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I think I took this whole "girls can do math too!" thing too far

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this wing is just so damn fun I keep doing it

also I’m starting to even post selfies on twitter, so expect this blog to fade into disuse

love you all

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It’s a simple message and it comes from the heart: believe in yourself

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tee bee tee !

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the bitch is back

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Zaddy I want a pony

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bye minnesota

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[ drugs, vomit ] my brother and I did elle ess dee yesterday. It started really nicely, I was laughing a lot, and music was extra-moving, the usual. At one point my brother told me a story about his aloe plant and his basil plant and I think one really liked the other but they were drifting apart or something but I cried (I mainly noticed that I was crying because I wiped at my eyes and they were wet), and I cried again when we listened to Hide And Seek, which like duh, that song can always make me cry at the right times. Anyway later we went outside. At this point I was kind of saying the same things over and over, which is I guess a feature of the drug? "I'm a squiggle" "You made me cry about a plant" "You're supposed to be helping me through this but you're on drugs too" were probably the biggest ones. The last two were funny to me, I think, and the first one I would say so that my brother would respond "I am a horse", which is totally bizarre, but meant "you're okay, I'm okay, we're all right" to me. I guess I was nervous or scared about something? Being outside? (We were only in my brother's friend's backyard wandering around the lawn and lying in the grass) Just being overwhelmed by sensation? Anyway at some point after we came back in I threw up, which was (in retrospect) REALLY scary. My brother's friends who'd done this before came over and must have ascertained that we were all right, but since I didn't know what to expect and hadn't been told that this was fine I was really worried that something was wrong with me. At this point things would sort of flow and be strange for a bit and then resolve into like reality for a moment. I kept trying to follow one of these in hopes that I would resolve out of having thrown up. Throwing up with like heightened/altered sensation is intense; I don't recommend. After that I was basically fine, but spent the rest of the night feeling kind of blurry—feelings of touch would persist a while after I shifted. My stomach also felt weird, which was probably a combination of "you threw up" and hunger, but it was quite difficult to eat until late. Anyway now I'm back to normal and sort of feeling the fear I couldn't process yesterday.

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my cell network is down for the entire city right now?? here’s hoping this doesn’t mess up my plans

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see what I mean

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I'm mad about this

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my hair isn’t REALLY long enough to tie back but it’s fun to pretend

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Kay is SKUNKING me at Ascension

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UGHHHH I am so excited about summer. Living with Kay last summer was really nice, but this one has the added benefit of me looking way more fish :D

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Terf4Terf is now open for business!

If you’re tired of clicking on profile after profile on dating websites, only to find “genderqueer” “nonbinary” “agender” “they/them” “no terfs”, everywhere you look, this is the place for you. Open to all radical women, including detransitioned women and transmen (however, be aware that alternative pronouns will not be used in this space) who are looking for friends, dates, or a relationship.

If you’re interested, please send me an email at [email protected] which includes a short video of you where you mention the date as well as the email address you used. Please also include either a link to your blog, or a reference (ie if you don’t post about radical feminism on your blog, tell me someone who does who can vouch for you).

Reblog to signal boost!

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open to trans men (but we are going to constantly misgender you)

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not even joking whoever made this post deserves to be shot

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honestly this is great news get those terfs into an “alternative space” i dont want to interact with them

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bittersweet romantic comedy/horror film abt two self hating mildly scummy confused n traumatized trans men who fall in love after meeting on terf4terf but then have to make a major decision abt their life path when one of them is offered an academic position in gender studies

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@ghoulchantsister tagged me in an ask meme!

Favorite piece of clothing/jewelry that you currently own? Hmmmm, I have this denim vest that fades from deeper blue at the bottom to almost white at the top and a grey bracelet that has these diamond-shaped studs. I bought both of them in Brooklyn last spring (maybe actually in 2014? unclear) and I’m really happy that both of them were good forecasts of my style as it changed.

Piece of clothing/jewelry you’re currently lusting after? I need to buy sandals!!! Probably mildly ridiculous ones with too many straps.

Piece of clothing/jewelry that you loved at the time, but now regret most? There was this like one and a half year period of my life pretransition where I was REALLY cool and bought all of these loud women’s blouses (i.e. button-ups that aren’t flannel) at thrift stores and wore them with coloured pants. It was a really great look on me, and it would be nice if then-me and now-me could somehow coexist bc I feel like we’d be good friends BUT I find it hard to wear that kind of blouse now, even though I still think they’re really cute.

Favorite place to shop for clothes? Thrift stores, Forever 21

Favorite thrift store? Beacon’s Closet in NYC! I think at one point most of the clothing I wore came from there. They organise by colour and are kind of not a real thrift store, which is to say, they mainly buy interesting-looking, “thrift-store-y” stuff.

Designer you love to hate? Oh jeez, I’m so clueless about designer fashion. I think while I was interning at a fashion startup, I found the Gucci stuff just so gaudy most of the time. Like, not the signature stuff but the looks they had (apparently) just put on the runway.

Designer you hate to love? I don’t have a good answer for this one, so I’m going to reinterpret it as ‘clothing store you hate to love’ and answer Abercrombie and Fitch. I haven’t been near one in AGES, and I’ve never bought anything from there, but I used to wander through on my trips to the mall in high school and just sort of take it all in. That was when A&F style was like The Coolest you could be at my high school, and I got this really pleasant feeling of interiority and introspection surrounded by the clothes the coolest of my peers wore and the giant photographs of mostly-naked men. A lot of very pretty abs to ogle.

Top 5 current celebrity style icons? I don’t follow this as much as I should!! So just Rihanna. Maybe Grimes.

What handbag/purse are you currently using? It’s a white over-the-shoulder purse with a kind of silly-looking fake-gold chain that I bought last fall at Forever 21.

What are you wearing at this very moment? The vest I mentioned, a pink tank top and a pair of black & white floral print short shorts.

Is there a shade of lipstick you wouldn’t be caught dead wearing? Yellow? Maybe black? I have a blue and a purple that I actually look quite good in but don’t wear that often, but I suspect that I look good in most colourful shades.

Ummm, I like these questions, and will pass them on to @voidspice @conradtao and @babydreamgirl BUT only if you want to!!

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stole Kay’s shirt for the day