ALIAS INVESTIGATIONS.

What if the devil actually did make you do it? Even if you could prove it, would people ever forgive what you did? Could you ever forgive yourself?

[repressfeelings]

REPRESSFEELINGS: independent, mutual exclusive jessica jones from marvel. influenced by mcu & 616.  highly headcanon-based. canon divergent. multi-verse, multi-ship, and crossover/oc friendly. a study in: childhood trauma, surviving mind control, five years lost, PTSD, the unlikely hero, anger issues, impulse control, colorful language, and alcoholism. loved by ash. she/her. est. thirty+. carrd. promo.

blogroll: natasha romanoff / @madeofmarblex (medium activity) jessica jones / @repressfeelings (medium activity)

[melodramatic-murmurs]

really craving that handsy, greedy, cant-get-enough-of-you making out rn. hands roaming all over each other. lips kissing and sucking and softly nipping every bit of exposed skin. grinding against each other desperately. soft little whines and moans and gasps. pressed so tight against each other that not even a sheet of paper could be squeezed between our bodies. feeling the hunger and need with every kiss, every touch. i want, dear goodness - i want.

[repressfeelings]

@eyeccndy pressed the heart!

she was well aware of who was lurking over her shoulder but to be honest, jessica couldn't care less. her eyes never leaving the tv hanging on the wall to even glance the brunette's way. "i don't do the hero for hire bull shit and something tells me you're not looking to hire a pi."

[rpmusings-galore]

                                    i am destroying myself so other people can’t 

                                               &&  it’s the worst kind of control 

                                          ——— but it’s the only form i know 

[alwaysxinxtrouble]

A hand raised to knock, only to drop back to his side. It had been a moment he had been avoiding for months. Surviving a building collapsing on him, crawling onto the beach, and coming back from a short coma followed by recovering from a long list of grievous injuries…all of it seemed like child’s play compared to the daunting moment before him. Matthew raised his hand again, lips pressing into a thin line while he listened to the familiar heartbeat on the other side of the door. He wondered if this effort was even worth it, if she would care he was alive instead of dead.

“Fuck it.” A quick rap on the door and he took a small step back, pulling down his hood to expose his face entirely as the door opened before him. In his hands was the length of scarf he had taken from her months ago to use as a mask and now…

“Hey…ugh…this is kinda yours.” Lame, Murdock.

[repressfeelings]

it's clear for a moment that she struggling internally with making a decision between hitting him and not hitting him. this can be seen from the hand by her side clenching and then unclenching. said hand is outstretched to take the scarf in question, holding it for a moment as she moves to step to the side allowing him access through the door.

internally, jessica is struggling with finding joy that someone she'd considered a friend isn't as dead as she believed. those emotions are there, struggling to make it to the top. she'd hoped this day would come, especially in the weeks that had followed their adventure.

"and the long stretch of time it took you to come see me was from you being unable to part with my scarf? it would have been nice to know you were not dead."

[repressfeelings]

@pcraspcra pressed the heart!

there's a hint of amusement as she looks him over before opening her mouth, clearly not filtering her thoughts. "do you ever think about hiding the arm?" her head nodding to the metal in question.

[repressfeelings]

@contritioned pressed the heart!

her nose crinkles for a moment, considering her options carefully, and then, slowly (as if it physically pains her to do so) she decides to sit the second glass down in front of him. she fills her own and then his, placing the bottle down before making her way around the desk and sitting—studying him.

"i'm gonna be honest as a professional courtesy... i don't think there's much i can do for you."

[repressfeelings]

jessica jones edits 1/∞

[repressfeelings]

how about a short little starter call?

[chaoticmusing]

Send “It’s OK. I’m here” to comfort my muse after a nightmare.

[repressfeelings]

how about a short little starter call?

[rpxmusings]

       you   A L L   think i’m the   BAD  GUY                             (  BUT I’M THE ONLY ONE WHO’S WILLING TO DO WHAT IT TAKES TO SAVE US  )

[repressfeelings]

open starter for mutuals!

she didn't give a shit. jessica had made that abundantly clear throughout majority of their interaction. and yet, still they sat before her looking at her across the desk in her small office, which left her with only one option. "why don't you just start from the beginning?"

[repressfeelings]

i can control myself. i’m more powerful than you ever were. ©

[repressfeelings]

press the heart for a small starter! these will be iconless for a little bit.

[kieraknightley]

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑵𝑶𝑵-𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. (  some triggering content ahead. add " + " to reverse the action.  )

[ wipe ] sender wipes away receiver's tears [ hurt ] sender hurts receiver with words [ lonely ] sender finds receiver alone in a dark room [ wounded ] sender patches up receiver's wounds [ crying ] sender finds receiver crying [ help ] sender runs to receiver when they scream for help [ nightmare ] sender wakes receiver up from a nightmare [ dying breath ] sender talks to receiver before dying [ hold on ] sender pulls receiver into their arms [ anger ] sender takes their anger out on receiver [ argue ] sender gets into a heated argument with receiver [ scared ] sender scares receiver [ sick ] sender cares for receiver while they are sick [ palm ] sender places a hand on receiver to stop them from doing something [ fight ] sender gets into a physical fight with receiver [ comfort ] sender tries to comfort receiver [ blood ] sender notices that receiver is bleeding [ collapse ] sender collapses into receiver's arms [ pressure ] sender puts pressure on receiver's wound [ slap ] sender slaps receiver in the face [ panic ] sender helps receiver through a panic attack [ lie ] sender catches receiver in a lie [ sobs ] sender sobs uncontrollably while receiver holds them [ hiding ] sender finds out that receiver has hidden an injury from them [ death ] sender just died, receiver finds out [ chin up ] sender lifts receiver's chin to stop them from hiding their tears [ fears ] sender talks to receiver about their fears [ scream ] sender screams at receiver [ coping ] sender teaches receiver some coping mechanisms [ loss ] sender is there for receiver after they've lost someone important to them [ needs ] sender asks receiver what they need [ bullet ] sender takes a bullet for receiver [ bruises ] sender finds bruises of unknown origin on receiver [ rainfall ] sender finds receiver out alone in the rain [ hospital ] sender wakes up in a hospital bed and finds receiver sitting by their bedside [ intrude ] sender walks in on receiver treating their wounds [ calming ] sender tries to calm down receiver [ inspection ] sender holds receiver's face while inspecting an injury they got [ rescue ] sender carries receiver to safety [ clean ] sender cleans blood off of receiver's body