if he knew you made me watch today?” He reached down to squeeze Leo’s balls until he cried out. “Spineless scum.”
Hands still tied. Leo whimpered and moaned on Tohma’s cock.
“Listen to you moaning like a whore after acting like you didn’t want it. Any cock will do for you won’t it?” Tohma panted.
“Bastard.” Leo spat.
Tohma slammed into Leo’s prostate over and over, making the smaller man arch his back and scream.
Precum leaked from the tip of Leo’s forced flaccid cock, dripping down the rings of the cage.
“Take it off.” Leo whined.
“Not a chance.” Tohma shot back.
“Please, fuck, please!” Leo’s whines turned to begging. “Can’t come like this.”
“That is the point.” Tohma snickered, getting off on Leo’s distress. “You are a useless, scheming whore, and you don’t deserve Alan.”
Tohma pulled out, he flipped Leo over to face him and forced him down to his knees, it only took a couple more pumps of his cock and Tohma was coming, covering Leo’s face in thick ropes of cum. He wiped off his tip against Leo’s lips before tucking himself back in his pants.
“Son of a bitch, fucking son of a bitch.” Leo cursed and muttered over and over, futilely squirming his hips.
Tohma turned to head toward the door.
“Where do you think you’re going? Untie me!” Leo shouted after him.
“The knot’s not that tight, you’ll figure it out eventually.” Tohma smiled as he stepped out the door locking it behind him.
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If I don't get these cards I'm actually tracking down the devs to take their families hostage bcuz my losing streak these past months has to be some sort of conspiracy to keep me away from him!?!! He's so pretty oh my god ಥ‿ಥ His eyes are always so stunning when they glow *sob*
