For the people making baseless claims that I’m running because I couldn’t back up the fact that ENDOGENICS DONT FUCKING EXIST let me clear things up.
I’m leaving this account because I’m being HARRASSED by an ex partner of mine. I am being stalked by them and have realised it is almost certainly coming from one of my mutuals here so I have moved.
I will not be giving out my new account. I will not be telling anyone the account I’m moving to.
If you find it okay.
But I know which people to block and already have an extensive blocklist.
I’m only coming here to collect post features that I want to transfer to my new account. Any side blogs I want to re-create too.
I am leaving for my safety. Not because a 36 year old is trying to bully me into proving scientific fact.
Taking a fucking break from tumblr honestly. I may even just delete it and start again because I want to fucking reset my goddamn timeline.
Some of you are disgusting, most of you are abelist. And not to mention the fucking rampant disgusting endogenics on this app. I am genuinely fucking shocked at how stupid (pro)endos are getting.
I am done with the abelism, the fighting, the misinformation, the fucking paranoia inducing statements, the way that for some reason defending a closed culture is now rude, the way that vent accounts pick and choose their content because they don’t like some of the vents, the way most of all the blogs I used to like are now either pro or neutral on endos.
I am sick to death of this godforsaken app and if I don’t fucking reset I’m gonna end up fucking offing myself I swear to fucking god.
EDIT: we got the push to move accounts due to us finding out an ex partner is stalking us. We will not be giving out our new account to ANYONE but our irl close friends and our partner.
I feel like people need the reminder that systempunk and syspunk is literally the system version of cripplepunk.
Endos do not belong in syspunk. ableds do not belong in cpunk!
I hope you have fun still trying to bully traumatised people into letting you into their community but disrespectfully endos go fuck yourselves. You do not belong in systempunk and it has been made very clear why.
I just feel like reminding the internet that I am a “rude” or “undesirable” trauma survivor.
“But Ember! Wtf does that mean?!”
Well folks it means that instead of being placid and soft and quiet like society thinks I should be I’m motherfucking angry. I fight back when I’m triggered, I throw punches when I’m harrassed.
I will fucking hurt you physically or emotionally because I am TRAUMATISED. Does it make me seem abusive? Yes. Am I actually abusive? Fuck no and anyone who thinks angry survivors are abusers needs to go fuck themselves.
I am angry that the people who were supposed to protect me didn’t, that people I loved fucking hurt me. And I refuse to hide that
-Ember (I don’t care if I end up on syscringe. It’ll just show the abelism)
“Pro endo is punk” No sorry, appropriating cultural beliefs, harassing people with stigmatised disorders and forcing people out of their own spaces is, in fact, not punk.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤA safety notice to those who post to r/systemscringe.
Please do not post our account to this subreddit, we are not in a safe environment and may be harmed if spread to other media sites. Anyone found to be posting us to the subreddit will be reported to the mods. This notice will be pasted at the beginning of any general post that we make (it will not be on reblogs unless we have something to say in the reblog)
My problem with syscord “cringe” culture
My problem with these labels is that as more people are educated on the fact nonverbalism isn’t episodic they start to become ableist towards those with episodic cognitive issues (such as someone who has comprehension delays due to other conditions or someone who may be impaired after a seizure).
I have PANS and stroke-like migraines , very often if either of these are flaring it is INCREDIBLY hard to type so I use the “nonverbal” stickers that you see. And so often now I am called cringe for it. When your processing is impaired pictures can often be easier to interpret than words. Do I think the stickers should be called nonverbal stickers? Not really, I think they should just be called communication stickers but that’s not my area to talk as I am a level 1 verbal autistic.
Please syscord I am begging you to stop picking and choosing your abelism hot takes. It’s not cringe to use those emotes ESPECIALLY when due to dissociation and other conditions trying to work out what words to use becomes hard.
(This is also a not so gentle reminder that the very idea of cringe culture is rooted in abelism and while it is steadily being reclaimed as a community it does still have abelist connotations ESPECIALLY when used to make fun of people). -Rin {host}
All of you are disgusting, and to the people who support them. I hope you drown in guilt as you watch them talk about “the future is plural”. I hope you all feel sick about yourselves for watching them promote systemic child abuse.
I wish all endogenics, their supporters, friends and family a merry fuck you.
As a system do you have collective likes? if so how do you go about measuring what counts as "collective"?
We do actually! As for what counts as “collective” we used to measure it by what percentage of the system liked them. But now we have come to realise that a collective like for us is a like held by the majority of the system (with outliers of under 15 people not liking it). An example of a collective like is The Magnus Archives
-Rin
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Please do not post our account to this subreddit, we are not in a safe environment and may be harmed if spread to other media sites. Anyone found to be posting us to the subreddit will be reported to the mods. This notice will be pasted at the beginning of any general post that we make (it will not be on reblogs unless we have something to say in the reblog).
WE HAVE MOVED TO A NEW ACCOUNT. THIS ACCOUNT IS NO LONGER ACTIVE.
This email link will remain active for two months so we can move things to our new account. Then everything will be deleted.
Ushankas_Despair.exe. File is loading please hold…
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…statement begins~
Statement Number #65 of: LYCANTHROPE
𝗡𝗮𝗺𝗲: Felix or Mykee
𝗔𝗴𝗲: eighteen
𝗣𝗿𝗼𝗻𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘀: he/doe/fawn/glitch
𝗙𝗲𝗮𝗿: The Eye
𝗔𝘃𝗮𝘁𝗮𝗿: Gerard Keay
𝗗𝗡𝗜: Please read our carrd
Supplemental:
Hello we’re Ushankas_Despair.exe, we’re a c-DID system from the UK. We are 18 years old.
Our system name is based on a Magnus Archives episode (MAG 65 - Binary) as we are currently very very fucking invested in TMA (so if you like TMA please please interact)
Our hosts are called Rin and Dean, you will see them post the most here.
We are part of the cripplepunk community and we are also generally in the alt community. We dress in a mix of punk/grunge/goth/emo/scene and listen to the music from the above subcultures.
We are also physically disabled and chronically ill so you may see lots and lots of posts about that.
Our account is ANTI NON-TRAUMAGENIC. So if you are one or support them please block us and do not interact with our content.
We also block liberally and aren’t afraid to state our minds. We will just snap.
We also identify as nonhuman due to our trauma, we are currently processing this.
MEET THE MAIN PEOPLE - YouTube purposes
Rin (he/him) and Dean (he/they) - these lovely two are the hosts of the system. They are out the most often although aren’t considered frequent fronters
Mae (she/they) and Cork (they/them - these are our cohosts, they are out around the same amount as Rin and Dean. But just a little less, they sorta share responsibility
Rugie (she/he) - Rugie is Dean’s Personal protector, she is tough and will not back down from situations. He does her best to keep Dean safe.
Jess (they/zem) - Jess is a trauma holder, they will most likely front or be close by when filming so that we are safe. They are very protective over the littles.
Oberon (he/they) - Oberon is a soother, you will see him in more distressing videos calming us down. Making sure that we aren’t spiralling
Soran (they/them) - Soran is a caretaker, while they mainly work inside they very often take care of us externally when in triggering situations
Zorbie (it/its) - Zorbie is an anger holder, it fronts mainly when in situations where we are liable to be “dangerously” angry (perhaps in situations where we have been triggered)
Saltie (she/her) - Saltie is a pain holder, she very often fronts when our chronic pain is flaring up. You will see her lots during day in the life style videos
Mewn (they/he) - Mewn is a “Mask” alter, this just means they are very good at pretending to be the old hosts (not Rin and Dean)
DIP (it/they) - DIP is what’s known as an ANP or an “apparently normal part” they may take front of the hosts/cohosts do not feel safe but we are in a space where heavy heavy masking is needed.
Masks and ANPs for us are very different, Masks can act as any of the old hosts whereas ANPs can only act as the host we had when we started splitting as a child.
A safety notice to those who post to r/systemscringe.
Please do not post our account to this subreddit, we are not in a safe environment and may be harmed if spread to other media sites. Anyone found to be posting us to the subreddit will be reported to the mods. This notice will be pasted at the beginning of any general post that we make (it will not be on reblogs unless we have something to say in the reblog).
