𝒜 𝒮𝓉𝑜𝓇𝓂 𝒲𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒮𝓀𝒾𝓃

[respxrk]

So, it’s been awhile hasn’t it? I’m honestly unsure of what I should even say, or what I could even begin to say. Back in july of 2013, my freshman year of high school. I made @warriorofvalhalla. I never thought that a blog I made for a stupid ship would’ve turned into an almost 4 year journey. 

I’ve been away for awhile, some of it off of tumblr completely, some just on a different blog in a fandom I feel way more comfortable in. This isn’t under a read more for a big reason, I just want people to see this. I think it’s time I give myself a real break from Lightning, hopefully not permanently because I love her, but just until the muse comes back. 

In the past year I’ve realized that I’ve felt rather unwelcome in this fandom, now that’s no one’s fault but my own. I couldn’t keep in touch with people and I felt left out in a lot of groups or just left behind. I’m not blaming anyone and I won’t name names but, there are people who have hurt me and I have moved on. 

I don’t feel comfortable in the FF or KH fandom anymore, not after being in it for so long I’ve watched it tear people apart, and it finally tore me up. Leaving was the best thing I’ve done in a while (on the internet at least.) I’ve loved the people I’ve met over the past 4 years of writing Lightning, and I hope one day I can come back and continue. 

I won’t be deleting this blog just in case, but I think this is something I need to do. Writing didn’t come easy to me anymore and neither did plotting, I couldn’t keep threads going and I could keep in touch with active people anymore. If you want to find me on my other socials here they are. I won’t be giving out my new blogs just because I need to not be in this fandom for awhile. I hope you guys have a great day and everything, see you around sometime. 

Skype: flowerbuttt Discord: fyrelion (fae) #2039 Twitter: respxrk Insta: thefinalfantasychick

[hopeishome]

Fates Intertwine: Though driven by their separate goals, their paths all lead to the same end: the Pulse fal'Cie.

[thelovejournals]

It’s the things we love most, that destroy us.

Suzanne Collins

,

Mockingjay

(via

thelovejournals

)

[neovongolaprimo]

[residentevil2-deactivated201901]

when prayers turn to promises not even fate can stand in their way.

[xmusiings]

We’re all destined to die somehow, so quit being scared, stare death in the eyes and s m i l e

[respxrk]

me: has wanted to rp with sum1 for awhile me: there’s no way those characters could interact me: thinks of plot also me: violent screaming into the void.

[respxrk]

I should be on tomorrow after class, although I’ll stare at some drafts right now.

[pencap]

You love him,  you do, and here’s the miracle: he loves you too. You are allowed to lick off the colour from his lips to listen to the hymns in his pulse to bask in the sunlight of his voice You are allowed  to have him. You love each other, you do, and here’s the tragedy: it’s not enough. You are allowed to watch the sun swallow him whole and burn him up to stain your fingers to the bone holding him together to count the constellations in his eyes as they blink out You are not allowed to save him.

you can love him, but you can’t keep him (j.p.)

[valentinesvincent]

final fantasy xiii series + characters.

merry belated christmas @starry-spaceneet xxxx

[respxrk]

Friendly reminder that I love Lightning Farron!

[rygdea-deactivated20210530]

T E A M   N O R A

[respxrk]

@hekigankiseki​

   Hands wrapped themselves tightly around her knees. She had to be dreaming, her high school couldn’t be the building she was in now. Never again would she agree to a dare to break into the school after hours. How stupid. Claire knew better than this, she should’ve just said no like her gut said. 

   She found herself a corner where the shadows that roamed the halls couldn’t find her. No matter how far she ran she couldn’t find an exit, just an endless series of stairs leading her upward. Her throat was raw from screaming and she feared that she might die if the shadows found her.

[nightclimes]

one thing at a time, serah. (insp)

[respxrk]

@crystellae​

❝ So do you think I should go for it? ❞ She’d been waiting for nearly a month for her coworkers brother to ask to hang out but he never did. No matter how much they talked all the time he never asked her to go out somewhere where it was just them. ❝ I don’t want to ask him out and then get shut down. ❞ No matter how much of a front Lightning put up she still wasn’t the best with her people skills.      

[terpsikeraunos]

There was a Helen before there was a War, but who remembers her?

H.D., “Winter Love”  (via jjillekkot)

[kousuisetsu]

It’s all right, little one. I’ll help you.