Ren

Don't let no body fucking tell you how to live your life. Just a lost girl with hopeless dreams. Sometimes you don't realize your addicted until you try to stop...

[thechanelmuse]

Oh. My. Damn.

[thabootyscholar]

He did this……in J E A N S

[thechanelmuse]

He didn’t even look at the fucking rim…

[ren17s-blog]

Damn son

[ren17s-blog]

Me: [doesn't realize or recognize the severity of the situation I'm in]

Everyone: wow u are so chill about everything

Me, definitely dissociating: lol yeah I just roll with the punches I guess

[quotethatshow]

[ren17s-blog]

I’m not even worth the air I breath, I’m not even worth your time, I’m a waste of space and I don’t belong here .. so goodbye ~ Serenity S

[ren17s-blog]

Everyday in a dark world. Looking around thinking to yourself what have I done,why am I here will I be missed or will they not care. Thinking about how it's all your fault all the pain you feel is because of you. Everyday the weight gets heavier holding you down so you can't get back up. After so long you finally give up. In this dark world all you gotta say is I'm sorry for ever living. It's too late for your help. I'm sorry is all you say. They deny your apology saying it's not your fault in the end you already know that it's not even worth fighting for because if they were really your friend they would have backed you up but everyone's changed and its your fault. It's not the way you think it is, is all they say but you know they aren't trying to help you but only themselves. Fake a smile everyday walking along in shame. Long sleeved shirts is all you wear, no body cares, covers your arms for them not to see but finally you realize no one looks at you anyways. No body cares about you at all. So now you say I'm sorry for it all.~Serenity Scott

[ren17s-blog]

You can't gain back respect when you've completely lost it from your actions, you can't expect me to trust you when you've done things that make me stop trusting you. You can't get back love when you broke down the one who you raised to be loving. You can't forgive when the words said are equivalent to the feeling of knives digging into your body. You can't live when the person who you thought cared about you killed you.~ Serenity S

[ren17s-blog]

"It's all over now, what's the point in trying when nothing even is worth giving time for. Once i lost you I lost my value I lost my purpose. My purpose... Did I even have a purpose. Each day has turned into a burden not even something I look forward to, they say live each day as your last, but I'm starting to think that day will soon come. I'm slipping away from who I was, who I wanted to be but I'm no one without you." ~ Serenity S

[ren17s-blog]

Everyday waking in fear Oh dear your mother would say to you It's only school I'll be here with you Walking the halls Head down in shame One move And trigger a bomb Laughing Not with you But at you Every day You walk in shame Hopeless And Slipping away. ~Serenity S

[ren17s-blog]

“Words have been spoken hearts are now broken Nothing left but a battle of emotions ~ Serenity S"

[ren17s-blog]

Music isn’t a sound, it isn’t a noise. But it’s a voice inside your head that can bring you somewhere that you feel free. Free of society tearing you away from what truly means something. Everyday our voice is placed upon a screen. Everywhere you walk there is no talk. Just fingers tapping silently and softly. ~Serenity S

[ren17s-blog]

Taking away what means something, reaching out for someone but no one is there because they’ve been taken into the darkness of our creation. ~Serenity S