[renkith]

── .✦ AMONG THE FALLEN PETALS …

… lies a creature stitched from fragments of broken wings, blood-caked and torn white lace, coated in pristine wool : kai ⋆ twentytwo ⋆ she ﾉ they ⋆ 夢女子

when gossamer wings crumble under fate’s weight, let me be the one to cushion your fall. links ⊹ . ݁˖ daily clicks ⋆ intro ⋆ heartkeepers

currently: actively bladeposting… (◜ᴗ◝)

more things to know before following under the cut (*´ー｀*) please give it a read! i promise it won’t take too long heheh ♡

before you follow…

this is a side blog… follows, asks, etc will come from @papilionie !!

this blog is my personal and occasionally yumeshipping diary. contains nsfw + dark content. minors and ageless blogs kindly dni!

renkith is where inane musings and honeyed tales lies, tucked safe under the pillows which only 18+ friends are allowed to peek at! if you’re either a minor or didn’t put your age somewhere in your blog, i must kindly ask you to leave ^_^;

i am a yumejoshi! and that means i will occasionally share my delusional daydreams when i’m not feeling shy about them! currently selfshipping with: blade (renkai) and to a quieter extent, choso (chai) .. 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯

i’m ok with sharing f/o’s! (^з^)-☆ it makes me happy to see how loved they are and the happiness they bring you! ♥︎

i take a while (sometimes never…) to respond to asks. it’s not you it’s me okay!! ;;;w;; if there’s anything you need to say, you may dm me or ask for discord! i think i respond faster that way…

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[recoverr-deactivated20250621]

i don't know who needs to hear this, but guilt, self-hatred and shame are not sustainable sources of growth and healing. you can't hate yourself into feeling better, or being better. you can't repeatedly punish yourself for your flawed humanity and expect wholesome results.

[renkith]

actually this song might b the ultimate fit for the au hebdfksnsnx because of the prblematic *** ***

[yingtan]

PURSUIT OF JADE 逐玉 (2026) — Who am I? Fan Changyu.

[divineparahdox]

This is who I am

[primulaceas]

Eileen Myles, “Peanut Butter.” I Must Be Living Twice: New and Selected Poems 1975 - 2014

My Love, Don't Cross That River (2013) dir. Jin Mo-young

Han Kang, “White Hair.” The White Book (translated by Deborah Smith)

Marguerite Duras, The Lover (translated by Barbara Bray)

[nixscriptum]

[rusted-light-deactivated2026042]

[kosmogrl]

I’m gonna hold your beautiful thighs when I say this…

[renkith]

totally not related to last post i jst want to show how cutieful this bra is,,,,

the heart shaped adjuster thingy T////T BWAH

[renkith]

wearing cute undies for **** *****

[blizzardlyy]

“ would you mind sitting a little closer ? ”

“ uhm but only because i love you so much ”

baby’s first ever comm waahhh i am so excited and happy and !!!!! i can’t even describe this feeling (ˊ•͈ ◡ •͈ˋ) art credits go to the amazing @/stoopidkiki on insta !!!! it was such a pleasure working with her and i had the best experience for my first comm i highly recommend her <3

bonus is the scene that popped into my head when i first saw follo’s expression (˶˃𐃷˂˶)

[renkith]

on my bajillionth cigarette today trying to make a sensical self-insert lore 🚬🚬🚬 do u think hsrverse has room for one conceptual world and about two made up planets

[renkith]

blade groaning..,,,,,

[perriaeyjeve]

[starbuck]

me analyzing my favorite characters:

[tabicoeur]

HAPPY RENKAI RABU (wednesday in indonesian) & 3 YRS!!!!

EXT . ROOFTOP, FIRE ESCAPE LANDING — NIGHT

a city night’s hum below / neon bleeding up the brick / an empty bottle tipped on its side / pale light kissing skin. BLADE leans back against the railing with his legs sprawled and his leather jacket slipping off one shoulder, a cigarette burning lazy between two fingers, while KAI is tucked warm against his side, head on his shoulder and a little loose from the wine, watching the smoke curl up into the dark. she tilts her face up to him--big, kind eyes, no words--and her gaze drifts from the cigarette to his mouth and back again.

BLADE (amused and fond) yeah?

he offers it down to her and she reaches, hesitates, fingertips brushing his without quite taking it, and watches his little love for a beat. reads her.

BLADE (CONT'D) (privately smiling) c’mere.

he takes a slow drag himself, ember flaring bright, then sets the cigarette aside and tips her chin up with two fingers, his thumb rests at her jaw as he leans in and parts her lips with his own, exhaling gently into her mouth. she breathes it in and holds, a little dizzy and a lot in love. when the smoke is let go of, it ghosts up in warm wisps between them, his thumb stroking once across her cheek.

BLADE (CONT'D) (against her mouth) sweet girl.

+ extras that didn’t fit in the mb but are recent fave additions to my renkai board :<