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if I could draw it’d be over for you all

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JUST TWISTING THE KNIFE

ok like. its all tangled up again but !! its hopeful that he is trying to untangle AS LONG AS HE DOESNT GO BACK TO THE DAMN TIGHTROPE

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Inspirational talk. But please just ignore me if you are busy.

*** Thank you so much for deciding to write about Ume!!!

I saw your post about your writing block. I wish I could have sent this to you earlier. Just wanted to share this with you if it’s not too late.

Ume is thick-headed. I’d give him that.

I’ve been trying to imagine all possible ways to turn on an angst opportunity for a fic with him. And I know if it doesn’t involve an earthquake to his core beliefs, superficial threats will never hurt enough to pierce through. Oddly enough, my motivation comes from trying to understand Ume better each day through his morale challenges. Challenges incur tension, and we know full well that no matter how long and painful it takes to achieve, Ume would always find a way turn things around to the point of inclusion in the end. That’s why it’s been so hard to even gather ideas of his weakness (except for being a softie for love and peace), before I can move on to find ways to break him, and then piece him back together with love.

So what can we go at? Maybe self-guilt? At those uncontrollable things which with all ideals he believes he has full control in? Or all people’s love and peace which he wholeheartedly thinks he can hustle and bustle day in and out for, but only to find himself feeling totally wrong about wanting to be selfish for once? What will that look like in his adulthood?

Remember the time when Takiishi and him talked right before their showdown on the roof? Ume blamed himself for causing the outcome, which was the massive chaos in town that day because he chose not to go after Takiishi and Endo years ago when the two decided to leave Furin. The process of reconciliation, of course, was fight and talk. Things looked all good again? But was it really a happy ending? Or has it been his “I’ve seen it all” years that trained him to only strive for the bright side? How would he handle betrayal? Or can’t he just ignore things like that for once?

Oh well. It frustrates me when I caught myself recalling his extraordinary capability in handling being a big bro and a lover so well at the same time. Never miss a beat, does he? Oh well. I’m so weak for him again.

With all being said, I know a good story goes a long way. And fanfics come to form because we never want to give up our feelings for them…

“My boyfriend is so alive around me”

“ I just know my boyfriend so well 😏”

Okay enough of my babbling.

Here is something for you:

Growth Theory - album by Younha (2024). Rock Ballads.

I think this album belongs to Ume.

I almost see a scene of him in every song.

This album is on heavy rotation on days I miss him.

Coincidentally the album means well for him, too.

I don’t speak or understand Korean… but I sort to listen in for the vibe so I can feel a scene out of it. I might sometimes look up the lyrics to see if my imagination match what the actual song talks about.

And I do that a lot to find inspiration. So, the conclusion is… thank you for listening. I hope it was interesting enough to help you move an inch closer to passing your writing block. (Smiling sheepishly)

ok im in awe of the dedication it takes to write a character analysis like this. <3333

the thought I was going with was a second chance romance, where Ume originally broke up with reader so as to not "hold them back" when he started to realize they might give up college to stay in Malachi with him... not that the reader ever actually knew the reasoning!

I have some stuff planned out, but I'm an elementary teacher in June (every day is a fight for survival) and Im also planning one of my bff's bachelorette trip!

in conclusion, Ume is The Man and I will revisit his character shortly!

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just bought wbk vol 21 and gachiakuta vol 10 at the same time and the dichotomy of the covers is like. insane.

on one hand we have baby faced sakura looking at a sparkler in complete wonderment and whimsy

and on the other we have zodyl death staring the audience.

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maybe the reason I can’t focus on writing is because I’ve been playing a lethal amount of palia on switch

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sometimes I forget I can be in my own little bubble but I just saw a post on facebook about the next town over doing something h*mophobic and it made me realize I need to be explicitly clear that this is a safe space and everyone is welcome to be who they are as long as that involves being kind to others

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ok wait I had a plot for a haikyuu fic on my other blog but now im thinking about changing it to a multi part Ume fic omfg

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how do we feel about an exes to lovers, single mom!reader, rediscovering a found family, learning that two things can be true, finding the value of self worth, hajime umemiya is The Only Man Ever, multiple part slowburn fic

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ok after like four different attempts to plot this I think I've finally settled on an idea I like

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new ume fic premise. he goes to furin with two goals: unite the school to protect the town and prove to you that he’s worth it. even if the latter takes longer than predicted.

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started to write this and then immediately was distracted by another fic idea and then because I live in a FRIENDS situation one of my closest friends who lives across the hall came over

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ch 218 has crushed my soul and now i’m just screaming

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new ume fic premise. he goes to furin with two goals: unite the school to protect the town and prove to you that he’s worth it. even if the latter takes longer than predicted.

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So, Wind Breaker is rioting in my brain.

Oh, what it is to be loved by Hajime Umemiya. A man who didn’t expect to fall in love the way he did and was ready to hand you the sun and moon even before he realized how utterly doomed he was.

A man who isn’t afraid to show you, the town, or the world just how closely you hold his heart in the palm of your hand. Umemiya loved loudly. So loudly that it only took one look at the hopelessly soft look on his face for even strangers to understand what he felt for you.

There was no doubting his love. Not when he said it so often it slipped from his lips as naturally as breathing. Not when he showed it in every little thing he did. Not when Umemiya craved your presence like it was something vital to him, something necessary.

He’d complain dramatically to his friends if he hadn’t seen you in more than four hours, slumping against them with a deep sigh like he’d been abandoned for years instead of an afternoon. The boys of Bofurin had long since learned to ignore it, though they still teased him relentlessly for how whipped he was.

And God, he was.

Umemiya loved with his entire body, his entire soul. There was no hesitance in it, no uncertainty. When he looked at you, it was with the quiet certainty of a man who had already decided: this is it. This is the person I’ll spend the rest of my life loving.

He’s the type to unconsciously search for you in every room he walks into, eyes immediately softening the second they land on you. The type to always keep a hand on you, somehow, your waist, your shoulder, your fingers hooked together, because it reminds him you’re really here.

And Hajime Umemiya is not a subtle man.

He’ll kiss you in the middle of conversations because he felt like it. He’ll grin at you from across the street like you personally hung the stars above. He’ll proudly introduce you to anyone and everyone with that bright laugh of his, arm slung around your shoulders as if loving you is the greatest accomplishment of his life.

Maybe it is.

Because Umemiya, for all his strength, loves with a frightening tenderness. The kind that shows itself in quiet moments more than grand gestures. In the way he remembers every little thing you mention offhandedly. In how he instinctively shields you from the rain with his own body before even thinking about himself. In how he always saves the last bite for you, despite whining dramatically about wanting it moments before.

He loves like someone who spent so much of his life carrying the weight of others that finally being allowed to lean into someone else feels sacred.

There are nights where he simply looks at you with this indescribably soft expression, thumb brushing over your knuckles while you talk about something completely mundane, and you realize he’s not even listening anymore. Just staring. Just thinking about how lucky he got. And when you ask him what that look is for, he only smiles that warm, boyish, devastatingly kind smile.

“Nothing,” he says, voice full of too much affection to mean the word at all. “Just thinking about how I’m gonna marry you someday.”

As if it’s already decided. As if there was never another possible outcome for him besides loving you for the rest of his life.

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writer's block feel like running headfirst into a brick wall every time I open my laptop

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ok wait I had a plot for a haikyuu fic on my other blog but now im thinking about changing it to a multi part Ume fic omfg

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how do we feel about an exes to lovers, single mom!reader, rediscovering a found family, learning that two things can be true, finding the value of self worth, hajime umemiya is The Only Man Ever, multiple part slowburn fic

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ok wait I had a plot for a haikyuu fic on my other blog but now im thinking about changing it to a multi part Ume fic omfg

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Hi Sunnie! I just wanted to tell you how much l love your writings. You are such a master in building up scenes filled with inner feelings of the characters! So natural, intimate that made my heart pound out of my chest every time! Of course.. I’m here for Ume… but the one you have just posted for Sakura is equally immersive! I especially enjoy your long stories. Thank you for the great work!

I have SUCH a hard time writing scenes that don't have a hidden depth because these characters are originally written with good backstories/personalities/other stuff I can't put into words!

also who doesn't love Ume he's the sweetest sweet sweetheart

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