Mischief Managed.

Mav 21 SF Bay Area raised Check out the menu with the links if you wanna know more Or hmu on my ask so we can be fwendz

[restless-mindset]

It's time to be a man.. it's time to give myself a new life.

Farewell, Tumblr. For now, at least..

If you're reading this and you want to reach me, I know you can..

[suntirades]

the law of attraction is very much real. you don’t necessarily have to “think positive” every second of every day, that’s not realistic. but be mindful and align your thoughts with what you’re trying to accomplish. express gratitude as much as you can, and always anticipate the best out of every situation, even when you’re going through a rough patch.

raise your vibration and the universe will match you tenfold.

[hatin]

there is so much hurt and sadness inside of me and i have no idea how to control it anymore

[thepowerwithin]

“Control your thoughts, and you will be able to control the way in which the world appears. Think highly of events; if it’s good, see it’s beauty. If it’s bad, seek for growth. Everything that happens has a reason, purpose, and difference that it will make. So take a moment, and choose to see the impact that your thoughts have on your life.”

— Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin

[bitchycode]

I may look like a potato now but one day I’ll turn into fries and you’ll all want me then

[restless-mindset]

It's almost over....

[restless-mindset]

Some days hurt more than others..

I miss you everyday, even in small doses..

You've been gone for awhile, yet I still feel you..

I await..

Your return or your inevitable fade..

Time stands still.

[restless-mindset]

Voice Comparison (5 months on my drugs~~ jk hormones)

[restless-mindset]

Singing voice comparison.

Farewell to my falsetto..

[restless-mindset]

1st day vs 5 months on testosterone.

[restless-mindset]

THE UNIVERSE IS MESSING WITH ME.

I TOLD YOU SO!! AHHH I FUCKING KNEW IT WASN'T GONNA LAST.

that's why you don't choose the easier person when you got unresolved shit with someone else. That's karma, yo.

But now, we're back at square one.. you and I.

Boy, did it feel good to hold you for that one second.. but I ain't yo best friend. You got history with me. You don't just get away with ignoring our past.

[restless-mindset]

[restless-mindset]

Tonight, you thanked me for helping you grow..

You said I did more than I could ever understand, even in just a short amount of time. You owed it to me..

That you felt like I've known your soul.

How do I tell you,

That although I am happy to know that,

You caused me to shelter myself..

How do I tell you I can't be around you because it hurts..

[yourakh]

do good without expecting anything back

[restless-mindset]

Our very last All Dragged Up together. Huhu

[restless-mindset]

I pray for the day that it doesn't hurt anymore..

For the day I don't wake up feeling pain and I'm no longer haunted by the fact that you left me..

For the day that I'm no longer triggered and forced to remember you..

For the day you disappear from my heart for good..

Or at the very least, if not for good.. for now.

[restless-mindset]

Hormones are helping me become more attractive and for the first time, I feel sexier and much more handsome.. I feel confident.

But then I take a look at what's happened to me and where I'm at and I realize that even with looks, I'm still never good enough. I'm no keeper. My time isn't now and that's alright..