rexie’s morgue

Content Warning \\ ED, Self Harm \\ Call me rex :) 18- He/Him - emo ex-dropout stoner boy Medical Cannabis connoisseur SW- 60kg | CW - 55.2kg | GW - 40kg || UGW - >30kg ||

[user-boxer]

This user has a triggering blog

[konoko]

i would be unstoppable if i could start a conversation

[konoko]

[d3pressedd3adg1rl]

A diet coke a day keeps the cravings away🐇

[konoko]

[unh1ngedrockstar]

[rexiesmourge]

holy fuck I was unemployed for like 6 weeks and couldn’t afford my ADHD meds, bipolar meds or medi bud and I’ve gained sm weight I can’t even look at myself anymore but I got my new job and picked up meds so less time to eat and stimulant weight loss should help but oml I’m a fucking beast.. I tried to take it as an opportunity for a recovery attempt but I just feel so horrible all the time and the only thing I can ever manage has been my weight so I’ve just been constantly thinking about how disgusting I feel I hate that I’m like this idk why people glamorise this shit

[ketamine-bunny]

found this somewhere, not mine

[konoko]

[winter-girl5]

[bpdetrimental]

I fucking hate looking in the mirror. Why the fuck do I look like that and why the fuck can’t I be different and how the fuck can anyone even tolerate being near me.

[basicbipolarbitch]

Dude people make me so fucking unreasonably filled with rage I can feel it radiating off my body

[x-x-bones-x-x]

My disorders scare me.

[bilbopaggins]

[bilbopaggins]

[that-bipolar-mood]

Being bipolar:

you're fine until you're not, but also

you aren't fine until you are

[bipolarmango]

I hate it when people think (hypo)mania is just having a ton of energy to do all the chores you have when in reality it is

not being able to sleep because you can't, meaning you get up in the middle of the night to go to cycling or for a drive

not finishing your actual chores because you need to write a book, learn how to play violin, or solve world hunger

spending money you don't have in things you don't need, like a pony or a new car or fifteen pairs of shoes

having to take medical leave from work so you can focus on your current project, such as writing a book or solving the world hunger

having rage towards other people because no one but you is competent enough, smart enough, or fast enough

your thoughts going so fast you can't really do anything because your mind can't process anything but your racing thoughts