I’m sick of not shifting….
I think a lot of ppl think of shifting (and manifesting) as not the physical thing but as the feeling they get in the end, and that’s just not what I want. I want to actually physically experience it. I don’t want to live in the end to the point of when it comes I don’t need it. I want to want something and have it. And ppl act like u can do that. But when I’ve actually talked to them it’s just some type of loa (affirming and acting as if or treating like an order coming). They say ur in control but to ignore ur 3d. If I was truly in control I should want something in my 3d and then it be there a split second later. But ppl like to argue against this and say that if that’s how reality worked than every thought would immediately materialize making the 3d highly unstable, that’s why repetition is needed. But then why when I repeat an affirmation over and over again or truly beleive something it still doesn’t materialize in the 3d. It’s just annoying to me that I’ve tried to apply everything I’ve been told but it just doesn’t work like they say. (This isn’t an assumption I made before I did it. I would do the methods fully believing they’d work and then they still didn’t). And then I’m told to not listen to other ppl’s advice. But bro I’m just fucking sick of it I can’t get back to where I didn’t hear this advice. And still when I do stuff I want to do it doesn’t materialize. Like bro they say “do what you want” but all I want is for shit to be in the 3d I don’t care what will get me there as long as it does, but the only fucking advice is to not care abt ur 3d. If I don’t care abt my 3d than I wouldn’t shift or manifest id just live whatever fucking life I live and day dream.
If u read all of that, thank you. And if u have any advice please give it.
Except I’d really appreciate that if u fundamentally disagree with my lived experience please don’t comment, I’ll delete it.














