I woke up this morning with the evidence of your binge all over. I am not sure what emotions got you all worked up, but from the looks of things, hunger was not the only factor. You left your mark from the top to the bottom. I am not writing this letter with judgement, and this isn’t an intervention. This is an open letter, hoping it reaches you, and you know that you are not alone. I too have over done it. I was eating myself to death, just 11 months ago. Maybe you had family drama, perhaps there was a trauma, maybe you’ve been in pain longer than you can remember. Perhaps sibling rivalry has left you feeling less than good enough, and unworthy of your own self care. If you are a mother then, enough said. I get it. What I want to say is, that it is ok that happened. I hope that today you have been able to give yourself a little extra self care and love. Even though today was national rainbow day, I hope you know that you are not alone in your binge, your frustration, your isolation, and your shame. it is important to take the next best step. So, Itsy bitsy spider, I hope that tonight when I am safely sleeping in my bed, that you, do not eat me all over. I do hope you tracked what you had. Do you have a tracking app like my fitness pal, and what does my blood go for? If you do need to eat, and again no judgement or shame coming from me, could you pick someone else? Remember if the problem isn’t hunger, food isn’t the solution.